MR. LECTURER, I LOVE YOU
21

Clara straightened her seat and rubbed her face violently. Both of his hands rest on his thighs.

Seeing Clara's nervousness that looked serious. Rey also straightened her seat and gently held Clara's shoulder.

"Is there me, Clara? You think I'm just messing around? I'm serious about marrying you" Rey assured.

Clara still covered her face with both hands. Clara was confused half dead. Semester holidays are still a few weeks away. At the end of this month, it is time for Clara to menstruate. That's a sign that until the end of the month Clara does not menstruate then the seeds of the joni really potent fertilize the eggs are ripe. And the end result? Clara is pregnant.

Clara didn't budge at all. His brain began to think too long and overthinking. Should be able to find a solution as simple as possible then Clara thought far seven steps ahead.

"It looks like Clara has to eat a lot of young pineapple so that the prospective seed joni does not get stuck in the egg Clara," said Clara suddenly. What a ridiculous thought.

"Huh? There is no such thing!! I don't agree. Let the joni's seed find itself in your egg, Clara. It's good he's independent there. Growing and healthy - healthy in your womb. Let us both always be together" Rey said slowly.

Now Rey's hands began to rub Clara's long hair that was slightly limp and greasy. Understandably sweat since last night continues to flow through the scalp Clara.

"Yah .. if told to grow up means Clara really pregnant dong?" clara was hysterical.

"Yes continues? The problem is, are you pregnant? Do I want to run away from responsibility? I've proven this and proved my manhood and ended up in the offspring I entrusted to you, Clara. Trust me the same. This semester break, let me meet your parents, Clara. It looks like I'll be quick to justify you" Rey said slowly. Rey always convinces Clara. It's just that Clara still has a lot of doubts.

Clara always remembered the fate of her friends who had a story similar to Clara. They were hamili by his girlfriend and left because their boyfriend did not want to be responsible for the reason that he was not ready because he was in college. Or they lightly say, "It does it consciously and we do it on the basis of liking. Then you're asking me to be responsible? And you know? I have a new boyfriend!! Don't make trouble and disrupt our relationship!!

The crazy words of crocodiles seek virginity and sheer pleasure. Don't want to go out for 'scrambles' and get for free with their boyfriends. End - the woman who was blamed!! Want to do that? Before the yellow janur curls and the risk of pregnancy is sure to occur.

Remember the story of Surti, his upperclassman who was also a friend of the boarding house who lived right next to his boarding room. She realized she was pregnant after the age of three months. At that time, his girlfriend had no news and could not be contacted. After meeting her boyfriend, she has a new boyfriend.

Finally what? To cover up his disgrace. She was put in her grandmother's house in the village to give birth to her baby and put in an orphanage. Surti continued his studies without the burden of the baby.

Every afternoon Surti harua pumped his rushing air in his room and then dumped it in the trash can.

A sin? Even those words never crossed their minds. They just want their good name to be good. They just want to wash their hands of abuse and abuse resulting in a fall in one's self-esteem and dignity.

Many people are afraid of being embarrassed in front of people. Afraid of being despised, hostile and afraid of having no friends. But not afraid of karma and the clear punishment of God awaits.

Rey's hand pulled the face of Clara who was staring blankly forward. Clara's gaze did not blink at all.

"You scared?" tanya Rey stared fixedly at Clara.

Clara nodded. That's all Clara worries about nothing else.

"You still doubt me? I should how? Let your doubts disappear? I try every day to be with you so that not for a second do you feel I ignore or I leave. If I'm busy, do you know where to look? My room is clearly on the second floor of your campus. My parents' house was also clearly there. Mother Silva must have accepted your arrival with happiness. I guarantee it" Rey explained at length. He himself was confused how else to convince Clara. Indeed the last solution he had to come to Clara's house in the village and apply personally to Clara's parents and bring a fastener as a sign. Signatures? Like bargaining on the market.

Again Clara just nodded. It was also doubt that continued to envelop Clara's heart.

Both sets of their eyes were staring at each other. The haggard and disheveled face of Clara who still looks beautiful continues to look for that answer in both of Rey's eyes. Rey looked at Clara confidently without the slightest hesitation.

Clara's smooth cheeks were kept gently rubbed by Rey.

"Please convince your heart to believe in my presence. I'll prove it at the end of this semester. That I'm not kidding" Rey said firmly.

The remark ended in a sweet peck on both cheeks of Clara by Rey. Rey just wants to make Clara more calm and comfortable with him.