Muslims Are Strong for the Mafia
30: Feeling Inappropriate

Azzura. The woman really needs some time alone, to think about the role of an Excel in Rere's case. Involved Excel? Is there any other meaning to the fact that the man is in his life? Still all because of Rere's revenge on him?

“But I believe that every prayer and deed will always be answered with the same thing. No result betrays effort, despite the best of man's plans, His plans are much better for all.” Azzura still spoke inwardly. “Ya Alloh, if the presence of his face in every dream after the servant asks You for directions is an answer, please continue all Your answers.”

After dismantling Rere's drunkenness, Azzura who, though still weak, deliberately stopped treatment for him. He is no longer being cared for and is now part of his family. There were his parents, Mas Aidan, Sepri, and now there is a doctor Andri who came with Septi's mother. They're all awake for Haji Ojan who's still in a coma. The atmosphere became shrouded in sadness shortly after the two were present.

“Ya Alloh Jan, ... Jan, your fate from childhood has become an orphan. Then you are dis1ksa both your stepmother and you are really difficult to normal even though we have made you undergo maximum treatment! Heal Jan, pity you. So you can really get married! Let you can like the others, later Ma'am who buys the needs for your wedding!” septi's mother was sobbing on the side of Haji Ojan's pack that to breathe alone had to be assisted by a ventilator hose.

Amidst the dim atmosphere that enveloped around, Septi's mother, who was wearing ABD, intended to leave. The blue-hijab woman had already stepped away, but there was a faint sound and trembling from behind.

“H-ghost ...”

Of course it is not the voice of anyone other than Haji Ojan. Septi's mother immediately turned her head to make sure, sure as she was. Which is meant by ghosts by Mr. Haji Ojan also he believes is still Septi's mother as well.

“Times yes, Mbak called ghost?” septi's mother's protest is still saying softly.

“I who? Keep on, who are you?” haji Ojan's reply remains unclear.

“Eh ..?” Without being able to express her feelings, Septi's mother reflexes regressed regularly.

Leaving Mr. Ojan and Septi's mother, Azzura, who accidentally turned to the source of arrival, caught Excel watching him. Yes, Excel who no longer uses all black including his hat, he pergoki just focus on watching him.

“Mas Excel .. I even forgot that Mas was at the most difficult point, Mas chose to dismantle the obfuscation*Rere and make Mas in a difficult position,” Inner Azzura who then say goodbye to the mama. He intends to follow Excel, which is also honest with Arum's mother, including the fact that Excel secretly watched him.

With the blessing of the mother, Azzura immediately searched for Excel. Azzura knew why to him, the mama was so trusting and never said no, including his permission now following Excel. The fact is that because all this time, Azzura has always done his best.

“Don't go far,” the still-cold voice of Excel even in his own ears. Excel hid behind the wall to the elevator and the fate on the front floor of the room Azzura was awake for Haji Ojan.

Without even turning to Azzura, Excel said, “I just want .. say goodbye.”

Azzura could not understand why his chest was rumbling and there was also so tight that he was so tormented, just because of what Excel said just now. In fact, there was no weapon that Excel hurt him. Just looking at him, the man did not do it. Even now, while continuing to look down, Excel took off his hat and then kept it in the back pocket of his levis pants, asking Azzura not to join his family while Excel said sorry to the Azzura family and the family of Haji Ojan.

“The guy!” inner Azzura was really upset. Suddenly he was worried, should he stay there and comply with Excel's request? Or stick together so he knows what Excel is really saying there?

“Ya Alloh, is the reason for anxiety also still part of the dream?” inner Azzura. Not wanting to be more curious, he deliberately became from the part there. It turns out that there is no Excel word sorry at once Excel that will pay all the medical expenses Azzura or Pak Haji Ojan.

“Sorry, Ra. I just feel inappropriate. I'm too inappropriate for you who are too holy!” the conscious mind of Excel, secretly Azzura who was standing next to Arum's mother, was watching him.

Mr. Kalandra who was aware of the interaction of Azzura and Excel, both seemed willing but embarrassed even disbelieved, the reflex cleared his throat. Seriously he looked at me and said to Excel, “Absolutely you didn't marry my daughter?”

Everything is compact silent on the question of Mr. Kalandra just now. Although good Azzura especially Excel, also compact suddenly deg-degan.

“That problem ...,” said Excel suddenly could not think until he also became powerless to continue his speech.

“Why?” ask Mr. Kalandra is still waiting for a definitive answer from Excel.

Pak Kalandra's questions make Excel feel cornered. He really had no choice but to be honest, tell who he really was, even though at the beginning of their meeting, he was totally who Azzura was in the life of his sister Rere.

“Actually I'm Rere's brother. I know he hates Mbak Azzura a lot and I know he is doing everything he can to save Azzura's life. Although in my first meeting with the family, I did not know who you are, after everything that happened, I felt it was not appropriate to continue the previous.” While staring at Mr. Kalandra full of seriousness, Excel said, “I feel Mbak Azzura is too good for me. She's too perfect for me who's nobody.”

What Excel said made the chest of an Azzura rumble. Deep down there is not only an invisible storm. Because there was something exploding there too. Moreover, the blood inside Azzura's body was also as if it was boiling. For some reason, what Excel said really made Azzura feel very sad. Azzura felt very sick, no less sick than when he found out, she was not the only woman in Cikho's life. She wasn't even the first woman or Cikho's first wife. She was married to a well-designed lie.

“Ya Raaaabbbb, is this also part of your answer?” inner Azzura who realized, his two eyes had already dewy.