My Gentle Boyfriend's
24 Decisions

The swirling ground was carried away by the blowing wind, bringing hot and cold air simultaneously.

The sturdy body of a man looks a little haggard and has no spirit. The man sat on a quiet park bench under a shady tree.

Her beautiful eyes looked around as if looking for someone. When a handsome figure appeared from afar towards him.

The man's body spontaneously awoke and stood firm with a noticeable uneasiness.

He opened his lips and called out the name of the man who was walking towards him "Zale..."

Zale walked quickly towards his sister. After she got out of the house and called her brother, she was just able to find her brother when night came.

Looking at the orange sun and her brother's body standing stiff and restless alone on the park bench, Zale couldn't help but speed up his footsteps.

"Zale, i..."

Brother Zale's words were cut off by Zale who immediately hugged his body tightly. She cried and hugged her brother's body that was slightly smaller than hers.

With a very hoarse and soft voice Zale said "It must have been heavy for you all along!"

Fian's body trembled violently, no longer able to hold himself back. She started crying in the arms of her brother. A younger brother he used to carry was now bigger than him and even hugged him and calmed him down, Fian's chaotic feelings becoming a little light and forgotten.

After a long time they just cried and hugged in the garden. Long enough for Zale to feel a slight tingling in his legs, with a hint of a silly smile he started to open the sound of "Sister, my legs are cramping!"

"Haha~~ Who told you to hug me for so long?" The heavy and uncomfortable atmosphere between them melted away instantly

Zale scratched the head of his non-itchy hair and started sitting on the bench. Fian said nothing and sat by her side.

"Drink first" Zale gave the bottle to her brother. He bought some drinks and food in his bag when he was going to see his brother.

Fian simply nodded lightly and accepted it "you still wear a uniform?"

"It wasn't my fault! I just don't have time to change clothes"

Hearing Zale's words, Fian regained his senses and lowered his head. Zale must have just come home from school and received news about him, then recklessly this brat just ran all over the place to look for him.

If Fian had not picked up his phone he was sure that this foolish sister would have been looking for him even into the night in the same shirt and not thinking about herself at all.

"I heard it..." Zale started the conversation when he saw her brother who was starting to shut up. Seeing the look on his brother's ugly face Zale opened his mouth in a hurry "Don't apologize for being different! Apologize for not telling me!"

Fian looked up and looked at Zale with his reddened eyes "Sorry not to tell you..."

"Hmm, it's good if you realize it!" Zale nodded with a smile on his face and again asked "When has that been?"

A long sigh rang out from Fian's lips, he opened the bottle of drink and drank it. After feeling a little light he began to explain.

"It's happened since I was in the First Intermediate bench. He was a classmate. Very handsome and nice guy. At first it was very difficult for me, let alone that man was straight and had a beautiful lover. My heart aches, I even try to be straight as well by dating some women. But in the end it tormented me more. I can't like a woman, and the only person I like is her..."

Zale fell silent and listened attentively. She felt a sting of pain in her heart when she saw her brother's face that looked lonely and full of pain.

"I never wanted to be like this, but no matter what I did I liked him. I like men and I'm different. If I can I want to be normal like everyone else, but I can't be like them and it hurts me! Sorry Zale for being such a disgusting big brother, for being such a big sister you can't count on! I'm really sorry..."

"No!!!" Zale shook his head violently, he stared at his crying brother and bowed his head apologizing to him.

Zale said "I've never been disgusted, I'm even proud and grateful to have a brother like you! So never say sorry! What's wrong with being different? You just like someone! That feeling you can't control even if you want to! Never regret it or hate yourself. I am Zale Godwin Alfianus Godwin's younger brother and I am proud of that fact!"

Fian's cry grew even more broken, his agitated and suffering heart became warm instantly as he watched his younger brother not hate him and instead tried to calm him down.

Fian was so grateful to have a little sister like Zale, he couldn't help but feel a little proud. Zale now somehow began to grow into an adult and was very reliable.

"But Father and mother including the entire Godwin family were unable to accept that. Are you all right?"

Fian was silent then let out a long breath. He initially wanted to hide this and live up to the wishes of his parents. Married and had children and inherited Godwin Corp. But in the end his heart could no longer bear it and he admitted everything to them.

"I know, but there's nothing I can do!"

Looking at Fian's lackluster face Zale again asked "What are you going to do now? You were fired from the company and also kicked out of the house! What about money? Do you have it?"

Fian could not help but smile on his lips, he rubbed Zale's black hair full of affection and said "I'll be fine! You don't have to worry, all you need to do is learn and pursue your dreams!"

"I told you I'd take care of it!"

