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When Fahri's personal mobile phone rang, a call came in from an unknown number
" Hello good night, is this true with Mr. Fahri" said someone from the phone
" Right, I'm talking to who "asked Fahri back, Fahri immediately felt that something was wrong
" We from the Hospital,,,, (Name the hospital) want to inform, that there is a woman named Sinta had an accident and was critical in the hospital " the receptionist of the hospital
Fahri's body immediately trembled, hearing the name of Sinta who was now being critical quickly Fahri wearing his clothes, then again persuaded the zahra who was still crying
" Zahra, I'm really sorry, Mas never meant to be like this, Mas had to go, there's someone else who needs mas, mas hope you can understand, once again mas really sorry" said Fahri then immediately went running, took his car out of warranty and immediately forwarded his car at high speed
Fahri was really very agitated, his hands were still trembling, he could not imagine Sinta's condition was again lying critically
Only then did he realize, why his feelings were uneasy from earlier, the reason why Sinta's face always overshadowed him, it turned out to be a sign
" So please hold on Sinta, Mas can't afford to lose you, wait for the mas to come, Mas loves you very much" said Fahri who was very anxious, his tears always managed to come out, and his tears always managed to come out, even though he didn't cry
Zahra's heartache is more complete, seeing Fahri who cares more for others than himself, zahra also really loves Fahri, because of his love he always avoids debate with Fahri, Fahri, who is also very fond of Fahri, because he was so afraid to lose
For the sake of his love, Zahra willingly patient and persevere, although Fahri who always avoids and ignores him, although the attitude of Fahri who spontaneously changes with him, he never complained and argued with Fahri, Fahri, almost every night Zahra always cried, Fahri who never wanted himself to wait home from work, still zahra did silent silence, but Fahri never realized it
" I know I'm not holy, but whether I should accept all these trials, every night I always wait for you to come home, but you never want and miss me at all, I think I just need time and will come back to me, that's why I'm silent, even though I'm really lonely, and really need a mas, but I can never feel it, but I can never feel it, why do I love you so much mas, I hate because I love you too much, my love scares me even argue with you alone I can't" said zahra crying herself
Fahri had arrived at the hospital, he quickly ran to the room where Sinta was treated, upon arrival Fahri there footsteps seemed to stop seeing Sinta's body that had been filled with all the bandages
" How is Sinta Dok, is she okay" asked Fahri to the doctor who was about to get out of Sinta's room
" Are you a family patient? " ask the doctor who had not seen a single person from the Sinta family
" Yes Doc, I'm a family patient" Fahri replied quickly with his hands and feet still shaking
" The patient's wound is really serious, there are a lot of strong collisions that occur, and I think this can result in Fatal" replied the doctor, increasingly making Fahri's heart pound and shed tears just like that
" Please heal her Doctor, she's the woman I love so much, I can't afford to lose her Doctor, whatever the cost is I will pay, please heal her Doctor, please, don't let him why " said Fahri pleaded with the doctor in charge of handling Sinta
"I will do everything I can, money cannot guarantee everything sir, I pray a lot, so that nothing happens with the patient" said the doctor, then leave Fahri who still feels hit
Zahra's heart seemed to stop hearing Fahri's confession, zahra decided to follow Fahri away, he wondered who really needed his husband besides himself
Zahra's tears flowed increasingly profusely, she tried to cover her mouth with both her hands, she did not want Fahri to hear her cries and know her whereabouts.
