My best friend, Maduku
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If before the soul is blown into a blood clot that resides in the mother's womb, it was ever placed in your heaven. Surely at that time You showed me the taqdir which will be reserved by the body of the owner of the spirit.

So that's where I'm sure, if there is a good faith that makes me want to be born in this world.

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Two full suitcases are ready and placed in a corner of the veranda room. The suitcase contains Alsya's clothes and also the baby.

Today, after a strong debate between Alsya and the family, Alsya is finally allowed to leave her parents' house.

Alsya, who had intended to go far from the environment that always reminded her of her ex-husband, was now finally allowed by her brother to travel far.

Alsya has prepared everything for her departure today with her baby to the countryside, even out of this metropolitan city.

Everyone looked gloomy at the departure of Alsya and Fazal, even Mbak Nisa as if never wanted to go far from the side of Alsya in the seconds of his sister's departure.

"Al, you're sure you're leaving..." I don't know how many times Nisa asks the same thing from the morning.

Alsya smiled in response. "Sir, Alsya has considered it carefully, so, Alsya's departure has been very round." Alsya said sure.

"But, Al... I won't be able to see you guys again... Ma'am will miss you guys so much later..." Nisa's whining is like a child.

Alsya pulled her brother's body and hugged him very tightly. "Alsya just need a prayer from Mbak, Alsya wants Alsya's heart to be neatly arranged as before, Alsya wants to calm without a shadow of the past..." Alsya began to shed her tears.

Everyone also without warning immediately cried in silence.

Alsya again released her embrace to her brother and then turned to Umma, hugging him very tightly too. And the two again sobbed as Umma rubbed gently on Alsya's back.

"You, all right, you'll be there, son ?. If there's anything, call us right away." Speak Umma with speech that faltered because of crying.

Then Alsya turned again to the presence of the father who immediately took him into his arms. "Remain sure, this son of Abah is strong and mighty. May you always be protected by Allah. And Abah also prayed, may Abah's son be reunited with a man who is the best." Abah ended his speech with a slight obstinacy.

Alsya looked up at his father's face. " Babah, ihh...!." Alsya sulked and it made Abah even more chuckle. Likewise with the others who also chuckled small.

Alsya broke free from her father's embrace and walked in front of her sister-in-law to retrieve Fazal.

"If Affin sees this, maybe he'll come with you right away,." Seloroh Affan makes everyone smile, as well as Alsya.

"Affin deserves the opinion of the best woman, brother."

"You've been the best for Affin, Al." Urge Affan seems to still want his twin can be with his sister-in-law.

"Sir Affan is overrated. "

"All right, may you always be protected by Allah, whatever the circumstances. And don't forget, if there's anything, don't hesitate to contact your mother."

"Yes, brother. Thanks." Thanks." Alsya glanced at her brother's private driver to put his suitcase in the car.

"We go first, yeah. Assalamualaikum..." Said Alsya with a big smile but with teary eyes.

Alsya waved her hand before getting into the car and a moment later, the car that Alsya and Fazal were riding in started moving out of the gate of Abah's house.

Oh Allah... I hope this path I choose is the right one.

O Allah, if there really is a good faith that will be my life, may my decision be the bridge to achieve happiness...

Alsya spoke in her heart with eyes still paying attention to the gate of her parents' house which was increasingly visible far away and vanished at the crossroads.

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Arriving at the train station, Abah's private driver did not go immediately because he would accompany Alsya until the train that Alsya would ride went.

Alsya had already entered the carriage, she was staring out the window and noticed the middle-aged face of her family's private driver who was outside. Alsya smiled amiably and waved as the carriage started to move on. The driver replied with a friendly smile as well.

After exiting the station area, Alsya began to enjoy her journey by tightly hugging the baby's tiny body in her cradle.

Fazal woke up from his sleep, he stared fixedly at the face of the mother who smiled sweetly towards him.

"We're going to a new place, baby... May Fazal be there ?." Alsya talked to her baby.

Fazal was silent calmly with cute flickering eyes as if responding to the mother's words.

Alsya was increasingly made anxious by the baby's behavior, she immediately kissed the baby's face with great anxiety while chuckling small. And Fazal just fell silent quietly not fussy at all treated so by the mother. Alsya stopped her behavior and looked back at the child's face.

"When are you big, baby ?. Ummi wanted to quickly hear your babbling..." Alsya poking her son's chin made the son open his mouth as if he thought it was the source of his life.

"Hahaha, is Fazal hungry ?." Tanya Alsya was getting excited just to see Fazal's funny behavior. "A little while, yeah,..." Alsya grabbed the bag that was placed next to her seat and took the milk bottle that had been filled with ASI.

"Astaghfirullah !!." Alsya chuckled when almost the milk bottle fell because it was stuck in his bag.

Although the bottle was no longer in his hand, Alsya was still grateful because it was still safe. Alsya turned to someone who had just saved her baby milk bottle.

The man smiled kindly then handed the bottle back to its owner.

Alsya accepted it hesitantly with a stiff smile. "Thank you..." His words are sincere but a little stiff.

That guy's still smiling. "Either. " Answers are wiry.

Alsya nodded then thrust the milk bottle at Fazal who immediately sucked it strong.

Alsya was so focused on the scenery outside the window and the baby that she did not realize if it turned out that her seat was next to a man who looked quite young but mature. The man also saved Fazal's milk bottle. Alsya glanced at the man with the corner of her eyes at a glance then refocused on the face of the son.

The journey over time was saturated making Alsya began to sleepy and finally closed his eyes because of the drowsiness that was getting heavier. Alsya even let Fazal who is still awake and always enjoy his breast milk from a milk bottle.

"Hallo, baby ?,. You're so handsome boy ..." The man beside Alsya greeted Fazal with a soft voice for fear of disturbing the baby's mother.

Fazal merely blinked his eyes in response to the foreign man's words.

The man smiled then gently rubbed Fazal's cheek then returned to his own busyness on the screen of his phone.

Alsya did not even realize that the foreign man beside her was talking to Fazal because he was sleeping well.

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