
...🔴POV MARIS🔴...
I sat alone in this very strange place, whether my decision was correct or not, but I was sure that this was the best for this child I bear.
God, I hope I didn't make the wrong move. I'll give you whatever's gonna happen to me.
"Riss." I heard a man calling my name. I pray it's not Grandpa's man. I've gone this far, there's no way they'll find me. Then I slowly raised my head and saw the man who recognized me.
"You??" I was surprised to see Andi standing in front of me. What's he here for?
"Yes, it's me. What are you doing here? Do you keep following me?" Andi chuckled because again I met him in unexpected places and circumstances like this.
"Your pede." I smiled thinly. To be honest, I was relieved to meet Andi at this new place I first came to.
"Are you alone?" Andi dizzy probably looking around for where my husband or my family is.
"Yes." Yeah." Just answer me briefly.
"Where are you husband?" Andi was sitting right next to me.
"Againful. What are you doing here?" I wondered why he wasn't working and was even here.
"I'm being transferred here. Where are you going yourself?" Andi looked at me in full search, maybe her instincts as a cop made her suspicious of me.
I didn't answer the question, I was confused myself.
"Do you have no purpose?" Guess Andi who seems to be starting to worry.
I just nodded slowly.
"Oh Allah Ris, what really happened?" This time he really looked at me sharply, I was so confused, did I have to tell my household problems with Andi, but Andi was an outsider in my household.
"I can't tell you everything, but honestly now I'm confused where to live." I said in the end. I fought my ego to avoid it, but my baby also needs a break, if not Andi who else I know here.
"We find food first, I'll take you to find a place to live." Andi said that I immediately said, because right now I am hungry and also very tired.
"You don't work Ndi?" I asked as we reached the restaurant near the terminal, waiting for our food to be served.
"Today I deliberately took off, I was carrying my fiancee to the terminal, uh apparently even met the ex... Ex-duck I mean." Andi smiles. It's just as we knew it before, caring and sometimes funny too.
"Andi, if you have locker info tell me yes." I finally asked Andi for help. Honestly, I never hated him, the heartache he had inflicted had been gone since I was with Mas Elvan.
Again, I thought of Mas Elvan. How is it now. I miss him so much.
"Are you serious? There is a problem with Ris. How did you get this far without any definite purpose?" Andi's question broke my daydream about Mas Elvan.
"I was forced to split up with my husband for reasons I couldn't tell. But obviously I want to congratulate myself and also...." I did not continue my words. Can Andi be trusted?
"And what too?" Andi curious.
I did not answer the question and chose to be quiet. Until our food came.
"Jawab dong Ris." Andi raised her voice a little.
"And my son." My answer is honest, because if you find me a job Andi must also know my situation.
"You mean? Are you pregnant again?" Andi half yelled making the people in the restaurant look cynical towards us. It was as if I had just told my girlfriend that I was pregnant which made her shocked.
Andi then shrank her voice when she realized people were watching us, "You pregnant?"
I nodded and let Andi know that he was a good man, and I was sure that he would never hurt me and my son. I need a job at the moment anyway.
"If so, let me bear the cost of your son's life Ris, in the meantime you focus on your pregnancy first we just think about the work after your child is born." Andi said that surprised me. Why would Andi pay for my son.
"No, I don't want to trouble you. Please just find me that job." I don't want to burden Andi and involve him too deeply with my problems.
"Well, I have a business acquaintance, he has a small company here, I'll explain your condition maybe he can help you."
"Thank you Andi."
"It's all to atone for my guilt to you Risa."
I just smiled in response.
After we ate, Andi drove me to look for a contract. And it turns out that the contract was inhabited by Sheryl Andi's fiance who had been delivered to the terminal.
"You live here, Sheryl lives here too, she's a midwife so if there's anything she can do for you."
Sheryl's going to visit her parents so I'm gonna be home alone for two days.
"There's still so much Ndi, hopefully someday I can repay all your kindness."
"It's easy, what's important now that you and your child are safe."
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Yes, I still live in this city, far from Mas Elvan's life. I've never heard of Mas Elvan, only Bude Dina I'm still telling. I never even contacted my father, only through Bude did I tell my condition to my father.
Forgive your daughter, Dad.
"I brought you some pregnant milk, you haven't bought it yet, have you?" Andi came with two boxes of pregnant milk for me. He was very good with me, lived here for a few months he always looked after me, and took care of me a lot. I was lucky to meet Andi at that time.
I smiled and thanked Andi.
