My Cold Man

My Cold Man
chapter 11


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I haven't finished saying anything yet, mom has chimed in.


" Don't hesitate, son. Until then, God willing we all accept your decision, "mommy's dream.


I went back silent, looking down.


" Mum, Zia agrees. God willing, this is what Zia thought carefully. So there will be no regrets later, "my words are still down.


" Okay, I'll take whatever it is. But remember the deck. If at any time, he hurt you whether intentional or not, do not hesitate to come on mas. Mas will be the first to beat him up, " said mas Hanan sound sincere, I'm almost overwhelmed, if only mother did not chim in.


" Who taught you to beat people recklessly? If there is a problem, do not just hear from the side, mas. Even if it's your own brother. We must be able to be mature if we face problems, not even childish. Killing people is not a solution to the problem, but instead add to the problem, " said the mother at length. If it had been the queen mother who spoke, how dare she argue again.


Mas Hanan sounded grumbled annoyed.


" So, the only one who was scolded was his son. His coat was instead on the back, "the grunt of Hanan whispered, but we could still hear.


Mother hit Hanan's thigh hard, making her complain. Me and Alya laughed when they saw it.


" When it's wrong, don't ask for help. Mom mah, if wrong yes wrong, even his own son. Cook don't understand, you are this? " Mommy said, making Hanan scratch his head which I believe is not itchy.


Everyone has agreed with my decision, although Hanan still looks a little heavy. In contrast to mother and mother Alya, instead seemed to support me completely.


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This morning the cloudy darkens spoiled, even the drizzle has started to fall. Makes the body less excited due to the weather. I was in the dining room, Hyan contacted me via WhatsApp chat. He said he'd pick me up in a minute.


After a few minutes of waiting, there was a sound of the roar of the car from outside.


" Mom, Zia left first, "I say goodbye to the mother who was watching.


" Yes, be careful, yes, " replied the mother.


I nodded and kissed the back of his hand, then it passed immediately.


Hyan was waiting for the light while holding the umbrella in her left hand. When I went out and closed the door she turned her head, then immediately opened the umbrella. Without making a sound, he took me to an umbrella with him.


In the car, as usual, Hyan and I didn't say anything. No one opened their voices, only the silence between us, coupled with the cold this morning weather was able to penetrate the skin. This kind of atmosphere makes me sleepy.


I leaned back, and closed my eyes with my hands folded on my chest.


" Sleepy? " Irit really talked about it.


" No, just want to get bored. You're quiet, plus the atmosphere again raining gini, "my mouth without opening my eyes.


Quiescent. No more answers from him, you stone man! Not very sensitive, anyway. I said saturated, quiet, talking cake!


I finally gave in, to drive away. Especially in front of the street a little jammed, I make a sound.


" andm ... By the way, I made up my mind at your request back then, "


After changing the sitting position a bit upright, I spoke to him.


" oh, huh? "


It was beyond reason his response, without turning his head, even his face looks flat.


I thought, Is she seriously marrying me? I finally kept quiet, not continuing.


I'll wait, whether he'll ask, or not.


After waiting for a few minutes, even the road that was a little jammed, now so smooth free without obstacles no sound out asked. He stays focused on driving with his flat face, psychopath!


I gave up again.


" Do not want to know the answer? " I glanced at him, he just nodded at a glance.


" Constance ... " I breathed a rough breath.


It turned out that it managed to attract his attention. He turned his head towards me, with a gaze as if asking 'what's up '. I just keep quiet.


" the answers? " He asked briefly.


" I'll resign, "I said without seeing it.


" Owh ... Okay, "his response makes me even more anxious, my God.


I just stared straight ahead naturally sour.


" When will you resign? " ask again.


I just put my shoulders down, I haven't thought about when I'll apply for a resignation.


" Tomorrow, and no rejection! " Hand.


I was about to open my mouth, but it stopped because we had reached the office.


" Don't forget, tomorrow immediately send her resignation letter, "he said as I prepared to get down. " Mother wants us to marry as soon as possible, "his words this time can make me surprised and look at him.


