
After that night, Azzam really felt guilty for his mother, Haura. Especially now, Haura rarely showed her shady smile.
He just works, worships and takes care of the house. Even now, he doesn't say much.
There was an inner struggle in Haura's heart, thinking about what was best for the child. On the one hand he did not want his two children to know about the father, the demon man. But on the other hand, Haura also understood about Azzam and Azzura's longing for the affection of a father, like his other friends.
Sighing, Haura sat on the dining table chair. Sit his body that had just finished sweeping.
"Do I have to get married? but who would want a woman like me. My status is unclear, and my figure is not very attractive," murmured Haura, the opening of both palms filled with calluses, her skin hardened not as smooth as before.
Not to mention his skin that looked darker.
His face did not shine like women his age, 29 years.
Again, Haura sighed.
Azzam who saw his mother contemplate not so go in, he went back out and met Azzura in the yard, plucking the weeds there.
"Where's Bang's mother?" asked Azzura because the brother only came alone, but Azzam had entered to call his mother. He invited Haura to come with them.
Azzam did not immediately answer, he crouched down and began to pluck the small grass.
"Bang," call Azzura once more.
Azzam turned his head and looked at his sister.
"Mother is still angry with you, brother? because of last night?" ask Azzura again and again
Slowly, Azzam shook his head.
"Mother's not angry, but because of Brother, mother's got a lot of thoughts."
"Where was last night? I haven't talked to Zurra. After that night, my brother and mother turned quiet" Azzura lamented, pursing her lips. Feel not cool with the atmosphere of the house that becomes cooler.
"Abang find out about our father Ding," replied Azzam honestly and listlessly.
Hearing that, Azzura's eyes faded, he even immediately twisted his body and started facing the elder brother.
"Continue to? Do you know who our father is?" asked Azzura enthusiastically.
Azzam.
"Ading, forgive brother yes. But from now on, you won't be looking around for dad anymore" Azzam told his sister.
"Our task now is to make the mother happy, not to look for something that is not clear of its existence. Mother who has struggled to raise us, alone without a father."
Azzura shook, suddenly his eyes glazed when he heard the words of his brother. It justifies that.
It was his mother who had been struggling to support them, slamming the bones morning and night.
"Abang right, we've hurt Bang's mother," Azzura replied with a whimper, wanting to cry but she could bear it.
Azzam nodded, Yes, they have directly hurt the mother.
"From now on, Azzura will remove the prayer to ask to meet with father. From now on Zura will only pray for mom alone," Azzura broke up confidently.
Now they will only look to the future and make the mother happy.
"Honey, drink first, son," said Haura, he came from inside the house carrying a full glass of water. For Azzam and Azzura, they used to share food and drinks like this.
"Thank you, ma'am" Azzura replied cheerfully he was thirsty, taking the glass and giving it to his sister.
"Grandma's not home yet?" asked Haura, Azzam and Azzura compactly shook their heads. Aminah decided to take a walk for a while, enjoying the cold and fresh air typical of the mountains in the morning.
"Mom, what if our mother's savings money is used to rent land, we garden alone, so the mother does not need labor" said Azzam, after the mother crouched with them.
Haura did not answer, appearing to be thinking. But he has no skills in farming.
"We just plant chili Bu, 3 months have been harvested, and the harvest is also long. Once planted we can harvest 15 times," explained Azzam again eloquently.
Haura frowned, from where did this child know all about it.
"Yesterday, when I went to Krayan, I, bang Labih and bang Nanjan learned how to grow chili," Azzam said when he learned of his mother's confusion, a little lying.
He knew it all because he had always observed the farmers in this village. And for him it wasn't that hard.
"We rent land owned by Mr. Ammar, right the one near the mountain was rented by Ma'am," said Azzam again, continue to provoke the mother.
"But the mother's money is only 8 million Zam, is it enough to open a farm of that size? if it's not wrong, it's half an acre, right?" asked Haura and Azzam nodded enthusiastically, while Azzura was busy listening.
"Quite ma'am, we can use the money to rent land, buy seeds, and pay people to open land. When planting we can do it together, bang Labih and bang Nanjan must be ready to help." Again, Azzam argued enthusiastically. His determination was unanimous to become a farmer, hoping that this effort could help his mother. Helping their small family.
Haura smiled, there was no harm in trying. 5 years of being a laborer has taught her many lessons. Now it's time to take a bold step, trying to turn the wheel of the life they live.
If it fails or succeeds later, leave everything to the creator. As human beings, we just have to try and pray.
"Well, after this we take a bath and go to the house of the kades sir."
"Yes!!" Azzam cheered cheerfully, while Azzura who saw also giggled.
Finally, after plucking the grass, take a shower and have breakfast. The three of them went to Mr. Kades' house. Aminah stayed home alone.
Haura's intentions were welcomed by Ammar and his wife, Ririn. In fact they reduced the cost of land rent for Haura.
No doubt, Ammar even gave a little knowledge in farming to Haura. Hope to be the one helping.
Shortly after the land was officially leased, Haura, her two children, were assisted by Labih and Nanjan. They started planting.
"Bismilah," said they all compact, when setting foot on the edge of the land.
Start sowing chili seeds in that fertile ground.
Unceasingly in Haura's heart, she prayed that her efforts would be guided by Allah. Hopefully, the idea of this child can give life changes to their family.
Cold wind, the sky is clear.
It was as if Nature had given them their effort.