
Naja still gasping so shame .. he is now drowning himself on the sofa where he sleeps. His face was hot on fire, I swear by anything.
Naja raised his face staring at the ceiling, “He must have thought that ‘kan ..?” Naja looked down again, his long hair again filling the side of his face. Naja's eye beads glance left and right alternately, “Ck ... Excel must have seen my hair ... That's why he was angry this morning!” batin Naja's. The girl's lips were blowing air so that her hair was swaying.
Just pick up the phone that is under his work papers. But once again his eyes were puffed up when he saw the glass table in front of him was already neat and clean. “Has she was angry .. her house I messed up .. Naja basic does not know himself,” Naja really wanted to cry because he failed in his first day in this house. Mischief, defusing the house, not making breakfast, and acting stupid with cheap things even though he accidentally.
"He was insinuating me with actions .. Gosh, why am I not sensitive?" Naja tapped her body on the back of the sofa, breathing her into the air. He recalled an Excel expression that was so upset and angry.
"Nr ...!" He moved quickly, clenched in his hands, "i better get my hair straightened and start to be more disciplined .. I don't want to lose to him." Naja took all his gear and held it to his chest. "but where am I going to put it? room's still in the key?" turning to the right and to the left, Naja finally knows where to store the equipment.
After storing all his belongings in the bottom drawer, Naja rushed to tidy up the sofa and washed the dishes and used glasses of breakfast. Then Naja immediately took a shower and left for the salon he had found through the application.
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The salon that is headed to Naja is in front of this housing complex, not too far away and can be reached on foot. Just so enjoy the atmosphere of housing that looks crowded in some places. Children play with their mothers or caregivers in a small park with a variety of games, such as slides, swings, seesaws, and a small fountain in the middle of the park. The salon was already visible from Naja's position now, but he had to stop when a white car blocked his way. Naja took a few steps back so that the car could enter freely—though without Naja stepping aside though, the road can still load two cars at once— but for a while, until a while, the car didn't move at all.
“Ai ...” exclaims Naja when he sees who comes out from behind the car glass that has just been lowered.
“Hai Na .. You stay here too?” ai's smile was perfect, the sad-eyed man looked thin and not very healthy.
Naja shook his head, he did not want to until Ai knew where he lived. “Ti-no .. a-I only visited my friend.”
“No taxi passes here .. I'd better take you home!” Ai got off the car, she approached Naja who retreated further.
“Stop there ...! Ai ... please stay away from me.. I am a married woman, we shouldn't be like this!” naja's voice was firm, but could not hide the shiver and shiver in her tone. And it could be captured clearly by Ai.
The corner of Ai's lips flashed a smile, “You changed too quickly, Na. Even your last hug still feels here! Is it by acting like that you can easily ask me to leave?” Ai still stuck her hand over the left chest, making Naja fixate there for a while. Naja's eye beads shook and felt hot.
“But this is not true, Ai .. anyone can misunderstand. I ... I don't want my husband to misunderstand me!” Naja rolled her gaze at Ai who was getting sadder. This man was so thin that even Naja clearly saw a black circle framing Ai's eyes.
“He will not misunderstand ... he knows clearly who I am ...!” Ai grabs Naja's wrist, but Naja holds her hand.
Ai is increasingly saddened by the soundless rejection from Naja. He immediately released his check. “Na .. I shouldn't have waited a month or a second that time. I ... I'm too confident with our relationship that remains intact even if we're not together for a year. Sorry Na .. sorry .. forgive me for ignoring our happiness too much.”
Only lowered his face, he could no longer stem the tears that had been scrambling to scatter. “I was wrong, Ai ..” said Naja Parau. “I couldn't convince your mom that I was the right woman for you. In fact I'm making you hurt like this now.”
“Na ... You did not hurt me at all, I ...,” Ai patted her chest. “I am the fool here ... as a man I cannot make the woman I love smile. But Na ... I promise, if there is a time later .. even if we are old .. even if it is the end of my breath .. even if it is only one second together, I will still wait for you, I will still wait for you, and I'm happy if that one second I pass with you.”
