
Zay was stunned to hear all Olivia's explanations, his lips weakly did not know what to say?
Believe it or not, but Olivia's body changes prove everything she says.
Until finally a sheet of paper is thrust in front of Zay by Ranti.
Ranti gives Olivia's Lab results to get Zay to read it for himself.
Zay rounded his eyes as he looked at the lab results written on the paper.
" What Olivia says is the fact, son, Olivia has terminal brain cancer.
Aunty apologizes for hiding this all from you because Oliv himself asked for it." said Ranti.
Zay does not charge, he looks into Oliv's bead and pulls Oliv's body into his arms.
Disappointed now changed guilt, he was very guilty because there was nothing in Olivia's most difficult time.
" I'm sorry that I wasn't there in your most difficult time" said Zay clutched tightly onto Oliv's increasingly thin body.
" It's not your fault Zay, it's all my fault. I don't want you to know because I don't want to burden you." said Oliv rubbed the young man's back.
" I'm sorry that I hate you, I'm sorry" said Zay, who continued to feel guilty and tightened his arms.
" I understand Zay, it's appropriate that you hate me because I can leave you for no reason."
Zay said Zay's phone was ringing.
Zay took off his arms and saw who the person who was contacting him was.
Zay rounded his eyes when Kiran contacted him, he forgot if there was an appointment with Kiran today.
Oliv at a glance saw the name on Zay's phone, he smiled bitterly when he saw the word DARLING who contacted Zay.
That means Zay already has a new lover.
But Oliv understands, at least Zay can be happy with the woman of his choice.
Zay turned his head towards Oliv as if asking for permission to raise his call.
Oliv smiled and nodded, Zay exited the house and picked it up.
" Where are you, baby? why haven't you come?" ask Kiran.
" I-I'm still home, but I'm ready to go to your house" Zay replied a little nervously.
He felt guilty for lying to Kiran.
" Alright I wait, you heartily walk okay." Kiran said softly.
" Yes, wait for me for a minute" Zay replied and switched off his phone.
Zay put his phone in his pocket and went back to Oliv.
" I have to go." said Zay, clasping Oliv's hand.
" Go away, thank you for forgiving me and believing in me" Oliv said.
" I have to apologize because I wasn't there in your hardest time" Zay said.
Olivia nodded, it didn't matter because the most important thing was that Zay didn't hate her now.
" I'm leaving first, tomorrow I'll be here again" Zay told Oliv.
" You're heartbroken on the road." said Oliv.
Zay nodded and then he walked out of Olivia's house.
After Zay died, Oliv's tears just melted away.
There was jealousy tucked into his heart when Zay said goodbye to meet his lover.
Didn't Zay say where he was going? but the name OF DARLING who contacted him has proven that Zay will meet with his lover.
" You're a gapapa, baby?" sahut Ranti approached her crying daughter.
" It's wrong if Oliv still loves Zay?" oliv looked at Ranti with tears falling.
" why? mama's daughter is still in love with her boyfriend?" Ranti gently rubbed Oliv's back, she understood what Olivia was feeling right now.
" Oliv's love for Zay is still the same as it used to be, but now Zay already has a lover" said Oliv lowered his head.
" Your love is not wrong baby, just a difficult situation for you to reunite" said Ranti told Oliv how things are now.
" Mama's right, with oliv's situation like this there is no way Zay will return the same oliv.
Oliv's life won't be long." said Olivia.
" Don't talk like that, mama doesn't like it." hardik Ranti.
He hated it the most if Oliv said that.
" But that's the reality, ma'am, said the doctor emnag so."
" Living dead someone only God knows, do not believe the same doctor" said Ranti hugged her daughter.
" Now you take medicine and immediately rest" said Ranti Olivia.
***
Zay drives his car at high speed, he doesn't care about the people who drive him in the car because he just wants to get to Kiran's house immediately.
Arriving at Kiran's house he immediately went down and found kiran.
Zay rang the bell and soon opened the door.
