
my name is Herlina Soegianto, before I married my husband, I first had a relationship with someone I did not know before that he was the younger brother of my husband.
He is a man named Aditya Candra, a man who has been in a relationship with me.
the beginning of the relationship went well, until in the end I had to go to work to the island of Bali.
Yes, like teenagers in general, having relationships with blocked distances is not an easy thing, and not even 2 months I decided to go home. After my first day at home we went on vacation to the beach with a group that was not small in number.
After arriving at the place of the car in the parking lot and I walked to the main destination that can not be traveled by vehicle in because the place is crowded with all visitors.
After we drove 1km we finally reached the destination and immediately sat* on the beach while enjoying the night breeze, and he was sitting behind me with his hands hugging me from behind.
I also felt comfortable when I was on his side and I immediately leaned on him.
Not long ago we enjoyed the atmosphere that night I felt strange with my lover's attitude, which is usually every time I borrow his mobile phone he would not mind even to exchange mobile phones.
Another case for this time, yes for this time I just borrow to make sure it is directly in the key , and without a pin code from him I will not be able to open it.
And I asked too
"let's borrow your phone I just want to take a quick look"
He also slightly oddly replied with a nervous feeling
"for what ,,? you don't believe me ,,? you suspect me ,,?
deg, my mind, why is he,,,,?
Never had he behaved like this before, and I was too cool to snatch hp from him, when he again replied to a chat from who I immediately snatched and I took it away.
How heartbroken this is when you see the contents of the message from the phone.
deservedly since he often checked his cellphone, the contents of the message from a number called "honey"
yes after I read all the contents of the message while shedding tears without guilt she casually asked
"where is my phone, give it back now"
Without any question I returned, I also ran as hard as I could towards the car park, it was quite tired to run while crying as far as 1 KM.
Arriving at the parking lot I went straight into the car and stayed in it even though the other friends ate* in front of the tent I did not pay attention to it at all.
After a while someone came, he was Aris one of our entourage, and he asked
"Why are you", then",,,?
And I haven't been able to answer her questions yet, Aditya comes she's trying to explain everything.
"give me time to explain everything, baby"
"i don't need any explanation from you, everything is clear."
"you misunderstood, baby"
"there is no misunderstanding, there are you who are wrong.You why do this to me, why are you cheating with him ,,? From now on we're breaking up"
"forgive me dear, don't make decisions when you're angry"
Without me noticing him, I closed the car door with a bang.
Yes I still do not accept with everything I'm going through now, she's my lover Aditya Candra having an affair with my own neighbor her name is Linda.
After a while Aris came and greeted me again.
"you really why Her..?"
"i'm not Ris"
"sure gakpapa..? I can't believe, if you don't papa, why did you run while crying..?"
Aris kept asking me and I finally told her everything that happened back then, and I accidentally saw a call coming in Aris and her name was Linda.
let's just say I immediately thought, is it possible that she is the same Linda, Linda who cheated with my lover ...?
"why not pick up Ris..?"
"it's not important, here, let me take you for a walk so you forget all your problems and enjoy our vacation"
Many* the phone rang but Aris still did not pick up the phone, whether he was not good with me or how I did not know myself.
After a while of arguing with Aris, I walked along the beach and enjoyed the atmosphere I should have felt with Aditya.
After walking far enough and we decided to rest, while I sat down Aris asked me for permission to buy something and I told him to wait where we were sitting.
Just a few moments Aris went , arrived* someone closed my eyes from behind , inwardly still think that the one who did this was Aditya.
It turns out that my guess is wrong he was Aris who had just bought something, I had not had time to ask suddenly a drink and snacks and also my favorite chocolate.
"Arissssss what is this...?" I smile and also shed tears
"don't be sad anymore, if you get hurt here there's me who will always be there for you"
"but Ris...?"
"remember Her, I will wait for you until your heart is open to me, you want to connect with anyone, want to go with anyone I don't care Her the most important thing if you get hurt look for me , I will always be there for you"
"Thank you for everything Riss"
"sama Her, don't be sad again huh..! smile dong ...."
