My First Love Is My Wife
S1: The story of Mara and Mira

"Why do you glorify me? Don't we know each other? We are strangers! Why do you feel so familiar with me" asked Mira by saying that she did not know her birth mother at this time.

"Don't pretend I don't know you, I'm your mother... Your birth mother... Mother who gave birth to you" said Mara with tears in her eyes.

"My mom was gone when I was ten. So you can't make it up by saying that you're my mom... My real mother" Mira said silently clenching her hands.

"Why do you have the heart with your mother" Lirih Mara asked.

"You're not my mother" insisted Mira.

"Hikss... Ii'm sorry... Forgive me for what I did to you, I know I was wrong, Salah as the mother who educated her daughter wrongly! hicksss... But at that moment, That was for your good" Isak Mara slowly wiped away her tears.

"My goodness? My goodness in which way? You didn't even send me to school when I was a kid!Then when I want to learn you won't even let me. All you think about is how I could be like you back then... So then... Is the name 'Mother' worth calling for you?" Annoyed Mira.

"No! That's not worth it, is it?! Because of your teachings my life has gone awry. Because of your teachings I became a woman who had already killed both of my adoptive parents, because of your teachings I became a vengeful woman!! And because of your teaching.... I became a fugitive woman, It's all thanks to your teachings that you've taught me" Press Mira with a yell pressing down on every word she says to Mara.

"Hikss... Sorry hikssss... Ii'm sorry... As your mother I feel very guilty... Forgive me" cried Mara helplessly as she heard the words that her daughter Mira had spoken to her.

"Over the years, my life has been ruined because of you! And now you come to me looking for me just to say sorry? Do you think by saying sorry you can fix everything? Say it! No don't you? Your apologies mean nothing to fix everything... My life is ruined... Nothing can be fixed as before" Mira said with teary eyes.

"Hikss... What can I do hikssss... So you'll forgive me? Hicksss..." Mara asked with her sobs.

"Nothing"

"Hikss... I'm your mother... Miraaaa, how can you not forgive your mother hikssss... Because of me you have hikssss... I gave birth to you hikssss... Why do you have the heart for your own mother" Isak Mara.

"Group? You're saying I'm against you?How could you think that way, I should have said that word to you! It's not even you who said it... It was clear at that time that you were the one with me! By teaching me a teaching you shouldn't be teaching! So who's up against who?" Furious Mira.

"Hikss... After all I am your mother Mira hikssss..." Mara Lirih.

'Poor mom, I miss you. But I know, this miss is not worth your sacrifice. Should I demand the affection you leave behind?' Inner Mira.

"I've said many times that you're not my mother! I told you that my mother was gone a long time ago, so now you go or I will throw you out" threatened Mira with clenching her hands.

"Can't you forgive me? Hixss... I have repeatedly said sorry to you hikssss... Why do you still not want to forgive me? hicksss..." Ask Mara.

"And I've said that your apology means absolutely nothing to me! Or even my life, your apology cannot bring back everything I lost from my life or fix everything I messed up! You hear?! So now Go out from before me or I will forcefully and violently kick you out" Shouted Mira with a slight snarl.

"Hikss... Please forgive your mother these hikssss... And come back to me" Pinta Mara.

...Brraakkk...

"Why is everything like this. hikssss... Don't you know Mira? That mother always looks for you, mother is wrong to have taught what you should not teach at that time, hikssss... But at that time all you thought about was money. I became a woman the other night just to make money, and that money was for you Mira... Hikssss... But why did you leave my mother at that time? Mother was wrong with you... But can't you just forgive and give one chance to mom? Hikssss... hiksss..." Mara muttered by staring at the car that Mira was riding her daughter who was starting to get a little away.

"Mother won't give up Mira! Hixss... I will do everything I can to forgive me and to acknowledge me as your mother... Your real mother" Lirih Mara then stood back up and wiped her tears and after that she just left.

...*****...

"Araghhhhhh!!"

"I hate you! I really hate you Maraaa!! Hicksss..." Hysterical Mira hit the driver of her car very hard.

"Why did you come back into my life, Hikssss... After what you've done with me, you still dare to look for me and say your useless 'Sorry' to me hikssss..." Shouted Mira in frustration.

"If it wasn't for your teachings back then... Maybe my life won't be like this... Where I have to hate everyone, hate myself, even hate you hikssss..."

"RGHHHHH"

"Why!! Why is all this happening to me hikssss..." Hysteris Mira returns with her hair in both hands.

"I hate you! It doesn't matter if you're my real mother or not... I still hate you hikssss... I hate you" Tangis Mira with unrelenting tears bursting out from her eye patch.

"Sometimes I want to greet you, but I'm too afraid to approach you. Because I've been disappointed, hurt and hated you for what you've treated me" Mira said by easing her feelings of regret towards Mara.

"When small... I've always heard other kids say that 'My mom is my girl' But... The word was even compared back to me. When I was seven, I always told you 'Mom.. Can you kiss me?' I always tell you that and after that you will reply with the words 'Come here... I'll kiss you until you ask me to stop kissing you' Those words always ring in my mind!"

"The kiss you gave me back then I can still feel... But... But why do you make me hate you? Why is it that after I turn nine you teach me what you shouldn't teach me? Why would... I used to say the word 'I love you so much' but now I say that, that I hate you!"

"Why are you doing this to me... You buried my love for you! And even cultivate a deep sense of hatred towards you... What exactly do you want? I always thought that I wanted to make peace with you but... But those bad memories always popped into my mind making it so hard for me to make peace with you" Mira said.

...*****...

..."If you don't like me and still watch everything I do, then you are a fan"...

...(.(.If you don't like me and still watch everything I do, then you are a fan.)...

..._Mira Renata🥀's....