MUTE
#42 ~Light Points~

...~Light Points~...

Hearing his words, I just kept quiet. It's true that I'm going to take all of father's property with nothing left.

"Bring me all the painting equipment, " said Mom to her servant.

"Okay, Madam." The waiter entered the house.

"There is a painting technique that I want to put down to you, look carefully this technique will not be mastered by others" said Mother to me.

I was curious about the technique in question, but why did Mom teach me the technique. Actually what he wants from me. The waiter came with all the painting equipment, all the servants prepared.

When everything was ready, Mom picked up the brush and began to scratch the paint onto the canvas. His hands were so limp and every scratch felt real. He explained every detail of the scratch, never imagined in my head as great as Mother in painting.

When I was done, I was asked to practice the technique that Mom just showed me. I felt very confident, just dipping the brush into the paint, Mother said,

"The way to hold your brush is wrong, if you hold the brush in such a way, the movement of your hand will be stiff."

His hand guided my hand, from holding to scraping the brush onto the canvas. Apparently true, all this time I did not realize that there were still many mistakes in painting.

"It's not wrong that you are my son, all Hani quickly took power easily. That's all I have in painting, I believe you will become a famous painter. I heard your name is also known abroad. I want to say that it's not the mother who closes your way in the world of painting. After your father's departure, " said Mother, her tears were dripping.

"Sorry mom, Hani. I've done a lot of wrong things in the past, maybe I can't tell you all the reasons for my mother's betrayal of your father. Surely you will know the truth, and at the beginning of the mother came home, being disrespectful to the real grandmother, but I know it's wrong."

I was so confused, what actually happened. All this time I know, Mom's gone because she's ashamed of having a mute child and is afraid of losing her career, Mom's betraying me, and she's also one of the people who hurt me. Now he says he wasn't involved in dad's accident, his language was like someone was pressing him.

What all the words from mom's mouth are alibis for me to stay with her or Mom to actually tell her the truth. My head was about to break thinking about all this.

"What's the reason you betrayed father and preferred Mr. Roy? Is it because of the treasure you have? or do you not love me?" ask me with writing.

"One more time I'm sorry, I can't say it, " replied the mother.

"Where is the man who holds my father's will?" my many.

Mother read my writing and replied, "There is no need to look for that person, later if it is time for the person himself to deliver the will to you."

After saying that, Mom walked towards the car, in front of the car mom said, "Later in the night, we roast all the sausages and meat you buy, later... don't ask me anything about family or company matters. I want to spend the night near you."

After that, my mother left again. I actually wanted to search all the rooms, but I was always monitored by the waiter. Bored and confused as to what to do, I decided to paint again. To be honest, I was still very curious about the technique that was just taught by Mom.

Although I still hate it, but this technique really helps to improve the way I paint all this time. I painted Mom's face. With this painting, I describe all the disappointments I've felt all along.

I wrote, "Later after I'm gone, hand over this painting to Mom."

The waiter reads and agrees. I went inside the house. The car sounds, Mom's home. Mom comes in and says, "Hani."

I'm nodding. I took a shower, I took a shower too. After finishing the bath, we came out with a lot of food to be baked. Mother grilled chicken with her own hands, after cooking gave the roasted chicken to me.

"Over the years, you've never eaten mother's cooking. Eat it," said Mother, giving him a piece of chicken.

I took a piece of roasted chicken from him, then I ate. She said again, "If anyone says you've never eaten mother's cooking, say I've eaten my real mother's cooking."

Hearing his words my heart was filled, there was a sense I could not say, actually what had happened to me, was this the atmosphere I had been looking for a long time ago?

My tears instantly dripped, saying inwardly, I want to hug her. Mom smiled. I looked to throw my face away.

If only I hadn't been with the bad guys who hurt me. Maybe I can forgive his mistake for leaving me. Looks like mom really enjoyed tonight, she kept baking food for me.

I, who had eaten enough of a piece of chicken, kept being offered a meal. I wrote, "That's enough. What exactly do you want from me?"

"Mother just wants to see you, today I can meet you. Do you remember, when you were a kid going somewhere with Dini, there was a woman who pulled your hand? it's mom, it's been a long time I want to stay with you," said her crying mother.

As she cried, she said again, "I'm sorry mom, son. I was rude at the time, I was confused about how else to be with you."

She hugged me, "You want to forgive me?" ask Mother.

I shook my head, mother said, "No papa if you can't forgive me yet, I hope that one day you can forgive your wicked mother."

I let go of Mom's embrace and then went inside the house. I don't want to sleep with him, lying on the couch closing my eyes.

Mom came in, said, "Hani, sleep with me."

My eyes remained closed, feeling a cloth enveloping my body. "Good night my son" said Mother.

After that I heard the sound of footsteps moving away, I opened my eyes. My mother is no longer in front of me. Now that my heart was completely sliced, tears kept dripping.

Suddenly I woke up, I fell asleep last night. Opening my eyes, looking next to me was my face. Mom sat down next to me. Actually it was me or him who was evil, when I saw it like this I felt myself really cruel.

I woke up, "Sorry, I couldn't sleep last night, so I'm sitting here. If you want to go home this morning, take a shower and have breakfast with the driver who will deliver, " said Mommy.