My Hand Line
Chapters. 4

it doesn't feel like a month Lisa's been working. And ever since then I've rarely met Lisa. I understand her busyness. And If the holiday Lisa Males really invited Out because they want to rest. I'm the one who always visits Lisa to her boarding house. I'll spend all day there. Because besides Lisa I don't have any other friends. There were friends at my school before, but I wasn't close to them.

as long as Lisa is busy Working I also have a new activity. Chat Ngalur snide with dedi. after so long we Chat I can not deny this heart feel comfortable with her. although Dedi never again expressed his feelings to me, but we were like lovers.

like this time he sent me a message just to ask me how I'm doing .

"hi ren, gi What? " Messages from the dedi

"More than think of you" I replied originally

"mmm.. It's worth my heart Keep pounding, it turns out there's a beautiful girl who's thinking of me" he replied

"right? maybe there's another girl who thinks of you. That's why your heart is beating "

"it's only you who can make my heart beat ren"

"your match" I said with an emoji of a sweet face

"can't believe? "

"no"

"yes if you don't believe me now I'm in your house. You cleave my chest, there's only your name" he replied again

"what a sich. not Funny to know".although actually my face flushed reading the message. Fortunately at this moment He is not beside me.

"he.. pisss"

"oh yeah ren, I hear Lisa's working now, huh? "Say tried to divert the conversation.

"he em" I answered briefly

"So you're lonely dong in living alone"

"he em" I replied again

"why don't you go to college at Ren. You can study at my campus, so we can meet every day. And you won't be lonely anymore"

"don't want ah, no one gets angry again if I'm Close to you"

"no one will be angry dear"

"What's? what did you call me?" .actually I'm glad I called you dear. But I Want to tease her as if I'm angry at the call.

"he.. I mean reni. don't get mad at me dong. anuratin nih fingers of My Hand that is ticking at will"

"Where? you want to go to college on my campus? " Task dedi again.

"i thought I used to"

"hmm.. well "dedi replied to my message with a sad emoji.

"ren, I still have another lecture.we will continue later" added.

"OK. happy learning yes" I replied

"Thank you "

I smile at my own smile remembering our conversation earlier. But something stuck in my mind. What if Lisa knew I was close to Dedi? I'm afraid Lisa likes dedi too. And I'm afraid that it would ruin our friendship. I was too busy with my own thoughts, until I didn't realize that my mom was sitting next to me

"mama's son why? How does it seem like someone is thinking? dong story Same mom. Who knows if Mom can help".

I was shocked to realize the existence of mama. Since When was mama here huh? I thought in my heart.

"i don't think what Kok ma is" I replied as I scratched my actual scratching of my head that wasn't itchy.

"that's it" replied the mother who seemed still curious about my answer.

"Ma.. "

"yes baby"

"reni Wants to go to college"

"didn't Mom hear me wrong? " my mom looked at me with a happy face

"mama." I replied with an annoyed face at my mother's reply.

"honey, mom is so happy to hear you want to go to college. Papa will also be happy to hear it. Can you tell why you changed your mind? " mama looked back at me with the gaze of a loving mother.

"now Lisa is working.while Reni has not yet got a job call.reni Bored At home ma" I replied.

"Alhamdulillah "

"keep going when are you planning to go to college, baby? "Ask mama again

"so soon ma" I answered briefly

"Have then.you continued to daydream, mama would help bibik In the kitchen First yes" answered mama with a smile that said.

"mama what the hell. Who is daydreaming" I replied with an annoyed face. But my mom went to the kitchen. And after the death of my mother I came back with my own thoughts. I've decided to tell Lisa everything. All this time there was nothing I hid from Lisa. and vice versa. we always tell everything we feel. I'll tell Lisa if I want to go to college. I'm sure Lisa wouldn't mind. And I'll also tell you about my closeness to the dedi. but will Lisa be happy to hear it ? what if Lisa gets angry because she also likes dedi? what am I supposed to do? should I sacrifice my feelings that have started to like dedi? or is my friendship already established from school?

