
Since meeting with Amelia three years ago. Aqilah always asks Ergan to bring them together, but Ergan cannot fulfill it because Amelia disappeared. Somehow Aqilah did not want to forget the beautiful Aunt who had helped him, even though their meeting was only a short time but was able to make the affection grow in Aqilah's heart. Perhaps because he rarely gets the tender touch and affection from Rania until Aqilah can feel it from Amelia.
Aqilah even more often asked to meet a beautiful aunt than Rania.
"Darling... Her beautiful aunt has not met. Patience huh? tirta is still looking for her." Ergan stroked the cheeks of cubbi Aqilah made Aqilah momentarily teary-eyed in disappointment.
"Actually a pretty aunt where the hell is Pah! why is it going so long?" Ask Aqilah.
"Papa doesn't know, dear." Ergan hugged Aqilah, unable to hide her longing for Amelia at this time. Her heart froze again since there was no Amelia by her side. Many women teased him, even Karisma and Andreas told him to marry again, but he did not want to.
Amelia was the last.
"When did Daddy go?" Ask Aqilah.
"Tomorrow, Daddy took you to school first, just left."
"Okay Dad."
"Don't pout dong..!"
"You kindderjoy Dad."
"Okay, we're going to the mini market now."
They leave the house to the nearest mini market. Ergan parked her car and got off with Aqilah.
Aqilah was very enthusiastic to see a row of kindderjoy in front of the cashier. He took two then put down the cashier, at the moment Ergan wanted to pay, Aqilah held him back.
"Wait for Dad." Aqilah turned towards the door hoping that Amelia would emerge from there and pay her kindderjoy the same as back then.
Ergan let out a heavy sigh staring at her daughter, she felt guilty for letting Amelia be with Aqilah back then until Aqila felt lost. "Honey.. A beautiful aunt won't come. Daddy promised to find a pretty aunt for Aqilah." Ergan stroked the top of Aqilah's head so that her son would stop being sad.
"But when is Dad?"
"Daddy doesn't know either, baby..! but Daddy won't give up."
"Honey.. actually you where the hell..! hasn't it been punitive enough for three years?" Inner Ergan .
Aqilah just smiled a little hiding her sadness. Ergan has told him that many times. After paying what Aqilah wanted, Ergan took her back home.
The next day, Ergan takes Aqilah to school.
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Currently Amelia lives in the Darussalam boarding school Al-kharan Lotus Village. Every morning Amelia helps Juminarti's mother cook food for the pesantren's children. After that, he went to the Tea Garden to work.
###If forgetting was easy, it felt impossible it would be this heavy. If I am wrong to love you in my silence, I will keep this feeling. ###
It's been three years since he left Ergan his feelings have remained the same. To love in silence is the mistress.
Amelia sat contemplating in Prasetyo's tea garden. The hijab-wearing woman with loose clothing covering her entire body became her trademark now. The food he brought as his provisions had not been touched in the slightest. Ever since he decided to join the middle-aged woman sitting next to him while on the bus five years ago, his life had changed by one hundred and eighty degrees. Amelia currently lives in the Darussalam boarding school Al-kharan. His daily work is picking tea because he does not want a free ride at the boarding school. He had to work to support his two-year-old son.
Her former job as a flight attendant, wearing a uniform shows her beautiful and sexy curves and flying around in an air-conditioned room, turned into a tea-picking village woman who had to stand under the hot sun.
Amelia let out a heavy sigh, she could already guess what she was called for. Prasetyo always asked Amelia to be his wife. Prasetyo is the son of Juminarti's mother who helps Amelia while fleeing Ergan. Prasetyo has one son, his wife died two years ago. He owned an immeasurably large Tea garden, and owned the Darussalam Al-kharan boarding school after his father died. For the past year, she has asked Amelia to marry him because she is in love with him. But Amelia always rejected him on the grounds that he was not ready to go to the household anymore.
Actually from the bottom of his heart, he still loved Ergan very much. The man had given happiness to her despite being only temporary and ended up with a lie.
"Sana cepetan, I wonder the same you, why always refuse Mr Pras? He is well established, smart, handsome, kind and not arrogant, complete package deh..! stay in the spice a little, beehhhhhh... make the heart melt..! what's the lack of a try?" Reveal Amelia's friend Lilis in the pesantren.
Amelia headed to the Tea warehouse, where there were two rooms that served as administrative offices and leadership rooms.
Tok..
Amelia knocks on the door of the leadership room and enters after getting a speech. There is Pras and Mama Juminarti waiting.
Amelia stood down, reluctantly staring at the man who was sitting looking at her. He glanced at the wonder why Juminarti's mother was also there. Is there anything important?
"Sit Mel." Juminarti asked Amelia to sit on the sofa.
Amelia was forced to sit on the sofa side by side with Pras.
Silent...
"Mel, I know you're having a hard time accepting my proposal, but I also need your answer as soon as possible, you know for yourself if I've been waiting for you for a long time?" Pras to the point.
"Sorry, haven't we talked about this? I'm not ready to go to the stairs. I just want to focus on Azka."
"When are you ready? you still hope to get back to him? that guy's forgotten about you Mel, you've been gone three years and he's not looking for you."
"If only you knew Pras, if Ergan had still been looking for me until now. Almost every day he calls Mama to ask me where I am. I couldn't see Mom because I was afraid she would find me. I'm sure the bodyguard's watching over Mama so she can't move around freely to see me here." Inner Amelia.
"Mel, please..?! accept my proposal, will you?" Melas Pras's.
"I beg you to stop waiting for me, you deserve to be happy, but not with me. Find a better woman than me. I see, you and your family have helped me a lot, especially Azka. But sorry I can't, I'm not ready to open my heart let alone get married."
"Did Amelia love her husband? to this day she still remembers her husband. Had you opened a little heart for me, I would have made you happy." Batin Pras's.
"Mel, I don't want another woman. I just want you to be my wife. I have been in love with you for a long time, and I will fight for you. I know you don't love me yet, but I'm sure one day you'll like me. I promise, you will be comfortable near me, I will take care of you and consider Azka as my own son." Tegas Pras.
"Amelia, I mean Pras is good, son, I know how you feel right now. But also think about Azka's feelings, she needs a father figure. You do not worry, you see for yourself how Azka and Pras love each other, as well as Rangga. I'm not forcing you, but think about it again." Sela Juminarti tries to mediate.
"That's exactly what I think, Mom. I know Ergan well, she wouldn't accept if her son had another father. Until now I don't know if I'm still his wife or not." Bathin Amelia's.
"Sorry Mom, I'm not sure about going to the stairs. I am thankful for my life now. Having Azka is enough for me." Reply Amelia.
"Well if that's your decision, what can I do. But I will wait until you are ready to open your heart to me. Now you can work." Pras said with a tight chest. Again his heart ached to accept the rejection from Amelia. But how else, his heart was captivated by the charm of Amelia, even since the beginning of their meeting, he had a taste but he was trying to disappear because at that time he still had a wife.
"Once again sorry, Pras, Ma'am, Excuse me." Amelia moved and then came out of Pras' room.
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