
After arriving home, Harold took Rayhan to his room and placed the boy slowly in his padded mattress. After covering Rayhan's body with a blanket and making sure Rayhan slept comfortably, Harold went straight into his room. When he arrived in the room he immediately looked at his wedding photo with his late wife, looked closely at the photo while saying "sad I miss you. I am currently confused dear, dear, should I open my heart to another woman? whaddya think? would you be upset if I gave a surrogate mother to our son? what should I do, baby?? I'm confused right now." After being satisfied to see the photo Harold chose to clean himself after that he decided to sleep.
In the morning, Harold and Rayhan are at the dinner table. They ate quietly until Rayhan opened the conversation, "daddy when am I going to school?"
"you want to go to school, dear?" Harold looked at the son.
"iya Daddy, I'm bored at home.I want to have a playmate." said Rayhan with a hearty look.
"alright, today Roki will take care of your school and you can start school as soon as possible."
"really Daddy??" Rayhan was so excited.
"really dear. now continue eating you."
They returned to eating in silence, after they finished eating Harold's farewell to Rayhan to go to the office. "Daddy can I go to the park?" ask Rayhan.
"what to the park?? didn't we take a walk yesterday? " ask Harold astonished.
"yes Daddy but I want to go to the park, I want to see kids my age play.Yes, I get friends there." Rayhan said, lowering his head,, he was afraid that his Daddy would be mad at him because he said so.
Harold sighed harshly. "sadly do you want a mother figure??" harold asked as he slowly raised Rayhan's chin to stare at him.
"what does Daddy mean?? I just want to play with my dad." Rayhan looked at Harold with a frightened look.
"Rayhan, can you be honest with Daddy?? what are you feeling right now?? you want to have a mother??" harold asked as he held onto Rayhan's shoulders.
Harold's heart was so sick at this time, he did not expect that the son harbored such deep wounds and longing for the presence of a mother. The answer to Harold's question, hearing and seeing the son's expression made Harold determined to find a connecting mother for Rayhan, who must be a woman who can accept and love Rayhan well.
"hey don't cry baby" Harold said, wiping away Rayhan's tears.
"Daddy promised to bring a good connecting mother to you" he continued, smiling warmly at Rayhan.
"really, Daddy? is Daddy gonna remarry and give me a mommy replacement?" ask with sparkling eyes.
"not a substitute dear, but I'm on the line because nothing can replace your mommy in our hearts. don't you think??" harold asked again while poking Rayhan's nose.
"Yes Daddy's right, nothing can replace mommy in my heart" he said with a smile.
"alright then, now you don't have to be sad anymore huh..."
"Daddy left for work first, you're fine at home" Harold continued, kissing Rayhan's head, who was nodding at him..
During the trip to the office, Harold's mind floated everywhere, he thought about what a good mother for the child, he was afraid if the wrong choice and even hurt Rayhan .....
"Roki is my schedule this afternoon crowded?" ask him to Roki who is sitting in the steering chair.
"in the afternoon you have lunch while discussing cooperation with company A, sir and after that there is no more" said Roki as he glanced at Harold through his rearview mirror.
"all right, after lunch you take me to my wife's funeral" she said, closing her eyes.