My Hottest Man's
Chapters 12. My Dignity

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Love ..., gives birth to beauty at one time and kills at another.

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“Love, has Cheryl slept?”

“Ya.”

“What is his sleep good?”

“Ya, of course,” sahut asked. “I held it until sound.”

“Yes God, I can't make it through this.” Loud voice, complaining to other women who move agile to and fro. If their clothes were the same, it wouldn't make a difference. Apple tubs are split in two, the composition and shape are similar, it is difficult to distinguish the two even by the people of the same roof except their parents. By Cheryl, the tiny baby, both are equally called Mommy although Bellova believes for Cheryl there is only one person.

Bellova arranged the flowers on the table while hearing her brother complain. They're gonna start dinner. He then brought potato souflle, rice and radishes. Baked codfish with thickened eggs that look really good.

“Stop drinking alcohol and take care of Cheryl properly!” reprimand Bellova sharp.

Although twins, both live in different worlds. Belliza has always been glamorous, having fun at various fashion week events and endless parties. Bellova was surrounded by calm and peace with the children at school. Apart from the different worlds, both are endowed with God of similar talents and talents. They love art, love to create silhouettes on work and are good at beautifying the look. Both are also one taste about fashion, love pigments and the same color. They had a lucky tattoo of "Hakuna matata" on top of the kidney and two tribal letters of "BL" on the appendix, so Belliza and Bellova looked like one.

“Until when will you do this?"

Belliza tortures herself in endless regret, for stealing Oskan Devano. Cheryl's birth did not make her happy and did not have milk to breastfeed Cheryl, making Belliza more depressed. On accident, when Bellova dated Oskan, Belliza had the same feeling but not expressed, then accidentally stuck with Oskan. Bellova remembers that day, she couldn't come to their date. So, he forced Belliza to replace him and unexpectedly Belliza who had just returned from a party, was drunk and slept with Oskan. Belliza then gave birth to Cheryl, things getting messy.

“Oskan Devano will get fed up with your attitude one time if you keep looking lousy!"

Bellova looked closely at her sister.

“All this has started. I still like being pissed for stealing Oskan from you."

"It's destiny."

Belliza met Oskan and fell in love with the man after replacing Bellova who was having many other affairs.

They have to stop exchanging positions or they will continue to be in trouble.

"Will have an affair with a woman."

Bellova stopped moving, glaring at Belliza as if her older sister was making it up.

“APA?!”

“Oskan Devano with other women these few months.”

“You sure?”Bellova's lips widened completely, expressively very surprised and did not believe Oskan would have a wild relationship.

Belliza replied to Bellova with a big laugh.

“Beauty and love, don't guarantee your husband doesn't look at other women. If, Oskan married you probably wouldn't be like this.”

"Stop looking back, brother!"

"I have no future. It hurts because I stole Oskan from my brother and this man can't love me."

"Come, Brother. Our lives, though random, occur because they are written so. Oskan is nothing to me" Bellova said. “Are you sure Oskan cheated? I can't believe Oskan would.”

"I followed him and was very hurt." Roaring.“You know what that means? Oskan Devano will leave me!”

“Why wait for Oskan leave you?” asked Bellova astonished. “Close with me and let her be with that woman.”

“I love Oskan!” exclaimed Belliza prefers to get carrot juice rather than delicious food in front of her. He stirred in a glass using a teaspoon hard enough. The clang filled the silence. "I love him more than myself."

Here lies the problem.

“He doesn't deserve your love! Leave Oskan. Can't we live with Cheryl?”

“I don't want Cheryl without dad.”

Bellova took a strong breath, feeling the suffering of Belliza. Of course, they are siblings of one placenta, identical twins. They have shared their feelings, love hurts too. Things the world doesn't understand from twins like them.

“So this is why you drink more and more?"

"I don't know how to handle the problems in my heart. Drink help me relax."

"Listen, Belliza, rest assured there will be no parting. You and Oskan, you're both legally married and Cheryl's. Stop drinking, organize your life and be strong! I can't keep skipping school and replacing you with a client. Imagine having to come back every weekend? I'll be kicked out of school. Besides I'm not as smart as you in dealing with the problem, Belliza Damier.”

“You can be a designer."

"I love being a teacher."

"I can't stand it, Love. I love my husband. How could he have cheated on her? I can't believe that woman sold her body to my husband. Oh my God, what is my sin? You know him? Helena Alvaro?”

“Helena Alvaro?”

"Jal*** it's named Helena Alvaro. You don't know him? You and him, one high school in High School?"

