My Handsome Sexy Widower
JMC PART 16 - THE DEPARTURE OF LILY
Today Lily was taken to the hospital, she's bleeding. After almost a few hours, the doctors who were treating him immediately came out and told Ryan. Lily had to lose a fetus in her stomach, caused by excessive stress, especially yesterday she had met Darren. Ryan then saw her quarrel with Darren and took her to the hospital.
Cklek Ryan walked into Lily's nursery, noticing Lily's blank look. The man walked towards her until he stood in front of Lily. She held Lily's hand gently as she said. "You're patient Ly, you have to stay strong" Ryan said.
Ryan carried Lily into his arms, he felt sorry for the woman in his arms at this moment. Lily was silent, the woman was still shocked by what had happened to her. "I failed to keep my fetus Ryan, I failed. " muttered Lily with a tone of regret.
"Sut calm Ly, you have to let go and move on with your life. "
Two months later
Lily has forgotten what happened yesterday, now the woman is playing with Alana at Ryan's house. The laughter of the two sounded, Ryan who came immediately gave a smile.
"Mother, when did you marry papa? " said Alana.
"Eh em that. " Lily was perplexed by the answer she had to give the sweet boy. Yes Alana now called Lily by the name of mother, Meiralah who told her so that Lily could not refuse. The woman glanced at Ryan who was now smiling sideways at her.
"Dear Alana, you're getting married to your dad next month" Ryan said.
Lily immediately glared at him, Ryan chuckled at his reaction.
"Yeay, is it true mother? "
"Huum darling. " Alana prancing, the sweet girl ran to her room, leaving behind two adults who were now going to fight eheheh's mouth..
"Why did Ryan talk like that, you seemed to give hope to Alana who would later hurt her heart" protested Lily.
"Aren't you going to marry you Ly? "
"No, I don't want to be lied to by men, and you know what my reasons are. " Ryan breathed a heavy sigh, his face looked disappointed that Lily realized of course.
"I used to be Lily's jerk and I know my past is so cruel, I tried to be better for Alana and YOU" he concluded. Ryan falls in love with Lily who has been gentle with him and Alana, knowing that Lily is so affectionate with her daughter.
She doesn't care about Lily's past, because she also has a more terrible past.
"I'm sorry I can't, I don't deserve you" Lily said in her voice.
Ryan grabbed Lily's chin, staring fixedly at the woman of his tribe. "I'm so real to you Ly, if I play you, you can stab me with a knife. "
Lily smothered Ryan's mouth, she didn't want to hear Ryan's words so piercing her heart. Ryan smiled slightly, the man peeked at Lily's palm, making Lily pull her hand fast.
"But I'm not a holy woman anymore. "
"I don't care, I want to marry you because I'm in love with you, not because of your chastity" Ryan said.
Lily was so moved to hear it, she felt the earnestness Ryan had seen from the two dark beads of the man. But quickly turning his face away, he should not just melt.
"Alright I'm not going to force you Lily, but what about Alana, she's really hoping for a lot of you" Ryan said.
"Here you go, forget what I said. " Ryan got up, passed away leaving Lily alone.
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The three of them dinner together. Lily seemed silent listening to the chatter of a pair of fathers and children. I don't know what he's thinking at the moment, plus Ryan's attitude is now cold to him, talking as necessary when they are just the two of them.
"I've been too much trouble for Ryan all this time, do I just go from here tomorrow. "inner Lily.
"Turn Alana to the mas room, let me do it. " Ryan went to take her daughter without saying anything. Lily took a slow breath, immediately washing her dishes in the kitchen, after which went to her room. The woman immediately rested after packing.
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Early morning blind Meira and Aiden come, pick up the little guy and take him on a picnic. Alana had said goodbye to her mother and father, it became an opportunity for Lily to leave. The woman pulled her suitcase and hurried down the stairs.
"wait. "
Lily's steps came to a halt, Ryan walked towards her with his casual appearance. The man seemed to hold back his anger seeing Lily who was carrying his suitcase. "You're going, aren't you? "
"Yes. "
"After you give me and Alana the attention that grows in my heart, you want to go Lily." growled Ryan.
"I'm sorry!
Ryan tightly blocked Lily's hand, making the woman grimace. "Mas, it hurts to let go of my hand. "
The man let go of his hand, his face still looked so angry and disappointed in Lily. Lily also felt the pain of seeing Ryan who was so frustrated, undeniably he had fallen on his charms. But he chose to lie, he did not want to trouble Ryan again after all this time the man helped him rise from the slump.
"If that's your decision, then go! Ryan's face was flat and cold, staring at Lily.
"I go mas, take care of yourself and Alana is good. " Lily turned around, moving her legs out of Ryan's mansion. Ryan stared at her disappearance silently, not intending to prevent Lily's departure.
"****. " Ryan ran outside, too late the taxi Lily was riding had darted away. He clenched his hands, punching the door behind him.
"Why don't you think about Alana's feelings, Lily. Ryan couldn't imagine, what if his little princess knew that his dear mother was leaving. Thinking about it, made his chest feel pain and tightness.
Again he failed to realize the wishes of his little princess, he did not deserve to be called papa by Alana. The man went back inside, with Ryan's shaky steps walking towards the top floor.
Now Lily is in a house located on the edge of the city, she looks down at the picture of Alana who is in her grasp. "Sorry dear mother, you left without your permission. Mother very dear to Alana, mother hope Alana happy with papa. "
Lily's chest was so tight at the thought of the little girl who was considered like her own daughter.
Alanalah had been his solicitor when he was in a slump, some time ago. This decision is tough, but he has to choose it because if he accepts Ryan, I'm sure there will be a lot of people who will take Ryan down. He couldn't possibly let that happen, let alone how Ryan's parents looked at him.
"I'm sorry Ryan, you can hate me for the rest of your life after it's happy even without me" Lily mumbled softly.
tbc