
That memory is no longer there, but I know my heart recognizes you with all the love I have in life.
♡♡♡
When he got to the front of the lotus cave Kyuhyun looked around him a little in wonder, the last time he left the lotus cave 3 years ago Kyuhyun remembered there was not a single plant growing near the mouth of the cave, but this time around the cave is actually grown a lot of various flowers and the most are blue lily.
The flowers here are like being deliberately cared for by someone, though, but obviously no one has come here in the last 3 years because if there was Kyuhyun as the prince would know it because the lotus cave is not a cave that can be carelessly entered. As he approached one of the warm blue lily flowers, the feeling of warmth again made Kyuhyun touch the blue lily in front of him slowly.
There was a familiarity with this blue lily that made Kyuhyun not know why he suddenly cried in confusion.
"What's wrong with me?" Kyuhyun muttered softly then shook his head and looked back at the cave as he walked back to enter the lotus cave.
As Kyuhyun entered, he felt that feeling again, the longing he felt when he first felt the aura of another pearl inside the lotus cave when he woke up three years ago. The more into Kyuhyun's chest the more crowded as if the red pearl inside his body was trying to get out but on the other hand was held back by something that clearly did not come from Kyuhyun himself.
Kyuhyun remembered the lotus cave was a cave that provided abundant energy for all the creatures in the Fox kingdom, the, the higher the magic and martial arts of the creature, the greater the chance of the person entering the deeper into the cave in order to get more energy, for Kyuhyun himself who was indeed not an ordinary creature in the fox kingdom, entering the other half was already difficult.
But strangely Kyuhyun could not help his feelings of wanting to go deeper and deeper as if something called out to him and asked Kyuhyun to find him. His red pearls also seemed to support Kyuhyun's crazy actions to get into the cave even though Kyuhyun was already at the limit where he could not get into the cave because the power he had was not enough resisting the abundant energy from the direction of the cave.
As it continued to force its way in, Kyuhyun involuntarily injured his soul to the point of spewing fresh blood from his mouth as Kyuhyun knelt down and squeezed out a tight chest. Kyuhyun's heavy breathing further aggravated Kyuhyun's condition until darkness approached Kyuhyun and consciousness was lost from his body.
When awakened Kyuhyun no longer woke up in the lotus cave but in a famous mountain in the Fox kingdom and Kyuhyun himself knew what this place was.
"Why can I be here?" Kyuhyun looked around in wonder as well as perhaps a little panic, he did not have enough courage to come to this place as great as he was.
Vaguely Kyuhyun looked towards an altar at the foot of the mountain there was someone Kyuhyun knew for sure who it was because after all the altar was not too far away from where Kyuhyun had awakened, while confused, Kyuhyun stood up and approached the couple who were hugging with deep sadness.
"The last one after this I won't do it again." when the girl started talking Kyuhyun started feeling his heart as if it were sliced. Kyuhyun tried to touch the girl but Kyuhyun could not touch her.
"Why? Why do you always decide everything by yourself? Have you never thought about my feelings?" Why don't you ever ask me my opinion?" The girl encapsulated her lover's face with tears that were growing, his gaze showed sadness as well as a conical feeling that actually made Kyuhyun feel a twisted feeling that made Kyuhyun squeeze his chest tightly because it began to shorten his breath.
"You ask too many questions, of course I think of you that's why I'm here, don't worry that you'll never feel pain again after this, you can focus on keeping Yeong Ji." Kyuhyun shook his head and grabbed his hair tightly when his son's name was mentioned, sobs started coming out of his mouth.
"I don't care if I have to be in pain, all I want is to stay with you don't you understand?" The girl came back crying loudly and then her lover just hugged her tighter, Kyuhyun the more crazy she tried to touch both of them but could not Kyuhyun want to be in the position of the girl's lover.
"If you really think about me, you shouldn't be here." The girl tried to control her cries while getting tighter hugging her lover.
"I. I don't like your pain.I don't want to see you die..."
"Remember? You promised to live longer for Yeongji. I'm still there just I'm in the human world, isn't that enough?"
"It's not enough. I want to always be by your side, otherwise I can go crazy Hagi_ya..." The conversation of the two continued, but as if knowing what the girl was going to do Kyuhyun started shaking his head as the girl removed the bracelet on her side
"No. because after this you won't remember me anymore." the remark made Kyuhyun look back at the girl with a desperate cry.
"Oh no... No I beg you.. What do you mean I will forget you?.. You damn hagi you have no right to take that from me... I beg you I only have it if you go.." The girl began to be transparent, this time not only was the girl's lover trying to hug her but Kyuhyun was also trying to reach out desperately so that the girl would not disappear.
"NO... PLEASE DON'T DO THIS TO ME... MY CREATOR PLEASE DON'T TAKE HIM LIKE THIS..." When the girl's lover shouted loudly Kyuhyun was still trying to reach the girl but unfortunately it was all in vain.
"AGGRRRHHH." Kyuhyun shouted just like the girl's lover while putting a forehead on the ground, the hand he used to squeeze the feathers of his heart that was in tremendous pain.
"I beg you.. Don't take that away from me.. Please... Are you not taking it from me enough? I beg the Creator... I beg..." As Kyuhyun's broken memories finally realized the girl's name, the girl who had clearly become the person who meant the most to her was also the greatest pain she now had to endure when even she only remembered the last piece of the girl's existence because of the girl's lover it is Kyuhyun himself.
"Again... Hagg... Hagg..."
Unable to bear with the piece of memory he had the last time about the girl named Hagi Kyuhyun again lost his consciousness.
***
When it comes to knowing from the palace guards that Kyuhyun is going eastward towards the Fox kingdom, the Fox King has concerns that Kyuhyun is going to the Lotus Cave, only that place located in the eastern direction of the fox kingdom could be visited for now.
Although when the rapture becomes King later Kyuhyun will go there as well, originally the Fox King intended to seal the cave where his son-in-law's body was buried in order to resist the movement of red pearls that must be interested in the original owner. Although Kyuhyun eventually had to remember every single one of the deepest wounds in his life, the Fox King tried to protect Kyuhyun's life which his son-in-law had struggled to defend.
That's why when knowing Kyuhyun went east towards the Fox kingdom, the Fox King immediately caught up with Kyuhyun, although his strength was not as strong as it used to be and took longer, The Fox King only hoped that Kyuhyun would not be so stubborn as to force his way deeper into the cave and create a new mess for Kyuhyun himself.
When he reached the mouth of the Cave King Fox was quite stunned, although the thin Fox King could feel the existence of his daughter-in-law because of the blue lily flowers that grew quite a lot around the lotus cave. It is true that the body of his son-in-law is here, but it is only a container that no longer has eternal properties, even if it is still intact because of the privilege of the lotus cave.
Although still curious about what happened the Fox King decided to rush in because he was getting more anxious now and after a hard struggle to enter as expected King Fox his son was now lying on the floor in the middle of the cave, the slightly running Fox King approached towards his son in panic, but when he realized Kyuhyun was still breathing The fox king breathed a sigh of relief.
"Thank God you're still alive, son." trying to hold Kyuhyun King Rubaj a glance at the cave.
"I don't know what you're doing to keep the red pearls from Kyuhyun's body, but. thanks Hagi_ah..." The Fox King quickly rushed out of the cave, although Kyuhyun was now safe, the Fox King did not want to take any risks, either, he will also start sealing Hagi's place in the dream even though Hagi himself seems to have put a seal on the red pearl on Kyuhyun's body, the Fox King does not want to be cheated like today.
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