MY HUSBAND IS NOT MY FIRST HUSBAND
Fear

The two were already at the dinner table, with the clumsy atmosphere making the two just keep quiet with each other . Especially Freya, she was quite embarrassed when remembering the incident earlier, where she was caught kissing a man's shirt in front of her .

" Tumben did you cook this much ? What's up ? " ask Chandra without saying stale . Unlike usual women in front of him it will cook this much . not stingy, but this much food according to his will be redundant if only eaten by two people only .

" ahh that .. I just want to cook . Please eat 'em, taste everything then tell me if my cooking is good "

Freya has not wanted to talk about it now, at least eat first so that later it can not damage their appetite .

Chandra ate voraciously without thinking of anything . While Freya was thinking about how she said her intention to leave this apartment according to her plan earlier .

In addition to fearing Chandra refusing or forbidding him from leaving, Freya is actually also heart-pounding to leave here . I don't know if the comfort started coming when he was with Chandra . But again and again the trauma overcomes everything.

Chandra good men and attention . But with anyone you are in a relationship even if it is a good and dear person with you, it is undeniable that later you will still get hurt even with different versions and levels of pain.

Natural selection is there, there are times when we are bored and tired of the people we actually used to love, and Freya is not ready to face all that . In fact, the wounds made by the ex-husband have not been completely dry . It takes time to make it back strong and ready to be in a relationship with any man later .

" Talk" said Chandra when she was done with her meal .

Staring at the woman in front of him with an intimidating look . Chandra is aware of Freya's behavior which he thinks is too excessive tonight .

" Em just wait in the tv room, I want to clean this up first " replied Freya after being silent for a while due to the gaze Chandra gave her .

" Hem "sahut Chandra got up from his seat and stepped into the tv room as Freya said .

Suddenly the air on the dining table returned to normal as Chandra had already stepped away from there .

" huhhh ... Why do I feel guilty . Is not with me gone from here he will feel unencumbered again with my existence "mumbled Freya as her eyes follow the silhouette of Chandra slowly disappearing because it was blocked by the wall .

After finishing his work, Freya finally made the decision to keep talking to Chandra about her initial intention to leave this apartment .

If even if the man had rejected his wish, there should have been a strong reason for it . but impossible , who am I ? Even I'm just a stranger hitching a ride here ' thought Freya .

Freya came with a cup of coffee in her hand, then she put the coffee in front of Chandra who had just stared at him flat.

In the end Freya chose to sit far enough away with Chandra . His head shrieked just like that when faced with the eagle's eyes.

" mm I want to say something" said Freya lowered her head

" Say "sahut Chandra, his eyes never looked back at Freya .

" I.. want to get out of here " whispered Freya . His voice suddenly shrank making Chandra could not hear him properly .

" You made a mistake ? " ask Chandra who makes Freya look up to him

" No, I didn't do anything wrong" Freya denied

" Then speak the truth by looking at me instead of looking down and looking at the floor "

Hearing Chandra's cold words made Freya gulp her saliva rough .

Why did he suddenly become so fierce ? wasn't yesterday a gentle man to me? .. Freya murmured shrieking .

Because seeing the woman in front of him just silence and cool with his own world makes Chandra upset . Because I feel played .

" Have you no intention of talking to me "excited Chandra as he got up from his seat.

" eitss wait a minute "Freya spontaneously ran over to Chandra while holding that hand to keep her from leaving.