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I was stuck sitting in front of a blurry makeup mirror looking at my other image than usual 'while Madam Dewi tried to apply another makeup 'em, which I thought looked beautiful without makeup 'em, ' she said ,
" Is it true that the woman in the mirror is us?" Ask my heart not to believe
" I don't know either ." Answer My mind is confused
"There is no way "My mutter is in disbelief, I closed my eyes trying to compare the figure of the girl who was reflected with my original figure
very different, completely different I shook my head while closing my eyes.and when I opened my eyes
" This is ?" I gasped in surprise when I found a fluorescent light burning on my bed, I turned to my right and left, turned all my eyes to the whole room, all looking white , white mosquito nets and also two beds with white sheets and also the smell of medicine that came out between the medicine glass cabinet
"UX!? " My murmur was confused and somehow there was a bit of disappointment when I found out what happened to me just now was just a mere dream, I set my breath so that my heart was pounding because the dream was calm again
I tried to get up but didn't get out of my bed ,my mind is still in the shadow of the dream and it feels impossible if the girl called ndoro ayu in my dream is myself even though I admit our faces at a glance very similar but , we're so different 180' degrees how not? he had long hair, black undulating waist , while I was straight (somewhat orange (due to the sun) as far as my shoulder , wide eyes not wearing glasses while I was wide but wearing glasses , ,her skin is yellow and my skin is a little reddish-brown, for our nose is the same - we have a nose that is not too sharp and our lips are equally small but full ,so the girl's mustahi is me ?
" Let's sneak Dit , the whole damn thing's going !"
Suddenly I heard a voice from outside the UKS
" Angkot, why are they afraid the angkot is gone ?" I thought in wonder . I slowly got out of my bed and walked towards the window located beside the back of my bed,
" Huh ?" I turned away in disbelief when I saw the atmosphere outside UKS , the sunlight was almost dim and dozens of students came out in haste from their classes, each running towards the field that led to the school's main gate
" Is it home time ?" Ask my mind for wonder
I turned towards the wall clock located on the wall next to the entrance of UKS ,
" It's 3pm, why doesn't anyone wake me up ?" Shouted My heart was upset
I walked towards the entrance of the UKS
" BRAK ! I was shocked when suddenly the entrance of the UKS I was heading to exit opened violently
"Anzi, are you still here?" Ask the culprit who surprised me earlier if not Javin
She looked anxious as she looked at me but I returned her gaze with a sullen look
" What's up?" Javin asked confused
" You're surprising me to know?!" I answered while coming out of the UKS room, Javin happened to still hold the handle of the open UKS door so it was not a hassle for me to close the door UKS ,I walked to class quickly to get my bag and then came out again, I walked to a parking lot that was a little bit away from my class almost 15 km, it needed to pass through UKS room , ' he said ,library and teacher room to get there
but "A what's this?" I froze in place with my eyes and mouth open 'cause I couldn't believe what I saw, how not , my new bike ontel two weeks out of the bike repair place in my village is now frozen weak helpless on the parking floor with a messy body, where my bike handlebars dislodged somehow?
" What-what's Anzi ?" Javin asked who had just appeared beside me, I was unaware of his presence, because my heart and mind were fixated on my bicycle misfortune
" Anzi ..your bike?" Looks like Javin realized why from earlier just standing still with a body trembling because of holding back, anger mixed with overwhelming sadness , how not that ontel bike was my birthday gift from Dad and now it's like this, I'm crouching my poor ontel bike
" Excessive !" My gertutuku with a raucous voice held my tears from spilling, I tried to make my ontelk bike stand upright by holding the saddle and also the seat for the rear passengers, my bike can stand upright ,but it looks very strange without a steering wheel
" Why, who would do this ?" My mind does not understand
" If Dad knew the bike gift from him was broken like this, his heart would be sad ." My heart is sad
" Right, she must be very sad ." My Pikiran said
" What should we do?" Ask my heart is confused
" Can't we go home like this ?" My mind is confused too
" What should I do ?" I was sad and confused too
" Russia ..Annu .." Javin called me
" What?" I asked a little sniffy because somehow I was a little disturbed by the presence of Javin ,
it's not that I don't like him, it's just that I'm honestly embarrassed twice that he's seen me fall like this, first in the cafeteria and now in the parking lot and also
" What if I take you home?" Javin bargained suddenly to me, which made me turn to him immediately with an expression of disbelief
" What, dare if he did, after his actions in the bathroom earlier ?" My Mindful
" Tap her deed romantic "My heart smiled considering the incident in the bathroom
" Romantic, your concubine !" My mind is irritated
" How's Anzi ?" Ask to make sure
" No !" Reject me
" It's none of your business !" Answer ketus
I reached into my span pocket, - empty - check and look for it in my bag, repeatedly still new HP bought by Dad three weeks ago there is no ,
after I lost my old HP because - because of the mysterious Gembel that I fad I photographed in the grove of sugar cane tree iku, just three weeks later Dad had enough money to buy me hp ,although hp second but still worth using , but even though it is worth using , now HP it can not be used because I missed
" Ughhh!" I groaned with annoyance and looked up at the sky, trying to hold back my tears that were almost spilled by my annoyance, and "Gludug"there was the rumbling sound of the gludug above the sky where the black clouds began to march to unite, it seemed like they were going to spill the rain today
"It looks like it's going to rain." Guess Javin
" SPRR!"not want to go down again but it has come down even though the down is still a drizzle
I was forced to take off the bike I was holding earlier and ran small towards the parking lot of the Master's vehicle which had a protective roof to shelter from the drizzle attack
Javin followed me as well 'we both now stand inside the empty parking area where the teachers' vehicles are . for some reason only the parking lot of the teachers who are given a protective roof is indeed only the vehicle of the teachers who need protection from sunburn or rainwater splashes
really - really racist?
