My Dear Idol

My Dear Idol
Purple Hyacinths


Annora looked at the white rose unobscurely. White roses always remind her of the father who always gives this flower to mothers on the anniversary of their wedding.


Aaron glanced at Annora who had been busy with white roses. He's a little thump. "Looks, you really like white roses" Aaron commented.


"It looks like it is, '" Annora replied without turning her eyes to the flower.


"I'm curious about what you're saying that I don't love Jennie" Aaron said suddenly.


Annora was silent for a moment, and she turned to look at Aaron, turning all her attention to the man who was now beside her. "What do you think is love?" Instead of answering, Annora asked.


Aaron scrunched his forehead. "Don't know, you're on your own?"


"Love gives without wishing to return. Love is God's most holy gift. Love is a matter of the heart, so if you ask me about the logical meaning of love, nothing, because there is no love that uses logic."


"You mean?"


"Marriage is fate and falling in love is destiny. You can choose who you marry, but you can never choose who you fall in love with. Those are the words I heard from dad."


"I can't explain exactly what love is, because love isn't a definite mathematical science. Love has a different definition, depending on who and how that person means love."


"If you love Jennie, you won't expect her life back, even if it's hard, you'll still love her" Annora said at length.


Aaron just kept quiet to hear Annora say. Without looking at Annora, she then asked. "How does it feel to be loved and loved?"


Annora was silent, herself fixated on Aaron's question. "I ... do not understand what you mean," said Annora honestly.


"Normal humans will usually be able to love and be loved, so how can we feel about it?" ask Aaron


"Honest. In order to feel the meaning of love, you have to be honest with yourself. Prestigious is the barrier. Logic always makes people feel contemptible when in love, even if it's not entirely wrong."


"We can't choose to fall in love with who and how, but we have control over that love. It's complicated, considering love doesn't use logic."


Annora was quiet for a moment. He turned his gaze towards the white rose in his hand. "You won't understand what I'm saying before you actually experience it yourself, Aaron."


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Annora opened the car door, they had reached the Erlangga mansion. Annora stepped out her legs, today was quite tiring. He wanted to take a nap even if it was only half an hour, because his body was crushed like it had been beaten.


Just a few steps Annora walked, her feet stopped as soon as she heard Aaron's words.


"Please teach me about love, Annora," Aaron said.


Annora was silent, she turned her body to face Aaron. Not a word came out from her sultry lips, there was only a sweet smile that had an ambiguous meaning. Afterwards, Annora turned around and stepped her feet where she was headed.


Aaron silently watched Annora's tiny body that was no longer visible. The little girl who suddenly entered his life. The girl who suddenly broke through the door of her heart. The strange girl who managed to drive Aaron almost crazy.


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At nightfall, Annora had just finished folding the prayer mat, a door was knocked on. Annora then got up from her seat and opened the door of her room.


Annora looked at Aaron with a puzzled look, while Aaron smiled faintly at his wife. Netra Annora caught something she thought was strange.


"Why did you bring that suitcase?" tannya


"You didn't tell me to come in and ask a question instead? Very good," Aaron said.


Annora rolled her eyes lazily. He then went into the room as if letting Aaron in.


Aaron, the man then put down the suitcase. Without waiting to be invited, he immediately sat on the sofa. Look around the room.


Still the same as before, good.


His gaze was fixed on Annora who was struggling with her mini kitchen. Annora then turned around with a cup of tea for Aaron.


Aaron stared silently at the tea, then turned his gaze to his wife, Annora. "Why not coffee?" tannya


Annora sighed. "Do I need to remind you that it's night now?" ask Annora.


Aaron scrunched his forehead. "Indeed if it's night, what's the problem?"


"Night is the perfect time to rest, Aaron Rama Erlangga. I don't want you to stay up late just for a cup of coffee" Annora explained.


Aaron listened to Annora's explanation lazily. "You don't want to feed me?" tannya


"You haven't eaten yet?"


Aaron rolled his eyes puffed. "If so, where might I propose it, Annora Sinta Az-Zahra Atmadja."


"Give you?" asked Aaron in surprise.


