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Hijrahku chapter 05.Because There Wants to

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"This episode I want to tell you how I sought and pursued His direction. It's not easy it takes years, incredible patience. Can I get it ??"

Sofiya, has harbored feelings for Ridho because at this time he is only focused on his religion to want to deepen, and wants to turn his dark period into a golden period. Sofiya at that time only wrote a diary if something happened to her.

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Makassar, November 28, 2012

Dear Diary's..

I want to forget Ridho, I want to change and I want to be loved by God. I want my story to be like that of Joseph and Zulaika. Zulaika pursued Joseph's Love but God kept him away. And when Zulaika pursued the Love of Allah, Allah brought the Prophet Joseph close to him, until they were married and lived happily.

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And after that Sophiyah took her Truth and her Mukenah to prostrate to Him and pray for guidance, because of Sofiyah's feelings deepened to Ridho but he also felt that he did not want to forget the feeling of Allah Subhanahu wa ta'ala.

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And Sophiyah also got a bright spot a few days later, and the answer was that God kept them both close. Sofiyah also felt worried, why continue to be approached. Everywhere there must be something to do with Ridho, and Sofiyah prayed in her heart "Yes Allaah, why has Ridho not been lost from my life when I want to forget it because my priority at this time is only You O Allah" said Sofiyah in her heart.

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Day after day passed, Sofiyah graduated from her Smk, and Sofiyah had never remembered about Ridho again because Ridho went sailing so Ridho was rarely active in Sosmed.

On graduation day

"Alhamdulillah has graduated mki about mauko college where Sofiya?" Ask Tita

"Let's mauko where, hopefully not far2 jki all lectures so easy to gather." Exquisite Exquisite

"Sofiyah Tawwa graduated mi in Unhas gaes majoring in English Literature, wait for it to be announced by the secretary" Reply Aisyah

"Yes thank God graduated in Unhas ka, his fortune there. Even though that's not what I want." Answer Sofiyah

"Woi, after this photo studio ki nah. Mumpung present all ki weh, rarity2." Inspire by cutting off the conversation of all of us

"Husssh.. silent, maumi the announcement that passed at PTN sits mi." Indar

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A few days after Sofiyah's graduation day, and sofiyah posted photos of her graduation along with her themes. Something made Sofiyah startled and silent. Because there was a comment from Ridho, which he has now forgotten but is present again.

"Alhamdulillah tawwa passmi congratulations well" wrote Ridho's comment in Sofiyah's post

But sofiyah did not dare to reply to her comments fearing her feelings would grow again. Ahead of 3 days new sofiyah reply

"Yes thank you" replied Sofiyah.

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Sofiyah was confused and worried, she really wanted to find guidance by not remembering the Ridho almost extinct with the presence of Ridho again. While Sofiya said in his heart "Yes Allah really wants to change, you are pursuing the direction that has been long agoika, do not want if the direction is further with the presence of Ridho back. I beg Ya Allaah." Turning his eyes up.

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Some say the guidance comes alone, but for me it must be pursued. Because the direction is every day with us only we are not sensitive to its existence

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Syukron Jazakumullahu Khoir who has read my work and likes my work. I hope the author can continue it to the end. Aamiin please pray