My Aunty Is My Mom's
Behind the Cloud

The darkening of the night.., I like to hide, I like to hide,

Behind the clouds, I remained frozen

So that no one knows,

I was so sad and hurt, though,

Wrestling with a longing that is not mine anymore.

Missing one grows a thousand', but why with a thousand coming cannot replace one lost .

Sometimes the process of forgetting is annoying.

No need to curse distance just enjoy the longing.

Yesterday I loved someone more than usual,

Today I am heartbroken with her great.

Hope our story will be beautiful,

sharing everything together of course.

But in fact there is him, someone who is getting closer & we are getting stranger

Then there was nothing more I could hope for, everything was over in the middle of the journey.

Like the twilight I can only enjoy from a distance,

you can only now be admired and stored in memories.

Happy to celebrate your most beautiful days there. Withoutpaku.

Until now, I still don't think we're not one way anymore.

Many have been released, but have not been sincere.not not unwilling, but getting used to without the presence of someone who has long lived is not that easy.

The worst of the fight is still quieter than the end.

Sometimes leaving is not my ego problem

But about my pride and self-consciousness it is necessary

I know, I just lost love

But part of my life feels lost. I've lost passion, don't know anything else. Want it on vacation, tell a friend, or do other activities. It only helped me temporarily.

This world is no longer special.

I want to pull over, contemplate for myself.

Bending the knees, leaning both arms on the legs.

Then cry without a sound. Totally.....

Accompanying someone, even in the most difficult circumstances I remain. He always said that there was nothing to be proud of him, he felt bad in everything he did. But I stayed with him, not just pitying him.— nothing like that

But then, after he achieved everything, he chose to leave with a new goal, which was definitely not me.

No need to ask about how bad I was after he decided to leave, because it was too difficult for me to describe it in words.

"He just wants to be accompanied, not equipped. He just hates being lonely".

I want to give up on every single wish, on every single wish.

I'm sorry my prayers stopped for a few weeks and my night is no longer your name,

Can I call this dead?

God, who speaks so eloquently, I will finish this poem with prayer.

"You should be happy" That's all.

Peace with heart.

Good road!

Be careful in choosing

So that your wounds can recover soon

Do not overdo it in love

Because there are many out there who just stop by but do not want to be owned.

I'm glad to know you more, I'm glad to love you longer.

But that was before, before we got away from each other, before we forgot each other.

May I not be fragile and remain strong.

No one can replace you, though,

But many can replace me .

Damn, losing you I like losing all my life friends, traveling friends, telling stories, eating friends, laughing friends on trivial things, also friends talking late at night.

Ever since you left, deserted started to be friends with me.

My steps stopped at a point where the closest viewing distance was just you. Weird huh? Same, I feel weird too. But this is how it is, not made up.

Tomorrow, the day after, or whatever. If I start walking again, and slowly leave your shadow. It's not my desire, I'm just learning to be a self-conscious human being. Know when to move forward, and know when to stop.

Regarding later I feel lost, I accept the consequences consciously. That there is indeed something that needs to be removed rather than constantly grasping in the illusion.

Calm down, if it's not me. I'm okay. Knowing you was never planned, and even when I started loving you was completely out of control.

Sorry, sorry for what has not been said. And hopefully the more steps away will ease your shoulders to find someone who really wants you.

The night that we usually love each other the news of exchanging stories, now different only a quiet night only memories exist.

I'm sorry, if I end up not greeting you at all. telling you not to call me anymore, not to tell me anymore like I used to, even I act like we don't know each other. don't worry I haven't changed and I'm not leaving, everything will stay in line. I just want to be at peace with myself, I don't want our relationship to be more murky because I can't be at peace with myself but I can already let you go.

I want to isolate myself, sorry if my attitude is not as familiar as before, I will fight for myself so that later we can make friends without involving any feelings again. maybe we will be lost with time.

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Don't Forget

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