My husband is not for me

My husband is not for me
Chapter 38 Not Admitted


"You're finally home too, baby. Mama is very worried about you dear," said Ms. Arsy hugs Maira who just got home.


Maira tried to fall in front of her mother-in-law. "I'm sorry, Mom, it's worrying Mama. But Maira's fine" said Maira trying to look fine in front of her in-laws.


"It doesn't matter, baby, what matters is that now you're home" she said. Arsy rubbed his son-in-law's mane gently.


"Yes, Mama then Maira went up first," said Maira.


Maira climbed the stairs, walking towards her room.


"Where have you been?" tanya Arhand sat on the edge of the bed, looking intently at Maira who had just entered the room.


Maira only glanced at Arhand for a moment, then walked through the bed just like that, opened the closet and took his clothes.


The unusual Arhand was ignored and also he was still emotionally recalling the incident on the street bench. "I'm asking you. Where are you from?" her tanyanya firmly gripped Maira's shoulder.


Maira looked up her head at Arhand's eyes, her eyes glazed back. Maira took her husband's hand from her and went into the bathroom.


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"Darling, please call her Mama well for dinner" said Ms. Nadia to her granddaughter.


"Yes, Grandma," said Rian straight down from his chair.


Rian walked towards the room of the Mother. "Mama" he said, opening the door to Clarisa's room.


Clarisa who was being managed was shocked, and immediately wiped away her tears. "Eh, Rian. Oh, baby why?"


"Grandma inta Lian make, Mama mamam members," said Rian with a lisp.


"Come, Mama ita mam belcama," said Rian again looking at Mama's hand.


Clarisa smiled and got up from her seat. "Come, baby," he said, holding his son's tiny hand.


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"Sit down, baby" said Mrs. Arsy on Maira who just joined dinner.


Maira sat down with her eyes staring at the woman sitting in the ordinary chair she was sitting on.


"Hi .." Anya smiled at Maira.


"๐Ÿ˜...." didn't say anything, just stared at Anya alternately Arhand.


"You're Maira, right? cousin Arhand?" anya said again, but Maira still displays a flat face saying nothing.


"๐Ÿ˜..."


Maira looked at her husband, remembering what he said when he was going down to eat. "His is in this house. And I want you to say nothing about us to her. He just survived death and he also had his headache when it was too stressful and I didn't want that to happen" Arhand said in the room.


Arhand did not stare at Maira at all he, eating with his flat facial expression.


"Arhand said that, when I asked about your photos on his phone and the photos you do this room," Anya said again.


Maira, not answering, got up from her seat past Anya just like that, went back into her room. Her heart was completely broken when her husband did not acknowledge her, although it used to happen very often but this time Maira's heart was much more hurt.


"Mama, where are you going?" ask Mr. Blanco.


Mr. Blanco follows his wife, telling Arhand and Anya only at the dinner table. With Arhand not saying a single word.


On the bench of the city park, Maira was sitting under a tree where the light rays did not reach you, there was only the darkness of the night. "Mas Arhand is absolutely heart... hiks, hiks. hiks ..." she cried.


"I thought this change in your attitude meant you started to love me, but .. but I was wrong, your love for her was too great."


"Why Mas?, What is my lack?, hyks hyks, why can't Mas love me as much as Mas loves him?, why Mas? why?'


"Hiks, hiks, hiks .." His cries were sobbing.


"I'm sorry for being selfish, but I'm going to take you away from your husband" Azlan said, watching Maira from his car.


Azlan who was intending to go home accidentally saw Maira running towards the park while crying. Azlan was eager to come down and comfort Maira but he dropped out because he wanted to give Maira time to let out the pain in her heart through her cries.


"And I'm sorry, too, but I'll follow Anya's plan this time. Men like Arhand don't deserve your love. This process might hurt you a little bit, but I promise you that pain will be replaced with happiness" Azlan said, still staring at Maira.


Flashbacks.


"Where are you going?, I won't let you disturb their happiness" Azlan told Anya.


He rebelled and tried to explain. "Listen to me Az, just this time. Let me appear in front of them then you will see that Arhand still loves me very much and he does not love his wife" Anya said.


"No. Come on in" Azlan said, pushing Anya into the car.


Anya closed the car door. "Az, Az, listen to me," he didn't want to get in the car.


"No, let's get in fast," Azlan said again trying to push Anya into the car.


"Well, fine, ok," Anya said, raising her hand.


Anya took a deep breath. "Well if Arhand really doesn't love me then my presence won't mean anything and for sure he'll prefer his wife, but if Arhand still loves me then you have to support my relationship with Arhand all the way to marriage. How's it?" kekeh Anya, by making an offer.


Azlan, however, resolutely rejected his offer. "No."


Anya threw Azlan's hand. "Az, you don't be a hypocrite, I know you like Arhand's wife" Anya's circus.


Azlan was a little surprised to hear Anya's words, but he was still able to control her facial expression. "You just go in quickly, don't have to talk slack," he said, not responding to Anya's remarks.


"Az, Az (mockingly smiling), we're best friends from childhood, I know you're outside and inside. You wouldn't stray a picture of a woman in your wallet if that woman you don't love. You think I forgot about your little lady that's๐Ÿคจ?" anya said staring at Azlan who became awkward and misbehaved.


"Stop that shit of yours" Azlan said evasively.


"You stopped rejecting your feelings. Remember this Az, all is fair in war and love. And you don't want to lose your love a second time either" Anya's circus.


Azlan did not answer, seeing that Anya said again, "Az, just listen to myself this time, I promise if Arhand does not love me anymore I will not force myself. You believe me," he said.


"alright. But if you break the promise then I myself give the punishment to you," Azlan said.


"Yes, it's up to you" Anya said.


Flash On's.


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