My Best Friend My First and Last Love
You must be healed

Azam went straight into his apartment in a hurry he went straight to his room because he did not see Beautiful in the living room or kitchen which was both places will be seen when anyone just entered his apartment.

With his heart pounding unfavorably Azam pulled the doorknob of his room and after it opened a beautiful look that sat on the floor while hugging his two legs with his head lowered and in the presence of Beautiful scattered all the lettersthe important letter belongs to Indah as well as herself.

"What's wrong?". said Azam who was worried

Lovely smiled smirked at hearing Azam's question which inexplicably made him sick.

Azam approached but his steps came to a halt as Indah said "Where is my letter?".

"What letter ?" azam said and he continued his steps

"Don't pretend you don't know, man, I'm sure you brought the letter because the last time I saw the letter was taking the letters for the princess and I know you must have read the contents of the letter feeling disgusted at me now". said Indah still with her head down

Azam was speechless thinking about what he had to say to Indah so that his speech later would not hurt the feeling of Beautiful.

"I'm sorry I opened the letter, but you should know that if I didn't feel the slightest bit of disgust at you I'd even cool you down to give you my right even if I knew you had the disease".

Beautifully raised her face and smiled but a beautiful smile made Azam say "But because I knew you would choose to leave rather than give me my due so I decided not to force you, believe me I'm not lying beautiful".

Indah was speechless digesting Azam's speech then Azam said again "If I feel disgusted it is impossible for me to do like last night Beautiful, maybe even if I was disgusted I wouldn't come back from my sister's house and I'd leave you without a word of divorce".

Azam hugged Indah and rubbed the beautiful back that looks up and down "Have not cried continuously".

"I'm sorry I wasn't being honest because I was disgusted by myself with the disease, I was ashamed to admit that the disease was in my body until my parents never told me other than shame I was also afraid to disappoint them because I had this disease and I was afraid if they think that I got the disease because of my bad association ".

"Yes I understand why you kept it a secret but what makes me not understand where you got the disease is because I know you're not a bad woman".

Lovely smile because Azam still believe if she is not a bad woman "Thank you for thinking good to me mas, honestly I get this disease because in trapped someone who hates me, I know, he gave me a drink he had given me sleeping pills and he made me sleep with a man who already had the same disease as me, at first I did not bother him because I did not know if he had the disease but when I heard that the person died from the disease I immediately checked my health and the results were positive I contracted it.

you know I tried to kill myself after knowing the harsh reality, but my attempts to kill myself always failed, for years I've been devastated I've lived aimlessly and you know what my spirit is back to?".

"I don't know". Java Azam

"My spirit came back when I found my daughter near my apartment building I felt sorry for her who was dumped by her parents and I was determined to raise her until I died and you know why I want to work after we get married?". asked Beautiful again and Azam said he did not know.

"I want to work again because I have to raise a lot of money so that later if one day I'm dead the daughter does not need to worry about tuition and bills she just needs to find money for fees just eating and living, I thought like that because he's just my adopted son I was afraid after I left he didn't care for my parents anymore".

Azam did not expect that Beautiful to think that far and Azam said "Have not cried again, and one more you must be long-lived I will find a way so that you can be healed".