My Crazy Husband's
Accepting What It Is

Aruna slowly let go of Nathan's hand, and thought how if she told him the truth about what happened to him, it would be impossible to hang Nathan like this even though Aruna did not love Nathan, and Aruna should also appreciate what Nathan has given, Nathan's sincere love and Nathan's affection. Aruna knew that but to repay him at all Aruna could not.

Not because Aruna is no longer holy, indeed from the beginning met with Nathan, Aruna also had no taste at all with the man even though Nathan was a handsome man, independent and also rich, of course, all women will bend their knees to him but not Aruna.

"How about the deck, you will if we speed things up, I want to take care of you with my heart so that I can calmly live my days. To be honest I was jealous when I saw you close to your male friends even more so with Digo and his friends, it's nothing I just feel that you are too beautiful and charming so many men are interested in you..."

And that's exactly what I want to say if Digo is the one who ruined me, what if you find out if your own brother raped me.

"Before I answer, I have a question for Brother Nathan and Brother Nathan to answer it honestly..."

"What is love, as much as I can answer..."

Aruna let out her own deep breath of confusion as to where to begin to tell Nathan, seeing Nathan's expression that seemed like Nathan really wanted it made Aruna confused between him explaining the truth or feeling sorry for the man.

"Don't you know me long?"

Finally Aruna decided to make small talk first, he wanted to explore how the man in front of him felt, wrongly said that later the children of people were made crazy by him.

"Yes, I've known you a long time before I even heard that we were betrothed. Surely you did not believe that long ago I knew you, and I did not intentionally show myself. I don't want you to be burdened with all this, I also ask my parents to keep this a secret and not talk about matchmaking until you grow up, that's because I keep your feelings so you don't get along with me."

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It felt like Aruna was getting less and less powerful to say all this to Nathan, if only that night had not happened, maybe he would have accepted this matchup with Nathan who did not know what his marriage to Nathan was like but Aruna was sure if Nathan was the man who well even though Aruna herself does not love him and it will certainly be difficult to make herself fall in love with Nathan.

But the reality said otherwise because of the incident that night made Aruna inevitably have to cancel this matchmaking somehow so that Nathan did not marry her, it's not fair to Nathan that Nathan is a good man while he's a tarnished woman.

"So Nathan knows the ins and outs of me? how am I.. how is my nature and attitude out there?"

Nathan nodded again, which in fact he knew very well the nature and attitude of Aruna even though there was one thing he did not know that his own biological sister secretly put taste to Aruna.

"I'm not a good girl, sister, as you say and as you think."

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Nathan's reply made Aruna glare at his eyes, she was also startled when Nathan suddenly said so, too, nathan knows everything and Nathan pretends not to know it and pretends not to bring it up and will accept what it is.

"So Nathan's brother knows everything?"

Ask Aruna again to make sure that what he thinks is the same as what is on Nathan's mind at this time.

"Yes I know everything, I know that you want to say you are not a good woman, you are a naughty girl who likes to go in and out of clubs and you also want to say that you are no longer a virgin, right? what is Aruna for? to make me back out of this marriage? no. I will never back out of this marriage even if it's all true if you're a bad girl, if you're a girl who likes to go in and out of clubs and if you're not a virgin anymore. I don't even care because my love for you is sincere, I love you so much and will accept you for who you are, no matter what happens to you."

Again Aruna was confused by what Nathan had said, how could Nathan accept himself for who he was after what his own younger brother had done.

"Is it possible that if I'm not a virgin anymore, Nathan's brother still wants to accept me and still wants to continue this marriage?"

The serious question that Aruna asked Nathan and he really wanted to know what the answer was because Aruna could not tell the truth if she had been touched by Digo and this was the only way so that he could know the seriousness of Nathan's heart.

Nathan again clasped Aruna's hand, then clasped it tightly and kissed Aruna on the back.

"Have I told you whatever your condition is, I'm still going forward to have our wedding. I'll never back down at all, I don't care if you're a virgin or not, because it's not my yardstick for loving a woman because I've been in love with you for a long time and in my heart there's only your name."

Aruna could only be silent, she did not know what to say to Nathan if the man in front of her was really serious about marrying her even though she was no longer a girl.

"Already, do not think and do not ever doubt my love, I accept you as you are. Want to go for a walk after this?"

Aruna shook her head, as if she could no longer afford to be near Nathan, the man is very kind and accepts her as she is and Aruna also cannot decide whether or not she accepts the engagement as well as the wedding that will be done the day after tomorrow.

"So, don't stop me from marrying you the day after tomorrow, and tomorrow night we'll be officially engaged. And you don't worry about this engagement being just two families, because I know you don't want to have a party, and neither will our wedding .. I'll make you comfortable with what I'll do later."