
" Our son ....Our kids....Why should he leave us...Huuu..huu.." said Armell in tears.
Seno further tightened her embrace while kissing the top of the old Armell's head.
" I am a stupid mother...I didn't even know our son was in my womb....What kind of mother am I????? " cried Armell.
" Babies....." Seno was confused as to what to say. He also felt very guilty. He also did not know about his son's whereabouts. He had even augmented his wife's thoughts with his accusations and rant.
" Why did God take him? God doesn't trust us to keep his tits... God took it again. That's because I'm a bad mother...I'm a bad mother." she yelled while lapping her own body. Armell wanted to punish herself for abandoning her future baby.
" Babies.....Baby, don't be like this" Seno said, stopping Armell's hand from beating her body.
" I'm guilty of. I can't take care of our son...Huu....Huu....I let the man punch and kick me in the stomach...I know, this must be because of what happened back then. That man has made me lose my son....A child I didn't even know existed yet " cried Armell. He's upset. He hated Robert even more.
" Baby, relax....Please baby, you calm down...Don't be like this. Don't hurt yourself like this" Seno said, still calming his wife.
" I'm sorry, mas. I made our son not survive. I'm not a wife. I don't deserve to be your wife" said Armell.
" Don't talk like that, baby. Please, I love you. Until whenever I will still love you, " said Seno.
" But I killed our son...I caused him to die. Even his heart had not yet been able to beat. Papa same mama you must also be very disappointed with me. I can't keep their granddaughter. "screeched Armell back still with tears in her eyes.
Seno moved. He sat in front of Armell. He cupped Armell's face.
" Look at me baby. No one is disappointed with you. Papa same mom too. All is God's will. For God, maybe we haven't been able to keep the title. I'm sure baby, one day God will give us trust again. You will definitely get pregnant again " Seno said at length while looking deeply into Armell's eyes.
" I don't deserve to be your wife. I'm not a perfect woman. " Armell was still muddled with his opinion.
" I'm going. I don't deserve to be here" Armell added. Now he's trying to take off the hose of the infusion.
" armells! What the hell are you doing? " seno shouted while holding Armell's hands back.
" I'm going, mas. I'm gonna go....I'm an evil mother." cried Armell. Armell's hands are put on the infusion to bleed.
" Baby, you calm down. Please. "pinta Seno.
" Go you mas. GO!!!!" armell screeched as she muttered to release her hand from Seno's grasp. But Seno did not let him.
" I'm going to catch up with my son. You let me go. Release me!!!!" his yell.
" lt....Papa.." cried Seno calling his papa.
Mr. Adiguna went straight into the room in a hurry. Not yet had Mr. Adiguna asked, Seno had asked him for help.
Mr. Adiguna saw his favorite son-in-law his heart also hurt. He went back out and called the nurse. Madame Ruth and Armell's mother immediately walked into the room.
Arriving inside the room, they immediately smothered his mouth to see the condition of Armell that was so messy and blood flowing in his hands. Seno was holding both hands of Armell.
Shortly afterwards, Mr. Adiguna comes back with doctor Ratna and a nurse.
" Doctor, please my wife." Pinta Seno.
Doctor Ratna and the nurse immediately approached Seno and Armell. Doctor Ratna was also surprised to see the condition of his patients. Earlier this morning as he broke the news, Armell looked calm. He had not expected that Armell would become like this.
Doctor Ratna immediately injected a sedative in the Armell infusion tube. After a while, Armell looked increasingly limp. And finally he fell asleep. When Armell had closed his eyes, Seno had just released Armell's hand. Now he's helping to break Armell's body.
Doctor Ratna immediately confirmed the infusion tube that was on Armell's hand. After the hose was properly re-attached and blood was no longer coming out of Armell's hands, Dr Ratna and the nurse immediately withdrew.
After the death of the doctor and nurse, Seno sat in a chair next to Armell's bed. He supported his head with both hands on his forehead. He lowered. His heart was getting sore to see his wife's condition.
Mr. Adiguna approached, he patted Seno on the shoulder. " You are strong. You must be a force for your wife "she knows her son is crying right now. From outside the room, he also heard everything that his son-in-law said.
" El couldn't bear to see Armell like that again. El's heart ached pa. "said Seno lirih.
" You are patient. We're gonna do everything we can to get Lusi back to where he used to be. Let him calm down first. Once he calms down, we'll talk to him slowly. Now, we have to give him some spirit and attention. Do not let him still think that we are disappointed in him. We tell her slowly, that she can still be pregnant again. He can still have his own baby ", said Mr. Adiguna.
Seno nodded after hearing his papa's words. He looked in silence at Armell's face. Then stroked her hair. Swiping his cheek.
The clock kept turning. The night has returned to greet. Armell was still reluctant to open her eyes. He is still engrossed in his world in dreamland. Seno has even seen a doctor asking why his wife is still not awake.
When the doctor examined him, the doctor saw nothing unusual. According to him, it was Armell's unconscious will that was reluctant to wake up.
Because it was night, Seno asked his father, mother, and mother and sister-in-law to come home and come back tomorrow.
Seno is now waiting for his wife alone. He was getting ready if Armell suddenly woke up and revolted like that. Ratna's doctor also suggested that Seno ask the help of psychologists to treat Armell's psychiatric so that his sadness and guilt do not drag on.
While waiting for his wife, Seno makes a call to Bryan. He asks Bryan for his opinion on the advice of doctor Ratna. And Bryan said there was no harm in trying. He also recommended the best psychologist at the hospital.
Until eleven p.m., Armell still had not opened his eyes. Finally Seno decided to go up to the bed and lay down her body beside Armell. He's tired too. Not because of the job that made him tired. But his heart made him tired. He slept sideways as he wrapped his hands around Armell's stomach. Then he immediately followed Armell to dreamland.
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Guys, author sempet²tin wrote one more episode...Hope you are not disappointed...Tomorrow we will continue again ..