" I'm sorry I'm late" Zay said as he watched Kiran open the door.
Kiran smiled, she saw Zay's slightly messy appearance.
" you got a motor?" ask Kiran while tidying up Zay's slightly tangled hair and shirt.
" I-I brought the car anyway." Zay replied a little nervously.
" Why is it a bit messy? next time do not rush too much, I'm gapapa kok wait long as you do not break the promise." said Kiran smiling sweetly.
" Why apologize? you have nothing wrong with me." replied Kiran.
Zay did not answer, he tightened his arms.
" Let's go, I have to buy some stuff for me to take to Germany later" Kiran said.
Zay took off his arms, nodded and took Kiran's hand into the car.
Now that the two are in a shopping center, Kiran asks Zay to accompany her to shopping for necessities that she will bring to Germany later.
Kiran invites Zay to move to the Cafe after buying her essentials.
He noticed Zay's unusual face. I don't know what was on his girlfriend's mind.
" You're a gap, right?" kiran asked as she gently held Zay's hand on the table.
Zay looked at kiran. " I'm not sure, why?"
" I think you're daydreaming a lot today" replied Kiran who had realized that earlier.
Zay is a lot of daydreaming, his mind is still about Olivia who he had met.
" I'm gapapa baby, maybe a little soy sauce." replied Zay rubbed Kiran's cheek.
Kiran smiled, knowing that there was something hidden from Zay, but Kiran was reluctant to ask deeper because she knew that it was still Zay's privacy.
" in four days I'm leaving for Germany" Kiran said, leading Zay to stare at her.
" Don't you say it's still a week away?" zay asked, he did not understand why Kiran was advancing his departure schedule.
" I have to clean my apartment before I start college." replied Kiran as she stirred up her drink.
" I will definitely miss you" said Zay who shifted his seat to get closer to Kiran.
" You can visit me if you miss" replied Kiran chuckling.
" But I don't think you're gonna miss me." she made Zay's eyebrows snap together.
" Why say that?" ask Zay.
" Just kidding, let's go home" Kiran said.
Zay nodded then took Kiran out of the cafe.
****
" Why is Zay so old?" Grace Gumam.
He was with Vero in the living room waiting for Zay's return.
While Devano had come home this afternoon with El and they were in the room now.
" Tuh him." pointed Vero at the sight of Zay just entering the house with a face that they could not understand.
" How?" ask Vero when Zay has sat his ass next to Grace.
Zay didn't answer, but he threw down his body on Grace's thigh.
" What's up? just story?" said Grave while rubbing Zay's hair.
" Olivia's back." Zay replied.
" then?" sahut Grace who changed her face with a flat face.
" I've heard it all, the reason why he left us so alone without any news."
" Don't beat Zay."
" He's got brain cancer and it's late" Zay answered, causing Grace and Vero to round his eyes.
" Are you serious?" sahut Vero looked at Zay in disbelief.
" I'm serious."
" What about you now?"
" I don't know, obviously now I feel guilty for not being there in the most difficult time" replied Zay.
" It's not your fault, whatever the reason he's wrong because he's dead lo." Grace said with a flat look.
Zay woke up and looked at Grace who was in her flat mode.
" He's sick, the reason he left because he doesn't want us to be burdened with his illness."
" And just for that reason you immediately forgive him? kasian? you didn't want to suffer for 4 years because of him? you being super cold because of him? and you always feel alone as if people around you don't exist.
You're the weakest guy I've ever known." said Grace.
He got up and went to his room.
" I know what Grace means by that cake.
He still does not accept Oliv ninggalin lo so even though whatever the reason.
Because during your downturn, what you have for you is Grace. You know what I mean?" sahut Vero patted Zay on the shoulder and left Zay alone.
Zay looked straight ahead, he was indeed weak.
Weak to deal with Olivia.
He wanted to be angry, but after hearing Olivia's explanation immediately eliminated all prejudice that perched in his head.
The feeling of anger, disappointment instantly turned into a feeling of kasian and guilt.
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