My Cousin is My Husband
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"Sofia.." call Dafa when he comes to Sofia's standing position to catch up with the dafa.

"mas.." Ratih's words stopped when surprised to see Dafa embracing the woman in front of him, whereas since they married Dafa has never been that close.

"Honey, we talk outside, yes.mas will explain all these things." explained Dafa who persuaded his lover.

"why is yank here?let her know who I am." said Sofia, staring intently at Ratih.

"no need, I just need to explain the same first huh yank?" he took his girlfriend out of the apartment.

"ohya, Ratih. for this we talk again later." turned towards Ratih with a flat expression.

Ratih just fell silent and stared with a feeling that was difficult to describe by words. because it was only the first time he felt a stifling and pain in his heart.

"God, why does it hurt" said Ratih who held and patted his chest so that the tightness was gone when he saw the back of the husband who was away.

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after Dafa's departure, Ratih's mind drifted about to explain the current state he was facing.

His mind is chaotic, he cannot think clearly.Ratih immediately take ablution and directly pray ashar that has not been done.

"god, it hurts more than being left married.O Lord let me choose to be left married rather than the pain of being lied to after the sacred promise is said to have each other." do'a Ratih after prayer. Ratih was touched by the tears that kept flowing.

"what is the path I must take to attain God's happiness? it's so hard, God. God, what should I do with this situation? am I the barrier to their relationship? can this relationship continue, God? when I saw Dafa I felt a thrilling vibe to Dafa. Is this feeling only I feel? o Lord of destiny and the heart of your servants, does Dafa not have the vibrations that I also feel?" the outpouring of Ratih's heart while prostrating.it has become the habit of Ratih from High School to devote all his problems in his prostration. because after confiding to the Creator while prostrating after prayer makes his heart relieved and always bring up solutions that he never thought of.

"God give your patience and guidance to your servant to deal with this problem. There is really nothing that can help except with Your Grace." the last do'a signifies Ratih who has begun to calm down and relieved after pouring out his heart.

then Ratih folds his face and then look for relevant information to get a solution of the problem he faces. Ratih opens his laptop and surfs to search. Train to read and write important things both religiously, legally and psychologically, so Ratih get conclusions for the steps he must take. First, Ratih must think of finding a way to maintain his marriage. Because Ratih thinks they as husband and wife need to know each other, The coach will give them a chance to get to know first.

"well, I will give time to get to know each other in a period of 1 year. if it succeeds and is still a match, it will continue. Otherwise, then the final decision can only let go of each other. no problem, at least I tried. The spirit!!" ratih said after gaining the confidence to step in living her new household mahligai a few days.

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Let's see, will the plan of the Trainer be in accordance with the decision set by Dafa?