MU'ADZ
FORTY THREE

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Both eyes blinked slowly, adjusting the minimal lighting. Sayup-sayup heard the cry of someone who was muroja'ah. Closing his eyes again, remembering the incident last night that he cried in the arms of Mas Mu'adz. Instantly sighing violently, could-maybe last night already let out his teething, even ended asleep.

Get up from the bed, see Mas Mu'adz who is still muroja'ah. Remembering last night, he still did not know what kind of response Mas Mu'adz. How did he know that he fell asleep in the arms of Mas Mu'adz!

If it is like this, even confused itself becomes. Not wanting to think too far, he immediately went to the bathroom to clean himself, because it was time to pray tahajud.

After the prayer, proceed to muroja'ah. Until the sound of the Adhan was heard in the pesantren mosque, he stopped his muroja. Usually Mas Mu'adz will turn and face him until the Adhan ends and then gently Mas Mu'adz beramit for prayer at the mosque pesantren. Considering all that, he smiled wryly. However, since last night's troubles weren't over, he didn't know Mas Mu'adz was going to do as usual.

Even though he was lowered, he could see Mas Mu'adz who had moved and carried a prayer mat. His smile was pushy, his heart was suddenly congested, so it was true what he said last night. Mu'adz will release him. Mu'adz was forced to marry her. Mas Mu'adz really didn't love him. Although there is no certainty, but his heart is heavy to lose Mas Mu'adz. His eyes began to glaze over. Is it time for him to start mengikhlaskan someone again?

When her tears were shed, she felt a touch on her head. Suddenly the crying stopped. "Among the purse, Mase ape by the way. Missile rien, Wassalamualaikum." No softness there. Biting his lower lip, staring at the door that had just closed. Suddenly nervous to hear the flat speech of Mas Mu'adz. Did Mas Mu'adz make a decision?

While waiting for Mas Mu'adz, his heart was filled with fear. He stared at the door repeatedly. To where his hearing caught the sound of the door opening. Immediately he straightened his body and lowered his head, glancing from the end of his eyes Mas Mu'adz stepped in, not forgetting to say hello.

Her eyes did not escape the movements of her husband, from putting the prayer mat and opening the peci. Capturing Mas Mu'adz stepped closer towards him, hurriedly lowering his head. Mu'adz sat on the side of the bed very close to him. Seeing Mas Mu'adz's hand, he slowly welcomed and kissed Mas Mu'adz's hand.

After that, Mas Mu'adz's index finger lifted up to below his chin, slowly bringing his face up, both eyes locked onto each other.

"Nduk e sampun quiet?" Nodding his head, still looking into Mas Mu'adz's eyes. Mas Mu'adz's thumb began to stroke his cheek gently, for a moment he closed his eyes, enjoying the touch.

"Enten nopo kok moro-moro ngoten niku, hem?" Hearing the question, his head bowed again, but Mas Mu'adz's hand held his chin back. This time, he looked in any direction. "Nduk e mboten pingin cerito kaleh Mas e?"

Quiescent. His mouth seemed locked, but his mind kept repeating the barrage of events in the hospital. Should he tell you what he saw yesterday!

"Nggeh. Mase mboten mekso Nduk and crito. Lek mireng Nduk e mambengi. Enggeh, Mase had to." Hearing that, he immediately looked at Mas Mu'adz with a look of disbelief. His heart is throbbing pain.

Turning away his face, his tears had already flowed profusely in the eye peluk. It hurt his heart. His mouth was tightened to hold the sound of crying out. But the more his cries he endured, the more tight his heart ache. Finally, behind the folds of his hand he hid his stuffing. Sobbing until a whim.

This is the reality that he must accept. Mas Mu'adz will be gone from his life. Evidently when he was in this state, Mas Muadz was not moved at all to calm him down.

For the most part, he lost loved and loved ones. Is he destined to have no one?

Abi, Umi, Embah, and now Mas Mu'adz, her own husband. Given that his crying is getting sobbing. It hurts his heart so much. Just now that his heart had recovered from the loss of Embah, he now had to be in the same position for the umpteenth time. Indeed from the beginning Mas Mu'adz was not for him not his, his inner self.

A few minutes his cries began to subside, wiping away the tears with his arms. Then closing his eyes for a moment, he took a deep breath, then exhaled slowly. He slowly looked at Mas Mu'adz with a faint smile.

"Enggeh Mpun Kang Akmal lek katae ngoten niku, In-insyaallah sak niki kulo s-ready in talak."

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Assalamualaikum man friend. Inshaallah this is the last update before the holiday and will be continued after the holiday. Though the plan was before the holiday wanted me to finish, but it turned out to be mboten. May mawon mboten bosen ngggeh meet Mas Mu'adz continue.

Oh nggeh, born mind all nggeh. May all worship performed during Ramadan sedoyonipun ketampi marang Gusti Allah, allahumma amin.

Why is it that during the authorship, comments or nopo mawon, there is something I accidentally made a mistake. I apologize profusely.

Wassalamualaikum

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