Not feeling the darkness of the night has changed with the rising of the sun from the eastern horizon, without me ignoring Aditya who is looking for my existence.
after that, Aris and I went back to the parking lot, but we each walked so Aditya didn't know that I was on Aris last night.
Aditya came to me and asked
"where have you come from, baby ,,? I'm looking for you here and there..?"
With the fact that I did not heed the question at all , I rushed to the tent and prepared breakfast for all of us, yes even if it was just brewing instant noodles.
after breakfast we immediately split up by ourselves there are those who swim on the beach, some play sand, and some are just sitting around while enjoying the cool breeze beach.
I also chose to stay in the car, and suddenly Aditya came with his chatter I also did not pay attention to his words.
When the day starts in the afternoon, we all rush to pack things and put them in the car.
while sitting in the car I also moved position, where when leaving I sat next to Aditya, this time I changed , I did not want to deal with him anymore.
Even though he still insisted and gave an explanation, this heart still felt unacceptable.
And after some time slowly began to forget all the memories of a figure of Aditya candra my lover who had betrayed me.
After I broke up from Aditya I also became friends with Aris, yes even though he was already friends anyway , but not as familiar now , I told him this and I felt comfortable with him who always understood my feelings no matter what I felt he was always right to deal with them.
At night some messages came in, I looked at my phone and it was a message from Aris
In the message, he asked me to go somewhere but just wanted to meet him alone.
After the next day I went to the place agreed before.
And in that place Aris expressed all her feelings to me that she was comfortable with me and wanted me to be her lover, I who spent some time with her also felt the same feeling.
so we are equally* there is a sense and agree to live the relationship with the conditions given by each.
After being in a relationship for several months we are getting closer to sleep too often together like a husband and wife.
Yes even in previous relationship with Aditya I never did anything somehow with Aris I can be this free...?
After feeling a serious relationship Aris proposed to me and I asked for time to answer.
At a time when I was no longer thinking about Aditya, he came again and wanted to improve the previous relationship, but I was already numb , because I used to love him so much that he played me.
There was no answer at all Aris picked you up at home he wanted to introduce me to his family and I got ready .
Upon arrival at Aris' house I was shocked by the view that was on the wall, a family photo in which there is a photo of Aditya Candra my ex-lover, I immediately asked Aris
"there's a picture of Aditya in your family's picture, baby..?"
"hehehehe yes she is my sister"
Instantly I paused for a moment and asked in my heart "cock can sih.?"
"why dear ,,? surprised if Aditya was my sister...?"
and I kept quiet without a word.
After I got acquainted with the Aris family but I did not see a figure of Aditya, where was he ...?
After that I went home and Aditya called me again to question the question he had previously given me, I firmly answered
"don't expect me anymore, Adit, we can't be together anymore"
"why don't you have a husband"
he said while teasing me.
"i want us to fix our old relationship Her, listen to my brother going to propose to his girlfriend, and I want to propose to you Her"
I also gawked at Adit's words even though only on the phone, did he not know that the one who wanted in his sister's room was me ...?
"i'm sorry about Adit, I can't take you anymore"
"why is Her is it that bad I am in your eyes...?"
"no Adit, not so, do you not know yet who will d your brother's room...?"
"i don't know Her, and I don't want to know, I want you to accept my proposal"
"wait for Aditya, my sister's proposal is done yes, then you will know my answer how"
"well, I'm waiting for your answer as soon as possible"
After the application event was live and how surprised Aditya when he knew if the one proposed by his sister was I Herlina Soegianto his former lover who asked to accept his proposal.
at the time of the event Aditya did not set himself even he disappeared somewhere.
After the proposal event took place Aditya directly called me, he immediately yelled at me, he immediately snapped,
"so Here's why you didn't accept my proposal ...? why Her, why ...? why are you doing this ...?"
I haven't been able to answer yet, he immediately disconnected his phone.
Until the day of the wedding we were in direct still Aditiya did not appear.
I thought in my heart "all this is your own fault in the first place, just try not to turn away from me maybe none of this will happen.
Now that I'm happy with my new life I do'a right you may find a better replacement than me.