"aaakkhhrrg" I scrambled Random my hair. I was really confused. had to how.finally I decided to go to the room and slammed my body in the bed.

today is Sunday as usual I'll visit my best friend Lisa. That morning I'm ready to go. before I get to know Lisa's boarding house I'll drop by to buy supplies that we will enjoy throughout the day.

"bik, where's mommy? " my question is because I don't see mom and dad

"master Dan madam seems to be still inside the non room" said the aunt who also had not seen the whereabouts of master Dan her mistress.

"oooh"

"yes already make it, later If mom papa nanya said if I meet Lisa yes" I said.

"good non. kind heart on the road yes non"

"Thank you bik" I replied as I walked away.

after buying food and drinks for me and Lisa, I drove my car to Lisa's boarding house.My heart kept pounding at the thought of Lisa's reaction if I knew my relationship with Dedi. And I kept thinking of putting words together to convey them to Lisa. Without me realizing I've reached my destination. A long time ago I was silent at home in the car arranging my anxious heart. Until Arrived My phone Sounds.

"hello" I said after I saw Who called me. Luckily I was still in the car I thought.

"Why Ren? " if you're not busy anymore I'd like to take you out" said the person across the phone.

"Sorry ded, I can't seem to be today"

"why? have you made any promises to the others? " Tanya with a sad tone mixed in disappointment

"Today I'd like to meet Lisa. You'll know for yourself If Lisa is working now. I can only meet with Him on Holidays only. this is also me in front of Lisa's boarding house" I tried to explain so that dedi did not misunderstand.

"Ooohh, "that's the only answer I got.

"But just calm down, from Tomorrow I'll keep bothering you all day" I said

"you mean? "

"I've decided to go to college. And I have also enrolled at the Same Campus as you. That means you must be Ready to be disturbed by my presence".I replied with Hope to be able to slightly treat his disappointment of not being able to meet me today.

"really?" Ask her enthusiastically.

"he em" I answered briefly

"do you mind? " tanyaku pura Angry.

"of course I'll be very happy. That means I can look at you as much as I can every day" he replied with a laugh .

"ded, may I ask you a question? "

"certain"

"during our school first, do you think Lisa had any special feelings for you? "

"why are you asking like that? "

"i feel like Lisa likes you"

"You mean? " dedi asked as if she did not understand

"every time you join me and Lisa, I see Lisa always stealing eyes from you. He Like Want to seek your attention. Did you not notice it? "

"sometimes I think Lisa likes me too. But I never got dizzy. Lisa's your best friend and she knows that my heart is only for you"

"But what if Lisa really loves you" I asked again

"what is it how? "

"i've never hidden anything from my best friend. Today I want to say about my closeness to her, but I'm afraid that Lisa will hate me because Lisa loves you too. I Can't If I have to lose my best friend "I said with a sad Tone

"Does that mean you'd rather lose me? " Tanya dedi with a flat Tone

" why are you asking like that. I need answers not questions" I said annoyed

"ren, I know this might be hard for you, but I'm sure if Lisa really thinks of you as her best friend, she'll always support her best friend." I'm just silently listening to the Word Dedi.

"maybe you haven't been able to accept me yet, And Lisa hoped to replace your Name In my heart, but right now you've opened your heart to me, and Lisa knows from the past In my heart there's only Your Name. So Lisa has no reason to be angry with you. "dedi tried to calm you down.

"hmm. I see" that's all I can say.

" well, you better get out of the car now and meet your best friend, or else I'm going to Sana and kidnap you" said Dedi trying to find Susana .

"that's what you want" I said

"Udah Sana. See you tomorrow my girl"

"mmm.. "

"he.. send my regards to Lisa yes. May she always be successful"

"close the phone ded, how can I meet Lisa if you keep talking" I said pura angrily.

"Every Miss is beautiful. Remember yes I love you and will always love you" .not yet I reply said he said Dedi Already disconnected our phone. And I can only smile at myself.

all right, now I'm ready. I have to say everything to Lisa. Whatever happens will convince you later. I said in my heart.reeni spirit.