it started raining heavily in front of us, the weather was cold Javin and I stood side by side, the atmosphere was awkward, slowly I shifted left side slightly away from Javin , ' he said , and Javin glanced at me but didn't approach me thank God . I saw him reach into his pants pocket and it turns out he took a cell phone, it looks like he's on the phone. I couldn't hear who he was talking to and was talking about what , the heavy rain made the surroundings so noisy in the ears, I leaned against the roof frame while holding 'em ,resisting the cold ,
not long after maybe 15 minutes I saw a white honda brio car entering the school field area, the honda brio car was approaching the parking lot, ' ' he said , but can not enter the parking lot of the teachers who are specialized for two-wheeled vehicles only ,then I saw that the driver came out of the steering wheel wearing a black umbrella that was quite wide, he walked towards Javin
" The Javin .."Please politely ,
Javin nodded and took the umbrella that the driver was holding . and he turned around, walked towards me
" Come on !" Bargainly
" No, I'll just wait for the rain to stop ." Refuse me subtly
" When the rain subsides, how do you get home ?" Ask
" Yes take the angkotlah." My answer is quick
" But Anzi, this small area is also remote only one two angkot operating in this area , you have to wait at least half an hour to be able to ride angkot ." Remember it makes me a little upset given the fact
" It's better to just accept the offer ." Speak My Heart
" What received an offer from the class president .no no !" Reject My Mind
" Why not ?"Ask my heart doesn't understand
" why not?"Ask my heart for wonder
" Ugh, don't you remember what he did a while ago in the bathroom ?" Ask my mind to be upset
" Remember, even I still remember the softness of her lips when she kissed me ." Say my heart while smiling at my own smile
" You're a prick, aren't you afraid that he'll do something like that again in the car ?" Ask My mind is upset
" Well, why, rather than us not going home and making Dad worry ?" My mind is also upset
True also my heart said, this is not the time to think about Javin's bad deeds to me in the bathroom some time ago, which I must prioritize is I have to go home quickly and congratulations so that Dad does not worry
" Okay ." I answered in the end ,
" Come on !" Javin was about to offer to paddle me but I refused by running first to the brio while the driver was behind me, helping me open the door ,
2 Minutes at last we all got into the car, honestly this is the first time I got in a luxury car like this and I have to admit it is very comfortable but also makes awkward , as much as possible I sat on the right side of the passenger seat
I'm not leaning back to keep this car seat from getting wet due to my uniform and wet hair from rainwater, I know my uniform shirt now looks translucent due to the rain ,so I hugged my bag in front of my chest to protect my body from the embarrassing gaze of Javin and his driver as well from the cold
" Bram sir please turn on the car warmers .!" Javin's orders to his driver named Bram
" Good Den !" Replied Mr. Bram, directly obey Javin's orders and immediately the atmosphere of the car became warm
and I didn't shiver anymore, we didn't talk during the trip, lost in each other's thoughts . I don't know what Javin was thinking?
if I'm clear, I'm thinking about how to protect myself if Javin does something crazy like that in the restroom of the school, but that's not possible because this car has a driver, I looked up at the car window beside me, and saw the trees in the small forest of the area walking back quickly
" Ac .." I felt the nape of my neck for some reason all of a sudden all of my hair bristled, and my stomach churned out, I felt like someone was watching me from the dark forest
" There's - what's Anzi ?" Javin asked with a worried tone
" It's okay ." My answer was a lie, I tried to be calm in front of Javin even though my feelings were agitated
" Oh, yes Anzi, by the way, where is your house ?" Javin's question suddenly made me look at him in shock .