
"Rafe, you don't worry me anymore."
This time I was really stunned, because Karel was holding me. It is like worrying about the person he loves. I also smiled in the shade.
"I'm nothing, Karel."
"But why are you silent when you're called?"
"I'm sorry, I'm just trying to punish myself" I said softly.
"For?"
I glanced at Bik Imah who was also waiting for an explanation. I want to tell you the truth, but I doubt it. Karel who realized that immediately told Bik Imah to leave the room.
"Bibik make orange juice first, yes," Karel politely drove away.
"Yes, Sir."
"Now speak" said Karel, giving me space.
"I want to say thank you very much before, for helping and providing shelter."
"Yes alike. That all?"
"And I don't want to be a burden in this house anymore."
"What the hell do you mean, Rafe? Don't tell me you're leaving this house."
"Yes, I want to say goodbye."
"Where are you going? Do you feel safe if I let go?"
"I'm coming home, Karel."
"Can't!" I flinched because Karel's voice turned like someone else was angry.
"Karel, why are you yelling at me?" my many.
"You can't go anyway. I ... I ...."
"Do you like me?" I guessed that right away.
"Yes, I like you. I love you, Rafe."
"I am too."
"really?" karel asked with sparkling eyes.
"Yes, but I'm dirty. So, better find a woman who's fine, because you're a good man."
"Even if you go out of the brothel, but God has destined you to be mine, you will still be met. Really no?"
"You won't be strong if I tell you everything that happened before we met."
"So, don't tell me. Just throw away those memories, when they need to be buried deep."
Karel insisted that I keep the dark story. However, my heart is really uncomfortable. Without her permission, I told her everything from the tragedy of the death of my biological parents, to the reunion with her during Qenan's hunt.
My voice was raucous, tears were completely drained, resigned to Karel's decision, if he refused later, but I tried to be honest.
Karel was still pensive beside me. I went back to silence, waiting for his response, until patience eroded, in the end I opened the conversation again.
"You can't do it, can you? I'm really dirty."
"Already! Don't continue."
"But I'm waiting for an answer from you."
"Do you want to know the answer right now?"
"Yes" I said without hesitation.
"Rafe, from the beginning I told you, whoever you are and whatever you are, I will still like you. Because this affection is already very attached."
Karel looked at me softly. I tried to look into his eyeballs, it was true there were no lies there. Touched for sure, I'm a very despicable woman, well-received by a man like Karel.
"It's just for a feeling or what?" tanyaku carefully.
My heart was pounding again, but this time it felt different. A sense of happiness, which was really real in my life, and a sincere kiss was imprinted on my forehead for so long. Unlike the past, it begins with a kiss on the lips, ending in an illicit relationship. Time and time again. To make my life completely ruined.
"Lunch first, then take the medicine and go to sleep." Karel bribed me to eat, and he left the room after I was completely asleep.
***
Sunday night by the beach, Karel gave a surprise. Romantic dinner, as well as the sound of music that is occasionally accompanied by the pounding waves that hit the rock.
This time coincides with my birthday. A medium-sized cake in the shape of a heart, it turns out that Karel keeps a white-eyed diamond ring.
Yes, a romantic dinner and birthday celebration, plus Karel surprises her with a beautiful ring, then she says, "Will you marry me?"
"Seriously?" ask me with eyes that begin to glaze over.
"Yeah! Because, I love you .. forever."
Shame may be gone, because I was too happy, I cried to my knees, racing with whispering sand, I threw away the pain that had been stuck, and then I shouted, "I love you, Kareeelll ...."
The door!
A shot regardless of where the source is. Obviously one bullet managed to hit my beloved man. He fell down in front of me, covered in blood.
"Carel? No. .. is impossible. Karel, wake up baby .. banguuun!" I screamed with all my might, the happiness that had just been created was gone.
My crying broke when the ambulance and the police car arrived. Karel did not move in the slightest, there was only a melt of tears rolling in the corner of his eyes.
Arriving at the hospital, Karel was immediately handled by the doctors. Waiting in front of the operating room, seemed to wait for years waiting for results.
After undergoing surgery to remove a projectile lodged in my lover's body, he is now undergoing recovery surgery in the ICU.
Chequek!
The door of the operating room opened, I rushed to Doctor Vishnu.
"How, Doctor?" tanyaku.
"The bullet removal operation went well, but ...."
"But what, doc?" asku cut off Doctor Vishnu's speech.
"Limpa in the body of Mr. Karel was taken, because the bullet penetrated the left waist to nest in the right chest.
"The bullet was exposed in the chest, diaphragm then spleen," added Dr. Vishnu.
Karel had to undergo a post-surgery observation period. The operation eventually took about four hours.
"We wait for the results of the next observation," concluded Doctor Vishnu.
I breathed heavily, wiping away tears. However, Karel was still in a condition that I did not understand at all. This thought felt chaotic, when the person I loved was still lying weak.
"Sir Karel's in a coma." There was talk of Doctor Vishnu and the nurse.
"What?" ask me after finding them.
"Eh, Ma'am Rafe, we just wanted to tell you," said Doctor Vishnu as he patted me gently on the shoulder.
My legs were limp, the net started to warm, and I was finally stunned on the floor.
"Patience, ma'am," persuaded the nurse.
No more calling Doctor Vishnu, I ran to the room where Karel was being treated. Crying is the only way, when other doctors change the ventilator, because the first one suddenly does not work.
"What else is this, God?"
"Please wait outside, ma'am," the nurse pinta, then dragged my hand away from Karel.
***
The night is getting late, many times trying to close these eyes, but it seems like drowsiness never comes, even though this body is very tired. I took a cell phone, played it, occasionally taking pictures of my love lying on the patient's bed.
"Yumy!"
I blinked these eyes to get sleepy, but it didn't work either. The temperature of the room suddenly felt very cold, the smell of this room like no longer smelling of the hospital.
"Scent!" mummify slowly.