"That's not true! If you let your sister work in people's company, there will be bad gossip. So maybe he won't allow brother to work peacefully..." Zale's uneasiness grew more and more when he thought of various possibilities, impatiently opening his mind again "Maybe you will also try to destroy the relationship you have with your loved one to make you realize and return to the family. No, it can't be allowed!"

"Zale told me I'd take care of it!" Fian raised his voice as he stared at Zale's worried face. He could not help but worry about this foolish little brother.

Fian was afraid that Zale would do something he regretted. He wanted Zale to live as he wished and not be attached to the Godwin family's wishes, living as he was now free and happy.

But with Fian kicked out of the family, he could already guess what his father and mother would do. Fian was anxious and did not want that Zale take a decision that he could not turn back just to protect her.

Zale was speechless staring at her brother's stern tone, he no longer spoke of it in front of her. But deep in her heart Zale has made a decision, a decision that will probably hurt both herself and her loved ones.

After big brother Zale said a few more sentences to convince Zale that he was fine. Zale finally smiled seductively and switched the conversation.

"That guy, the guy you've liked since school. Are you dating her now?"

With a slightly flushed face on his cheeks Fian nodded in embarrassment at Zale's question.

The smile on Zale's face looked softer, he was teasing into being even more ruthless. "Isn't he straight? How did you make him like you? Wait a minute if it starts from school, sister's love for him has survived for 10 years. That's incredible unrequited love"

Fian smacked Zale's forehead slowly listening to the sentence coming out of him, with a light snort he replied "I never expected him to like me, I never would, at first I just kept trying to be his best friend and get on good terms. But at any given time the fact that I like it is exposed. In the rundown hope that he will hate me and also disgust me to stay away from him. But somehow she suddenly said she wanted to try dating me!"

Zale's face was funny, he was staring at his older brother who looked like a girl in love and couldn't help but laugh.

With a growl Fian pinched his waist furiously. Zale grimaced in pain and begged for forgiveness "Alright, sorry I won't tease you!"

After Fian's hand had slipped from his waist, Zale ruthlessly forgot the words he had just said and returned to teasing "Have you guys done it?"

"Zale! You-Stop being a pervert!" No longer able to resist the embarrassment of Fian hitting Zale a few times.

The silent garden became lively as the two brothers wrestled and joked. After a while they feel tired and quite. Fian stared at his watch and the darkening sky "Let's go home, you can't keep wearing a uniform!"

Zale silently looked at him for quite a long time before nodding and standing up from where he sat. He looked at Fian deeply and gave a light and quick hug.

"Sister, take it in to see me another time.." Zale smiled gently at Fian and continued saying "I want you to live happily. I will live happily too. So there is no need to blame yourself. I'm always happy with what I do!"

After saying that sentence, Zale turned around to leave his older brother behind. Fian stayed in place and called out Zale's name many times but the foolish sister did not turn her head and continued walking.

With an indescribable look on his face Alfian felt a hint of uneasy foreboding. He knew his brother would do something, he just hoped that whatever he would do would not hurt him.

Zale sat in the taxi saying nothing and just stared at the dark street behind the window. The taxi drove at a steady speed until it stopped once again in a large house.

With firm footsteps and a very serious face, Zale came out and walked over to his house.

Ignoring the waiter like before, he simply entered his father's study and stood before him.

Zale's own mother was no longer there and there was only his father.

His father was still there sitting quietly as before. His father's middle-aged and handsome face looked calm when he saw Zale's body standing right in front of him.

With a heavy voice Zale opened his lips "Let's make a pact!"

Zale's father just silently looked at him and waited for Zale's next sentence.

"I'll do what you want. I will be the heir to this family! I'll even go to the school you want and study hard. But.." Zale's tone of voice was a little hoarse as the last sentence came out of his lips, with a rough gulp of saliva he continued his words "I want you to leave Brother alone and no longer interfere with his life. And in the future I also want to determine who I want to have for my life!"

Father Zale's face looked a little soft, he looked at his son who could only play and was a fool that had now grown into a little adult.

With a firm nod his father approved of his words "If that's all, I agree! Let's do! We'll move you as soon as possible! Your Highness tomorrow you won't have to go to school!"

Zale did not refute but nodded slowly before walking away after listening to some of the words his father had said.

Zale's body collapsed on his bed, he opened his cell phone and stared at the beautiful face on the screen with tears flowing down.

"Arlana, I have to do this! To protect your sister, to be with you in the future without your father and mother's refusal... I must become strong, as strong as possible so that they cannot threaten me! I will miss you, miss you so much!"

Zale's body was coiled like a caterpillar on the bed, he hugged his cell phone and cried bitterly. So sad that it sounds painful and bitter.