Of course Bellova knew, Helena was her classmate in High School. Bellova lives in Santa Cruz while Belliza lives with their parents in Corvo, because despite the twins, the two are always sickly together. Their parents then drove Bellova to their grandparents' home in Santa Cruz, where she was educated. Nevertheless, they were both called Miss Damier, including their younger sister; bellinda.

"Yes, I know him, though I have never known him closely."

"I wanted to strangle him to death. I tried so hard for Oskan to fall in love with me, but Helena only needed one smile to get rid of me.”

Bellova came to her twin sister who had been blessed earlier, holding Belliza's arm strong and piercing her bead sharp.

“Belliza Driely?! What did I just hear about this? You crazy? Don't try to touch Helena! I'll find a way to keep Helena from bothering you again.”

"I went to see Hellena asking her to stop bothering Oskan. However, Hellena said that Oskan loved her very much and waited for the right time to part with me."

“I'll talk to Helena's family. Helena Alvaro's two older brothers have high self-esteem and dignity. I'm sure they will definitely help you act to prohibit her sister from meeting Oskan.”

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"When did my daughter wake up, Bellova?"

Madame Damier, caressing the beautiful face before her.

"I don't understand, Mom."

"Can't you feel Belliza in your heart?"

"Mom, Belliza's gonna wake up."

Dona Maris, the Doctor who handled Belliza, let out a long sigh.

"Bellova, let's talk outside."

Bellova nodded and followed Dona

"How's Belliza doing?"

Bellova was about to board a plane back to Santa Cruz when Dona called that Belliza was giving signs of awakening.

"It's good news, we stopped giving Belliza heart-assist drugs. Belliza also responds to the environment."

"I will wait patiently. Will Belliza ever get back to normal? Oh, my God, this is driving me crazy."

"Some miracles happen in coma patients. I can't make sure Belliza's fully recovered without a disability. We'll see the progress. Belliza may need further treatment."

"Whatever Dona's best for my brother."

"Em, I want to tell you something, Love," said Dona, seemingly thinking a few seconds later.

"Yes?"

"This man ..., still frequently requests access to visit Belliza."

"Sir Lucio Eraldo Vargas?!" guess Bellova.

Mr. Vargas was the man who first brought Belliza to the hospital when Belliza collapsed. Bellova has not met Mr. Vargas.

"I'm not sure I'm letting strangers see my brother, even if I need to thank him."

"I said the same thing" nodded Donna. "But he wants to know Belliza."

"Tell him Belliza's fine."

"OKs. Take your mother home before Madame Damier talks no-no to Belliza. Despite falling asleep, Belliza can hear our conversation."

"You're right, Donna. I'll be back later."

Bellova walked into the room while Lady Damier mourned Belliza.

"Wake, sweetheart. Have Cheryl. What did Oskan Devano do to my daughter? While my daughter sleeps well, she's hamili another woman. Oh my God, what a pity my daughter's fate."

"Mom?! Whatisthis? Don't talk no to Belliza. Let's go home and take care of Cheryl."

Bellova half-dragged Lady Damier out of Belliza's room.

"I want to be with my daughter, Love."

They passed through a quiet and sterile corridor. Exit the room of the coma patient. Washing hands, changing clothes, wearing glasses and masks and waiting in front of the elevator.

The elevator doors opened, a hospital attendant dressed in hazmat suit complete with glasses and a mask, pushing a trolley containing many medical supplies that Bellova did not understand. Maybe a lab worker. The man greeted Bellova with a nod.

"Oh my God," lamented Mrs Damier almost falling in the elevator when she remembered Belliza's condition. The man reflexively moved towards Madame Damier and propped up the woman.

"Be careful Madam!"

"Thank you for your help, Sir."

Nodded.

"Mom, stop crying. Oh, my God, I can be sick." Bellova hugged Madame Damier who stopped sobbing.

"Your birthday is a few days away and I can't afford to have to carry a birthday cake here."

The elevator door closed. Trolley driven slowly and smooth. Towards the patient room. Stop in Belliza's room. Get inside. Copyrighted. Approach Belliza. Carefully wear an ear phone and play a sad song.

Hey .., dime a donde vas y si

sabes tu destino

Hey ..., tell me where you're going and if you know your purpose?

Hey .., donde dejaras tus escondidos

Hey ..., where are you going to keep your hidden dreams?

Mira que la luna nos

Look at the moon leaving us

the illuminados bien de cerca

Beautiful light up close

y a pesar de aquel

And regardless of that, goodbye

mi puerta siempre estuvo abierta

My door is always open

como antes

Just like before

Ayer caias en mi corazon

Yesterday you were right in my heart

y te escondiste en un rincon

And you're hiding in the corner

del otro lado's

On the other side

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