
Actually I want to be close to you, but I realize, I can't... I can't be here, danger, I'm in love...
Plaaac!
Farah got up close and slapped Axcel unnoticed by him.
"God!" Axcel chuckled as he got a hard slap landing on his smooth cheek. "So it's all true, isn't it?"
"It's none of your business! Stop trying to interfere with my life!!" Farah screamed in front of Axcel.
"Farah Lee!!" Axcel caught Farah's hand and grasped it tightly, the man's emotions were further crammed into the limits of his patience by Farah.
"I'm sorry to slap you, but it's not your right to interfere with what happened to me!!"
"Why? He's your brother Farah!!" Axcel returned a shrill shriek. "Conscious Farah!!"
"No!!"
I don't want to be far away, I don't want to be apart. Why is everything always beautiful, when with you? Dear to end...
Farah quickly brushed off Axcel's grip. The girl also inched backwards from where Axcel was standing at the moment. "Did you forget? He's not my real brother!!"
"I'm just Kaviandra's foster son!" Farah was already in tears, she broke out all the emotions that had been held back all this time. "You're right, I love my own Raise Brother!! You're satisfied, huh?!!"
Axcel was stunned, without Farah being able to understand. The man's heart was torn when he heard the reality of the mouth of the girl he loved.
"Did I wrongly love the man who made me hang all my hopes and my life on him?"
"Am I not worthy?"
"You'll never know, you'll never understand me!!"
Farah railed against Axcel stirring, he also pointed a beaver towards the man who had been together to be a friend for the last two years.
If only you could understand how heavy I am... I have to keep smiling, but my heart is hurting...
"I don't know Farah! I don't know what happened to you guys." Axcel looked up and held back his emotions before overflowing. "But if he's a good guy... He will never hide you from the public!! Even with your foster sister's status, she doesn't deserve to kiss you in public!!"
"You're nothing more than her mistress, don't you understand, huh?!!"
What does this love mean when I am not with you? If I had to go... Rest assured, my heart is you!
Plaaac!
Farah slapped Axcel in the face again. "Listen to me Axcel, I don't care. I can be his mistress only I'm so happy!"
"Farah Lee!!"
Axcel held his hand as another inch landed on Farah's face. The man could accept Farah slapping him hard many times. Even Axcel accepted when Farah hurt him constantly. However, she could not accept her girl humbling herself like this right now.
Farah chuckled by continuing to flood her face with tears. He did not expect, Axcel kept guarding him without wanting to be rude even though he could very well do it.
Wasn't the universe the one that found us? Should I tell the stars? Why not you, who owns me?
"Heh, listen Axcel... I was his mistress... Are you disgusted and hate me? Haha..."
"I don't want to hurt you..." One of Axcel's hands released his already flushed girl's hand. "You deserve more. Someone who can cherish and take care of you with all his love! Someone who will never hurt you..."
Bru!!
Farah fell on the ground, she covered her face with both hands. She was crying so much, she was so embarrassed by what Axcel said just now.
*If you can understand how heavy I am... I have to keep smiling, but my heart is hurting... *What is the meaning of this love, if I am not with you? If I had to go... Rest assured, my heart is you!
"Flood..." Axcel approached and tried to calm him down.
"Go... Don't come near me!! Gone... Huhoo..."
Axcel clenched tightly his hands together, he was so sad to see Farah's current condition.
Why does love meet, when it is finally separated? And why do I fall in love, in a love that doesn't fall on me?
I have to keep smiling, but my heart is hurting...
"Huhuhoo..."
Farah accepts as her best friend embraces her frail body that is already shaking violently. "Take him off Farah, I know you've got to, don't you?"
Farah stopped her sobbing and looked up at Axcel's nyalang. "Heh, I'll never let go. It is my hope to be next to him for the rest of my age!"
It was already inexplicable by the word how broken Axcel's heart was at this moment. He looked at his girl, Farah set her breath. "I'm sorry Cel, I tried to accept your existence... Unfortunately, my heart wants it... My heart keeps coming back to him!"
What does this love mean when I am not with you? If I have to go, rest assured, my heart is you, you... I have to keep smiling, but my heart is hurting... What does this love mean when I am not with you? If I have to go, rest assured, my heart you...
"Hehe... What a shame my heart!" Axcel sat down next to Farah. He looked at the orange sky trying to release the pain in his chest. "Can't you see there's love in my eyes, sincere love... A love that can never have."
"You're funny yourself, already got a pretty fiancee but ignored her!"
"As you said," Axcel turned to look at Farah. "My heart keeps telling me to come back to you!"
"Hehe... The universe plays its part, we are as fortunate as possible!" Farah took the soft drink and chugged it out.
"Hehe!" Axcel laughed bitterly. She looked back at her female beauty, the sky was soon dark. Axcel slowly approached Farah.
"Cell!" Farah inched backwards, her face suddenly agitated.
"promise me... You will never avoid me!"
Farah fell silent, she nodded with her tears back. 'How can I really miss it...'
Axcel drew closer, his hands wiping away the tears that had soaked Farah's face. "I really love you, may I ask you one last time!"
Farah was wide-eyed, the man in front of her had already gripped his lips. Farah quickly tried to stop him. Damn, Axcel's soft kiss really froth him. Farah recalled, several times the man had stolen a forbidden kiss with her.
"Aargh..." Farah gasped, Axcel released his lips. The girl needs oxygen supply, Axcel's lips getting down kissing Farah's neck niche.
"Axcel!!" Farah pushed the body of her best friend. Farah's desire suddenly rose, it was terrible. "I'll hate you if you dare to harass me now!!"
"Hehe, it's okay baby... The distance between hate and love is so thin... They will change places as they please. This time you hate me, maybe someday it will turn into a liking that will bring you to love me!"
Farah was so afraid of Axcel's serious remarks. "Cel, when Keenan finds out what we've done... I'll make sure our lives are gone!"
"So, you're scared just because of your cousin's bluff?"
"Cell!! You don't know him... Pleases... Don't..."
"I know, honey, as long as you ask for it... I'll obey you..." Axcel came back closer and lowered his face. Grasping Farah's thin lips intoxicating her. Farah closed her eyes slowly, she cursed at the response of her body that let Axcel take a sip of her lips once more.
Farah really shuddered thousands of thumbs up for Axcel's ability to treat him. Keenan is such a pervert bastard. The man in front of her treated her much better. Farah didn't feel like she was running out of oxygen even though they had been in contact for a long time.
"I love you, baby... I'm sorry, but I love you..."
Farah fell in Axcel's arms. "Take me home..."
"Yes, honey... Thank you, I won't take a shower for a whole month!!"
Farah's body trembled with stiffness, suddenly her legs cramped. Axcel happily carried his girl to the passenger seat. Axcel also did not forget to peek at Farah's soft forehead. "Can I say my spell?"
Farah looked up at Axcel's face. "I can make you fall in love with me, even if you don't love me..."
Farah knew the lyrics that Axcel was reading, he held back laughter and continued humming, making Axcel blush in shame. "Give a little time, let love come because it's used to it..."
"Ah Ayaaang.." Axcel whine made up, the two again engaged in laughter, and prepared to return to their respective homes.
Save the roses I gave you, maybe the fragrance inspired... Please allow yourself to know me first... Before you spit on me... Before you rip my heart out... I can make you fall in love with me, even if you don't love me... Give it a little time, let love come because it is used....
My life without your love... It's like a night without stars... My love without your welcome... It's like heat without rain...
-- To be continue ---
Credit of song: Danger by Tiara feat Arshi Widianto, Heart Treatise by Gods 19.