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The Lost Mind

Quarrels as usual between Keyno and Agnes. Those who initially were fine, even impressed to spread intimacy, in fact it was not like that. A relationship that looks solid on the outside but crumbles on the inside even though Keyno never accepts it. He loved Agnes, the woman who had just been slapped by Keyno for constantly cursing and cornering Keyno, imposing her will and threatening Keyno blatantly, not because Agnes did not care, but he wanted to know the extent of the love that Keyno always said, he wanted evidence that he believed to be true even though Keyno never changed his stance in the least.

"You'll never understand!" Agnes half-stomped, Staring at Keyno dislike with her hands shaking with her hands on the sofa.

"You know I'll never understand, but why do you always force me to understand?!" Keyno clutched both of Agnes' shoulders, staring at her so sharply that Agnes was completely cornered "Is it hard to live life without thinking about it?" He growled furiously. Keyno has said many times that he does not want to discuss this issue.

"What if I don't want to?" Agnes did not want to lose, "I do not want to follow the words of you who always consider me your woman, but you never consider my request" Agnes smiled obliquely, then said out loud "Say, say, what kind of love do you have for me?" he shouted with breath.

"You want me to fulfill your request?" keyno asked quietly but stressed "Then I lost you?" Keyno holds Agnes' chin "What kind of ridiculous request did you just say, Agnes?" keyno asked, his sharp gaze full of anger. "I've said it over and over again, I'll obey everything but one...." Keyno paused "Unless your ridiculous request" he continued.

"You're selfish key, Selfish!!" shouted Agnes.

"I don't care!!"

"Keyno, did you forget where I came from? You forgot who I am? you forgot all about me?" Agnes asked in a row with a slowly rising and growling voice.

"Yes, I forgot! Even I don't want to remember" Keyno replied, "You're for me and I'm for you, there's nothing more important than that" he said.

"You're Selfish!" Angry Agnes "Make me stop loving you!" Pinta Agnes "I hate you, very much!" His words resigned while wiping the falling tears. Agnes hopes for a miracle at this time, the angel of death takes her life, so she will not be trapped again in the circle of love that always makes her anxious.

"Nes, look at me!" Keyno rubbed Agnes' tears gently, apparently she began to worry about her Agnes who already looked sad, her lips pale and her hands were still trembling "I am indeed different from you, I am mortal not immortal like you. But why don't you ever think of making me immortal just like you?" tanyakanya.

"You wish Key too far, Don't ruin the natural order again, I'm enough to cross that line!" Agnes paused "Eternal life is only torture, not happiness as you imagine!" Sneakily.

"That's why you wanted to leave me?" ask again.

"I'm not leaving you, we can go together!"

"No" Hearing that, Keyno shook her head quickly. He hugged Agnes firmly while saying that he would never let her go at all times. He is trying, trying to balance himself like his Agnes, he is also trying to how to keep Agnes from leaving even though the effort does not know how.

"I'll forget this talk of ours, considering this debate never existed" Keyno said, peeping at Agnes' head, stroking and stroking her hair.

"Key... You need to know who you are"

The young man released a hug, looked at his Agnes while smiling like nothing happened "You're not tired of constantly fighting? we better go shopping, that's my promise this morning?" wheedled.

"Don't try to switch the conversation, Key!"

"Agnes, you like limited edition bags from the LV brand right? Ah, I ordered for you, but we have to pick her up" she said, smiling and landing a kiss on Agnes' cheek "I'll wait in the car in 10 minutes" she whispered.

Agnes no longer knew how to explain it to Keyno. He did not know what to say and how else to convey his clear desire about Keyno. The man was lying, from the look in his eyes he kept worrying about what Agnes said, but his obsession with Agnes, his love for Agnes made him chivalrous and as if there was nothing important other than his Agnes.

Now all Agnes could do was stare at the man's back, walk away from him, open the door and disappear with the door closed.

Agnes was transfixed, a feeling of indecision controlling her heart. Between staying or leaving, between deciding to hide or running away. In fact, he just didn't want Keyno to leave him, the young man, the man who loved Agnes with a deadly disease he never knew he had. Keyno experienced "Eternalist" pain or some kind of 'curse'. Of course all of that is due to the presence of Agnes in her life, another being who violates the boundary line order of man and his world. But what else? love makes it like this.

On the other hand, Agnes also wanted to live a normal life. Like humans in general, having a child with Keyno, a proof of real love, it's okay if he had to die after giving birth to the child as long as Keyno is spared from the 'curse' due to her love for humans. Is it not even? But this truth is what Keyno always rejects. He only lives by the time of the moment.

Agnes sighed, deciding to go along with Keyno's invitation, not caring about her reddened eyes and rubbing around her cheeks due to Keyno's slap earlier. He just took his bag and jacket and followed Keyno who was waiting in the car.

At a well-known purse brand outlet, Keyno gave the bag he had just meant, smiling kindly at the employee who served there. Not to forget they asked to take pictures and sign Keyno. As the top model today, of course people recognize Keyno easily, like this time. Keyno accidentally crosses paths with an elderly mother at the supermarket while accompanying Agnes choosing her daily needs.

"Sorry.."

"Yes?" Agnes answered with a friendly smile, accompanied by Keyno embracing Agnes' shoulder.

"Are you really Keyno Irawan who's always on TV?"

"Well, can I help you, ma'am?" Keyno replied no less friendly.

"My granddaughter idolizes you so much, can I ask for a photo and your autograph?"

"Surely can!" Keyno smiled, as the mother looked moved, old hands pulled a cell phone out of her bag and prepared to take pictures of Agnes and Keyno.

"What if a selfie of three?" Keyno gave advice and immediately took the mother's phone.

1 2 3 cheese!!!

Keyno then took a handkerchief in his pocket, then took the marker that is always stored in his bag, put a signature on the rectangular object and then handed it to the elderly mother. Agnes moved away first, she gave Keyno and her fans space to act, public figure! Agnes understood the Keyno profession.

"Thank you, Mr. Keyno!" she was happy to even look almost in tears with her hands trembling slightly to accept the gift.

"Greetings to your granddaughter, be careful when you go home" Keyno said, ending the conversation after Agnes bought other items to meet their food needs the next week.

"You can also be sweet" Agnes praised Keyno as she took a box of full cream milk in place.

"They're the ones who make me like this" Keyno replied humbly "After all, have I never been so sweet to you?" tanyakanya.

Agnes was grieving, again taking some dried cake from her place "You think slapping me is sweet?" Agnes said with annoyance "Berrengsek ya still jerk" he said.

Keyno laughed, Agnes' face looked more attractive if she was upset. Keyno embraces Agnes' waist and lands a kiss on Agnes's cheek, unconcerned with the people around her she continues to kiss Agnes until Agnes pushes Keyno a little rough.

"Key...! This is a public place!" sergeant.

"You think I care?" answer's indifferent.

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...Regardless of the bad I treat you, know that there is a heart and soul that is more broken when you leave it. - Keyno Irawan...