" Not to be surprised, go in. It's your last day at the office. Don't want to say goodbye to your friends? "


He said relax. I just snorted, and didn't say a word anymore. I immediately got down and went into the office.


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I saw Nita who was busy.


" Uh? No, why? " Nita looked.


I pulled out a chair so I could sit near Nita.


" I want to confide. Again very confused, "I answered.


" Lees is so lo, no breakfast? " Candanya.


I just blinked my eyes, making Nita chuckle.


" Candaa ... Why's Lo, anyway? Tumben really not gini spirit, " asked Nita seriously after finishing her work.


" I'm confused Nit. Hyan asked me to resign, and the plan is the last day I work, "I said with sadness.


" What?! " Meek Nita, made all in the room look in wonder at us.


Nita smothered her own mouth, nodded and cupped her hands while saying sorry.


After everyone returned to their respective activities, Nita returned to speaking in a soft voice.


" Seriously Lo? Why should I resign, Zi? " Task Nita.


" Crazy times, because he does not know how the struggle Lo first? How will next month go? You choose Zi, you lose! " Cetus Nita's.


" yeah want how again, initially also mas Hanan agree with Lo. But I finally agreed with my decision, "I said.


" Don't you know, I'm the same as Lo, tuh, "he jokes, I just popped my eyes.


" But, yaudah. If Lo feels this is the best.I as a friend Lo, can only ngedoain the best, " continued Nita looking at me.


I just nodded, then propped up my chin with both hands.


" What else do you think? "


" Lo thinks I'm writing the letter now what's tomorrow, huh? " Tanyaku.


" It's up to you, anyway. Did the letter make you? "


" Here, "I answered.


I had indeed made a resignation letter earlier, because there was no work, so I decided to make it immediately.


" yaudah, Lo anter now, "suggested Nita. " I'm temenin? " Rose.


I just shook my head, it is impossible to also want to be accompanied, yes times!


" Yaudah, I'm anther now, "I said.


I got up and grabbed the letter I had made earlier, I wanted to quickly finish this.


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Me and Nita go hand in hand, I'll wait for Hyan to pick me up. While Nita said it had been a message ojol. I've offered to go home together, so Hyan wouldn't mind either. But Nita refused.


I'm in front, Hyan said he will arrive soon. The Ojol Nita ordered was also in front when we came out. I stared at this building for the last time, yes, I delivered the letter directly to the director. At first he regretted my decision, considering I was one of the shortlisted candidates, and next month it will be announced who will replace the new financial manager. But he also said he appreciated my decision.


So from tomorrow I do not need to come again, it is sad to part with friends in the office. 3 years I am here, and suddenly I have to take it off. But this is all I've decided, hopefully it'll be a good start.


The sound of the car horn in front jerked me from daydream, it turned out that Hyan had come. I exhaled many times, expelling the sudden tightness. I immediately got into the car, while installing the seat belt Hyan asked.


" Why are you? " ask.


I cringed hearing her.


" me? Why indeed? " I said while pointing at myself.


" Your face looks gloomy, is it regretful that your decision accepted me? "


I breathe out hearing it. Then shakes in response.


" continue? What makes you look sad? "


I didn't answer. Even leaning the body with eyes closed.


I don't know how long I slept, but suddenly there was a whisper in my ear that made me wake up.


" Zia, wake. We've arrived, "


Hyan whispered beside my ears to surprise me and turned to the side, a few seconds we looked at each other with the distance of my face with him only a few inches. When we realized we were both backing out.


" Ma ... Sorry, I just wanted to wake up. Don't know if it surprises you, "he said stammering.


I just turned my face away, neutralizing the chest.


Aye? I stared at the flustered mansion ahead. Then turned to Hyan, about to ask whose house this was. He opened his voice first.


" Come on down, sorry I didn't say that I'd stop by the house first. Mother called to ask you to be brought here, "


As if understanding my confusion, he explained the reason I was brought here. I just nodded and immediately prepared to go down.


I take a breath and exhale it repeatedly, to expel nervousness. This is my first time visiting Hyan's house during our closeness.


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