
...CHAPTERS 14...
...Deciding Viona...
Raffa must decide immediately, before he goes far and will hurt Viona even more deeply. She was determined, that day would also end her relationship with Viona. Don't let it happen again like he ever ended his relationship with Lyra first, forging a long relationship for up to a year more, which will eventually leave a wound in his heart.
Raffa knows that Viona will be angry and will not accept her decision. But Raffa can't keep lying to him either. That he had fallen in love with his former lover long ago. The ex he had hurt and he wasted it. Raffa also has to be honest about the taste that has never existed for Viona.
Viona has indeed tried to be patient with himself who is often ignored because he has not been able to forget the wife. But still, Raffa can't love Viona, like his love for Lyra right now.
Seven years ago, Raffa admitted his mistake because he had no feelings for Lyra. Lyra is just a place to escape, where she felt bored and when she was always upset with Dania who never wanted to obey her every wish. Because Dania who prefers a career rather than continuing her relationship to the marriage level.
But now, God seems to be playing Raffa's heart. She's really in love with Lyra. His desire is strong to decide Viona, since he knows that Lyra is not married.
Raffa was curious, what makes Lyra not married until now? Was it because he was traumatized by the wounds Raffa had given him? Raffa is being made guilty. So that he is determined to heal the wounds he once made by giving genuine love to Lyra.
"Mother sure, if Lyra's not married?" raffa asked then, after they had all finished dinner together. And that was the second day Lyra worked as Keyla's nanny.
The mother and son sat down and talked in the living room.
Lyra and Keyla were in her room, after each dinner. Lyra will take Keyla to study for a while and then go to bed.
"Yes, of course. Mother will not be able to ask Lyra to take care of Keyla if she is already married. And Mommy already asked that first." said Ambar.
Raffa sped up his car to a Viona apartment that night after he came home from work. Fifteen minutes later the car arrived. Raffa quickly ran into the elevator. After the elevator opened, he quickly set foot into the room unit belonging to his lover.
The door opens after Raffa presses the bell button and Viona is surprised to be happy because of Raffa's unexpected arrival.
"Mas, tumben why is there no connection first if you want to come here?" tanyakanya.
"Viona, I need to talk to you. There are things I have to say." said Raffa suddenly with a racing heart.
Raffa knew that the consequences of unilaterally severing her relationship would hurt other women.
Viona frowned but her lips kept on smiling. Viona thought Raffa would say something nice to her.
"I'm sorry Viona. I can't continue our relationship anymore" he said with trembling lips.
Raffa repeats his deed that must end his relationship completely without love. For him it's enough he hurt Lyra for too long. And don't let him hurt Viona again.
"It's not my daughter, Viona.." she said.
"Who if not your daughter? I know, he still can't accept me because we're not close. Wasn't it you who always asked me that I should always be patient with his attitude. But why now you seem to want to give up Mas, and resigned to the will of your daughter who does not want us both to marry!" the bear does not accept.
"I have to see Keyla and she has to know that I love her very much... I'm ready to be a mom for her!" emphatically.
Viona was about to take her bag in the room to go see Keyla but was stopped by Raffa.
"Viona, please understand. This isn't about Keyla not liking you. But it's about my heart already loving another woman. And that's why I can't continue our relationship anymore" Raffa said frankly.
Viona was shocked. His eyes are wide. "What do you mean? You're not kidding me, are you?" screeches with trembling lips.
Raffa nodded again. "I'm not kidding you, right now I love my ex-boyfriend. I'm sorry Viona, actually... Lyra is my son's nanny is my ex-boyfriend." he said firmly, staring at Viona nanar.
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Like a lightning bolt. Viona's heart stopped.
So his feelings have been right, if Raffa really likes his new nanny Keyla.
"I'm gone, sorry to disappoint you. Hope you find a guy who will make you happy later..."
Raffa said goodbye after saying goodbye.
Viona shook her head quickly, then she ran to call Raffa who had gone away.
"Mas Raffa, wait! You can't just decide me! Maass!!" his screams tried to chase Raffa's car drove away.
Viona's heart growled, her hands clenched very tightly.
"This can't be allowed. You have to take responsibility for making my heart hurt!" objurgation.
Seriate....
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