My Failed Marriage
Chapter 34
Nisa chose silence and did not respond to Raka's words
"I promise, I will definitely pay more attention to you..Okay.."Raka reassured Nisa again
Nisa was forced to nod, even though she did not believe all of Raka's words
"Now we go home..So that our son may meet with mama and the others.."Sahut Raka invites Nisa
Nisa shook her head in refusal
"Why Nis??"Raka asked confused
"I don't want to..I want to stay here with my aunt.."Reply Nisa flatly
"Why should we be here??There's mom, there's no mom, you haven't seen our kid, she's a granddaughter."Raka asked who was astonished by Nisa's reply
"I'd rather live my life in peace with my son..Why would I stay with your family if they didn't care about me..Even when I was about to give birth, none of your family saw me.."Obviously Nisa was at length by telling her everything
"Oh..So your mama told me something that didn't fit the facts..Do you know, as long as you don't come home, as long as I'm going through my pregnancy none of them care about my situation..At least accompany me to check the pregnancy, also not.what else for anything else..All I do alone, I live alone, even for hospital expenses I do not bother your family Raka..Have you ever asked me how I cover for the cost of labor, if you do not give me the slightest money at all..Because you're only more concerned for your mama..!!"Nisa at length
"How can I live the way your family has hitherto not accepted me in your family.."Nisa said again to vent all the inner burdens that she had been damning
"No Nisa..All this time I gave the money to my mom, but I also told her to give it to you..For your delivery costs.."Raka explained
"But the fact is not like that..Before I ask you, your mom already confirmed that the money you gave was for my living expenses during your stay at home..And for my labor costs, I have to provide it alone..Even if I give birth by cesarean..And luckily I already have a health security card, otherwise I don't know how to cover the cost of my cesarean delivery..Do you know that???"
Raka was instantly silent
"I feel so depressed when I have to live my life without my husband there..No one is watching me..I am considered like everyone else, or not even considered among your family..What else do I have to face your attitude that is so indifferent to me, when you are there..Honestly, it makes me feel really sick.."Nisa again expressed all her emotions
"I'm sorry Nisa..I am sorry for my family too..I really don't know, if my family's attitude is like that..I don't think they'll be able to be so indifferent to you even if we're apart..Especially seeing you pregnant...I really don't know Nisa.."Replied Raka with her head lowered while sighing in length