MY HUSBAND IS MENTALLY DISABLED
Chapters.7. Death Warning

"Sister everything to me. The older brother doubles as my mother and also my father" Abian begins to pour out his heart.

"Dad? doesn't Abian have a father? mr. Suban is not your father?" ask Dr. Yasmar.

Suban swallowed his saliva. It was as if the man knew what Abian would say next.

"No. He's not my father. He's the modern day Hitller. He's a Pharaoh, I hate him so much. Because she's brother ended her life. Hicks...."

Doctor Yasmar glanced at Suban who was downcast while shedding tears.

"Abianamazon. If your father scolds you often, it doesn't mean he doesn't love you. There must be a reason" Yasmar began to include positive words to suppress the emotional in Abian.

"There is no excuse for someone who is cruel and always doctrines his child to be a great person, smart person, and proud. Not all kids can do it, not all kids are smart. Why force the will on the child, if the child is not able,"

"When all the kids are playing. My brother and I were forced to study continuously. No day without learning. Even my sister and I never had any friends outside the house other than friends who met at school. At home, brother Ardan was my friend. He was so kind and loved me. Without him, I have no one. I want to end my life, so I can see my sister again,"

"But the letter you left me was always a barrier to meeting her,"

"Letter? what's the contents of the letter?" ask Dr. Yasmar.

"Sister said never do anything like he did. He also said he'd only be gone for a little while, and he'd be back someday. But I don't understand, why brother also said, I have to take good care of that cruel man. I was forced to promise, so that I wouldn't leave that man alone. Doesn't brother know? I hate that man so much, I want to kill him,"

"Abian listen!" doctor Yasmar began to take control, as he could see the emotions Abian was showing were getting out of control.

"Sometimes what we think is good is not necessarily good. And vice versa. What we value is bad, but it's not bad at all. Maybe your father's way of educating you guys is wrong, but trust me. Everything he did was for the good of all of you" said Dr Yasmar.

"But because of his kindness, I lost my brother" Abian said.

"It looks like the inner wound that this child is experiencing is very deep. His personality is also very strong. Even under the influence of hypnotherapy, as if it could not enter the positive things in his mind," the inner doctor.

"Alright Abian. We'll make it through here first huh! now you can wake up from your sleep" said Dr. Yasmar.

Suban hurried to wipe away his tears. The man also wiped away the rest of Abian's tears that were still flowing on his cheeks. Dr. Yasmar then gave the Nurse the code to take Abian to the waiting room. Suban was left to stay, because he wanted to talk to the man.

"What actually happened sir? if what Abian says is true, you can deal with the law. I have done the discussion, the exploitation, the children. Even my father was persecuting children. All of that is already regulated in child protection laws," said Dr. Yasmar.

"I admit the way I educate children is hard Doc. But I want my son not to be a fool like me. I don't want my son to be underestimated by people, and be a successful person. What is my day, doc, I'm taking care of the child alone. Their mother had gone somewhere, it was because I was stupid and had no wealth. I don't want my son to suffer the same fate" Suban said.

"Whatever the reason, it's not allowed at all sir. I might be able to keep my mouth shut, because Abian is just under your care. But if this happens again, of course I will not remain silent" said Yasmar doctor.

"I recommend doing therapy on Abian a week as much as 2 times. Because if it is not done, he will get worse in his inner wounds," continued Dr. Yasmar.

"Good doc. Guess what my son can go back to normal?" ask Suban.

"Depends on Abian's will. If he felt more comfortable in his current world, then it would be difficult to make him return. It's hard, but if we don't try, we won't know the result, will we?" said Dr. Yasmar.

"Do whatever doc. Do whatever it takes to get my son back to the way he was" Suban said.

"Surely." Answer doctor.

Since then Abian did therapy repeatedly but still did not produce results. Even Abian did things impulsively, by destroying all the items in his house.

"Sorry, Suban. It is with a heavy heart that I have to say that Abian has a psychiatric disorder. Abian can not be on one roof with you, because in his subconscious has been doctored that you are the cause of his brother's death. I'm afraid he could hurt you at any time. He must be treated sir" said Yasmar.

"Yes-So...."

"Yes sir. For safety reasons, Abian had to be admitted to a mental hospital. Fear he not only hurt you, but also hurt neighbors around. It's very dangerous" Yasmar said.

Suban leaned limp in the chair he was sitting in. He was very heavy to take Abian off, because he did not want to live alone.

"Will he recover someday, Doc?" ask Suban.

"We will do our best sir. We just pray, hopefully the father will recover quickly. If you agree Abian is treated here, please sign this letter, "doctor Yasmar said.

Suban finally obeyed what the doctor said. To Suban Abian was his precious treasure. Money without children, of course, all that means nothing to Suban.

*****

"It's been 12 years! is brother okay there? today exactly 12 years old brother died, at that time I forgot to tell you that the evil man was married again 7 years ago. Married a 20-year-old woman. Until we have one sweet little sister. But brother, even though 12 years have passed, I still cannot forgive him. Even though she has another child, but I want to keep her haunted by guilt,"

"Oh yeah. In memory of my brother's death, I always share ice cream and fried food with all the children I meet. Now I have everything, but I'm not happy at all. Brother knows why? it's because I didn't enjoy it with you" Abian's tears spilled again, even though Ardan's death had been gone for 12 years.

"I'm going, brother. Usually the person will come to the hospital, every anniversary date of the death of the brother. I have to go back there, to make him lament his sins" Abian said.

Abian then put on her sunglasses, and left her sister's belly button.