Slowly Fahri entered Sinta's room, it was so sad and painful to see someone we love so much, had to endure the pain
Again, Zahra had to hear the heart of the man she loved so much, like being pierced by thousands of swords, seeing a husband she loved so much, having to cry and beg for another woman
Zahra finally decided to go home, could not stand the lingering feeling of watching the man she loved so much had to cry and was so afraid to lose another woman, along the way Zahra could only cry, all the way, his heart was very sore, wanting it to feel he was crying as hard as his, wanting it to feel he was throwing away his feelings
" Why it hurts so much, I'm not strong god" said zahra in her tears while hitting her chest hard
The taxi driver who had noticed Zahra was really feeling pity, wanted it to calm the zahra, but he was afraid of his intentions in the wrong sense
" Just this time I loved so much, only this time I gave all my heart, until I was willing to do something stupid because I loved you too much, if I knew the pain would be this painful, I'd rather never love you with all my heart, we better never meet, I thought you would be my destiny, until I dare to love you as deeply as her, until I dare to give my heart to her fullest, until I foolishly give all my trust to the fullest, even I was willing to die and give everything for you, but why must I be this sick, I am not strong, why must you be the destroyer of my heart, and why I still love you, and why I still love you,,hikss,, hikss, hikss, help me mas, I can't, this hurts so much "sung zahra took out all that was in his heart, he said, the stronger his cry the stronger he hit his chest
Until with full courage, the taxi driver stopped his car right on the edge of a park to try to help calm the zahra
" I'm sorry I was presumptuous mba, this is not my business, but I can't bear to see and hear mba like this, better calm down first, there is a garden, there is a garden, maybe you can make it a place to calm down for a while, if you agree I will wait mba," said the taxi driver who really felt sorry to see zahra
zahra got out of the taxi and walked to the chair in the park
" If you don't mind please accompany me for a moment, I don't want to be alone" Zahra asked
The taxi driver was willing to accompany zahra, he had absolutely no evil intentions, only he could not bear to see the zahra who was so deeply hurt
" If you were in my position, what would you do "tanya zahra suddenly made the taxi driver feel a little confused
" What mba means I don't understand his "answer
" Have you ever loved someone sincerely, and then you got hurt "ask zahra to clarify her question
The taxi driver who felt that zahra was currently in need of a solution, honestly he tried to answer what was proposed by zahra
" Of course I have been, at my present age I once loved someone so sincerely, that even I was willing to do everything for him, I always gave up on him even though obviously he was wrong, I prefer to be quiet than to have to argue with him, he was just a little nice, I was already very happy, I was very happy, her rude words maybe she was just pretending to love me, but I could be very happy and I would be willing to do anything because of that, whereas all I get is a trick but what I give sincerity.
I knew he didn't really feel happy living with me, just because he felt sorry, and didn't have the heart to leave me this way, with his stupid, I was so very afraid of losing, always wishing for her not to leave me, until one day I realized, my sincere feelings would never get her true happiness from him, until I felt ashamed of myself, already know will be hurt but still hope more than him, still crying over his departure, until he survived just because of pity.
People say falling in love is beautiful, but why does falling in love that I feel actually makes me hurt and hurt, the more I love her the more it hurts, why? because he could never repay my love sincerely, because he only gave me sympathy instead of giving his heart
But behind it all just makes my heart stronger, my heart is stronger, until I find an answer what makes me really feel happy because I love him, he said, Mba know what?? asked the taxi driver who saw Zahra so seriously heard him, because almost everything the taxi driver said peris like what he felt now
" What "tanya zahra curious
" If I truly love him, then I want him to live happily even though not with me, although it sounds hypocritical, but seriously that's what I do, the beginning of his illness, even though it sounds hypocritical, but seriously that's what I do, it hurt so much that I could see a happy smile so clearly visible from his face that I had never seen at all while with me, making my heart sincere to take it off, he said, maybe because I sincerely love her so I can be happy to see her happy, God will never give anyone a trial beyond the limits of his servant's ability, I'm sure you can face this, that's why God gives us trials like this, I don't know what has happened, but sure not sure god will never let us live with the wrong person, he said, that's why God gave trials by breaking hearts, because out there there is still someone who has been destined for us to live happily together" said the taxi driver at length, so that it opened up zahra's mind
" It continues after you let go of that person what happened in your life "ask zahra back
" I feel happy because I let him go, because the place I want to give to him (While speaking to the heart) turned out to be destiny for other people's place, and my life is really very happy, then I believe that falling in love is beautiful if with the right people, there will always be happiness behind the many trials " replied the taxi driver was back and right the more he could make zahra to think what he needed to lakuka
After feeling relieved, his late zahra asked to be escorted back to his home