"Andi, you've told me not to buy me continue, you have to mourn for your future with Sheryl." I often remind him to save, however one day Andi will be the leader in his own household.
"Don't relax, I have it. This part also makes me pound, no problem, it's the pounding of Om that must be gemesin." Andi waved at my distended stomach, as if greeting the little boy sitting on my lap. Andi always said that my son was his nephew whom he loved very much.
"Eh, Mas Andi. Just home?" This is Sheryl, the beautiful woman who just earned the title of midwife. She works at a health center near our contract, she also monitors my baby's health during this pregnancy.
Andi and Sheryl were engaged before I came to town. I had thought that Sheryl would be jealous of Andi's concern for me, but it turned out that I was wrong, Sheryl was very concerned with me especially my baby, she was like an angel sent by God for me.
"Yes Sher, I brought you your favorite brownie." Andi handed him a plastic bag with a box of brownies, the food Sheryl liked the most compared to any food.
"Thank you." Sheryl smiled with excitement.
"Have you eaten Ndi?" I tried to repay Andi's kindness through my cooking. I used to teach Sheryl how to cook so that when they got married Sheryl could serve Andi well.
"Not yet, you'll go home." Andi.
Andi very rarely eats at our rented. Sometimes I have to force her to eat with us.
"Come on Ndi, we're tired of cooking, Sheryl herself loh who cooks her capcai."
"Jaudah. Tomorrow morning will I take the morning walk? I'm on vacation." Andi and Sheryl often remind me to take a morning walk, especially since I was seven months pregnant, almost every morning before work I and sheryl take a morning walk after morning prayers.
"May, Sheryl you're coming, right?" I always take Sheryl with me whenever we go out together, never once have I been alone with Andi because I always keep Sheryl feeling, and I also remember my husband who either still remembers me or not.
"Yes, as always." Said Sheryl, a pretty girl whose age is one year below mine.
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As planned this morning I went for a walk with Andi and Sheryl in the park near our house. My stomach is getting bigger makes me not strong way too long.
Sheryl often forces to check the contents at the city hospital because at the health center where she works the equipment is less sophisticated, according to her, but I've always assured Sheryl that the most important thing is that a healthy, active baby is enough.
We were sitting on a park bench, while Andi continued his run. Sheryl stroked my distended stomach, she loved to feel the movement of my little creature.
"Sister, I think he'll play ball, look at the kick gini." Said Sheryl who just felt the movement of my baby.
"You can, but I'm not really a boy, because I already ready a name bracelet for him afraid of being born a girl." I said that some time ago I had bought a name engraving bracelet for my baby.
"If that's 80 percent sure, brother, three times the USG is clearly a guy, but anyway the USG tool is only two dimensions less clear, not so clear, if you want a clearer we go to a specialist doctor aja kak there is a four-dimensional USG so we can see also the face of the baby is like what."
"No need, it's too expensive I don't want to waste money right now."
Sheryl understood what I meant. He was a best friend to me. We laughed together.
Andi approached us with a newspaper.
"This isn't your husband Ris?" He handed the paper to me, and my eyes were perfectly rounded when I saw the front page title of the paper, with a picture of my husband clearly emblazoned there.
A young entrepreneur Elvan Wiguna will continue the family business empire Guna Cipta Group.
Mas Elvan, my husband, seems to be a success now. Elvan is very handsome in his suit. Oh God my chest feels claustrophobic, I miss it so much.
"Thank God he's healthy." I just respond normally, I never want to show my sadness in front of Andi or Sheryl, because I know they will be very worried.
"What's? So our baby's father is the heir to Guna Cipta?" Sheryl never knew that fact, because to me Mas Elvan my husband was just an ordinary man who owned a workshop, not the second son of the giant company.
I nodded with a smile towards Sheryl who was still very shocked.
"Do I need to find out if your husband's memory has returned or not, I think it's been a while Ris?" Andi was right, Mas Elvan should have been looking for me if his memory had returned, would Mas Elvan have forever forgotten me?
"It's up to you to be Ndi." I hope Andi will deliver good news for me later, if Mas Elvan has remembered, I will return without waiting for him to look for me.
"I hope that your husband gets his memory back, I can't bear to see you as your unborn child Ris." Andi looks sad and worried.
"I'm not papa kok Ndi, it's also fun and it's not until two months I'll meet my son Ndi."
Andi smiled, even though I knew she was worried about me. Sheryl's army hugged me tightly, this woman, her heart so easily touched. I am grateful to be with them.
Seriate....