Annora chuckles. "Yes, giving you. Do you think I got this food from begging me to you?"


"Who are they from?" asked Aaron curiously.


"Yes, from your transfer as well, anyway."


"Just like that."


"Different."


"What difference? That's also from me, right?"


"Yes, different, don't I ask, you give."


Aaron rolled his eyeballs. "Yes-yes, it's so different ..." In the end, Aaron chose to give up, because the debate was useless.


Annora stood up from her seat to get Aaron some food. When they finished, they both ate the food together.


The sound of the door being knocked was heard, Annora threw a questionable gaze at Aaron who was only replied by a small slab. Annora then stood up, stepped out her legs, and opened the door. How surprised he was when he saw his daughter came with two flowers of the same color.


Aluna, the girl smiled broadly by revealing her rows of white teeth. "Hi, Mother .." said to her beloved mother.


Annora replied to the little girl. "Hi too."


Aluna then offered both types of flowers. Lavender and hyacinth purple where both flowers have a meaning far enough.


Lavender is Annora's favorite flower. Quoting from various sources, lavender flowers have a very deep meaning. This flower symbolizes devotion, purity, and also love. You can choose lavender flowers when you want to celebrate special moments with your partner, because lavender flowers also symbolize loyalty.


The purple hyacinth, in the language of flowers, represents feelings of envy and hatred. However, some people also use it to describe forgiveness or ways of forgiving the mistakes of others.


Annora then invites Aluna to enter. The little girl was a little surprised to find her father there. "Well, Dad?" he exclaimed with an unstoppable tone of surprise.


Aaron looked at Aluna. He smiled slightly, his hands stretched out, intending to hug the princess. Aluna hugged her father, after a few seconds, they let go of his embrace.


Iris Aaron is wild, looking for a figure who is usually always next to Aluna. Annora's voice broke it.


"Aluna .. do you want to eat?" ask the girl


Aluna shook her head. "No, ma'am, I'm full" she replied.


Annora nodded her head understanding, she then remembered something. Take apple pie that has just been cooked to be served.


"If you don't want to eat with Mom and Dad, then you'll have to taste Mom's apple pie, okay?" Aluna nodded her head excitedly, making Annora smile happily.


Aaron looked at Annora with a probing look. Annora realized that, she returned Aaron's gaze. "What?" tannya


"You didn't say you had apple pie."


"Because this pie has just ripened, come on, finish your food or you'll make Aluna wait a long time" said Erlangga. Aaron snorted although finally according. Annora herself had already finished her meal, considering that the portion of the girl's meal was very little.


Aaron glanced at Aluna. "Where's your servant?" asked Aaron suddenly.


Aluna scrunched her forehead confused. "Hisband?" aluna asked doubtfully.


Aaron nodded his head, Annora herself was also interested in the topic of conversation conducted by father and son.


"Lately, he's been busy." Aluna looked at Annora. "Did you like the flowers I gave you? At that time, I was confused about what to give Mom, but suddenly I remembered that Mom really liked flowers, so .. I just brought flowers."


Aluna was silent for a moment, giving a pause for her to compose a sentence. "Because my knowledge of flowers is still limited, I then asked Belinda. She advised me to give her a purple hyacinth flower. And, for the lavender flower itself I chose it, because the lavender flower is very, very representative of Mother."


The explanation of Aluna is very clear.hyacinth purple is a gift from Belinda, no doubt.


"Mother ... Belinda didn't say anything, even when I asked her what it meant she just smiled. I wanted to find the meaning of the flower through my iPad, but my iPad had been confiscated for a long time. I was wondering, actually, what does the purple hyacinth flower mean?"


Annora fell silent, confused as to what to answer. He did not want to make Aluna sad and disappointed just because of Belinda's unclear anger.


Annora smiled slightly. "Regardless of what it means, I'll always be happy if it's your gift, honey," Annora said softly. The girl glanced at Aaron who had finished his meal.


"Well, since your father has finished his meal, let's eat this apple pie ...!!" annora with spirit.


Aluna nodded her head. "Come ....!!"