Naja gasped, he looked at Ai's wet eyes which showed no hesitation at all. “Do not say the impossible promise Ai .. it will only add to the wound. Look for your own happiness Ai .. we are not meant to be together.”
“Are you happy now?” Ai grabbed Naja's arm and placed Naja's small body in her focus. “If you're happy .. I can let you go. But I won't look for another happiness .. just watch you laugh .. that's enough.”
Ai let out her hand as Naja looked uneasy again. “Their eyes answer everything, Na... I'd better take you to your destination .. I don't mean anything. Just help!” a little pushy, but not make Naja just melt.
“I hope this is our last meeting, Ai .. goodbye.” Naja threw down Ai's hand check plan that was not too tight. Naja ran across the street, ignoring the tire squeaks and also the deafening horn.
“I don't think so, Na ..!” Ai immediately entered her car, ignoring some people who looked embarrassed to have witnessed the personal affairs of others.
“That's what you said you didn't love me anymore, Na ..?” Ai snorted her breath, she felt happy at least she was not mistaken if she wished more on the girl.
“You only hurt yourself when you avoid me by marrying another man. Even though you know each other .. I can't believe that I haven't seen it myself. I'm sure, you're just afraid I can't beat mama, aren't you?”
Ai stops her car in front of a sizable salon, where Naja hides herself. Ai patiently waited for a while until Naja had received service. Ai came down with a flared smile, she stepped up happily. Only Nana can make Ai's spirit grow again. Since learning Naja is married, Ai canceled her job abroad, then she applied for another company that was also no less promising than the previous company. TCorp, was the port of Ai for some time now. He also held a pretty good position. She is busy plotting to take Naja from her husband, who she knows will not be easy, because Ai knows who Naja's husband is.
“Mbak ... I am waiting for my girlfriend ...!” he said when a receptionist was about to greet him. Ai's finger hinted for the woman to be quiet and pointed at Naja who was talking to the salon worker. The woman understood and let Ai wait in the waiting room that had been provided.
Just unable to think clearly at this moment, a dense fog enveloped his brain and heart. As he desperately tries to forget Ai, but Ai appears with all the confidence he has. Without even saying a word, Naja knew Ai would not easily forget him. It was the opposite, but things were different for Naja, right now, she was trying to understand her husband. Which can be ascertained at any time, Naja will not be easily separated from it. Of course Naja chose to turn off his feelings for Ai rather than he had to sacrifice the feelings of his parents. I don't know, what that holds for Excel, considering that he immediately left last night with Micah as an excuse. Naja exhaled her breath which suddenly felt tight.
“Cut a boat Mbak,” said Naja while placing the phone in front of his face. He was annoyed by Excel's speech earlier, the basis of iron bars .. old and rusty, said Naja in the heart. His mood only got worse given Excel.
“Don't Mbak .. dear .. preferably in tidyhin!” The hairdresser's suggestion was staring at Naja through the reflection of a mirror.
“Terserah Mbak only, as long as not in botakin! Anyway I want my hair always neat every morning even though I wake up!” ketus Naja who makes the hairdresser laugh.
“Customized age only yes, Ma'am! For High School children it is complicated if the hair is long," the stylist spoke at length while starting to work.
Naja chuckled, "My mother is 24 years old, not SMA anymore ...!" annoyed with Naja while turning around, he put on an annoyed face that instead made him look cute.
"Oh .. sorry .. sorry, I don't know Ma'am." the stylist lowered his head and cupped his hands in front of his chest. However, he was not angry because Naja's face was even cute and adorable when angry. Also Naja's voice that sounded like he was just pretending to be angry.
A short tone signified the incoming message disperse Naja's irritation. He immediately opened a message that appeared to be from Sam.
"Na, to my place this afternoon, will you?" fill in the message immediately reply Naja with "Yes" only.
After a while, Naja was done with the hair business. He was about to pay but said one of the officials, the bill had been paid by the man who claimed to be Naja's lover. He looked in the direction the officer pointed.
"Ai ...?"
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