
When he came home from work a little night, today he followed the team to look at a location that became the path of illegal weapons stockpiling warehouse.
"Al.." call Dika when you see the quiet atmosphere. There was no answer, making the man walk towards the kitchen.
Silent...
Reminds him that there is no Alisa now. The woman who always smiles when she sees him coming home.
"How I miss you, Al!" he looked at the dining table. Where usually Alisa will prepare a cup of black coffee to welcome his return. Miris once, Right now she felt a great sense of loss.
Nine nights passed, but Dika decided to go to Alisa's apartment. Besides him who missed his wife. That's also because Nungky said, if the end of this Alisa complained not feeling well.
Dika hit the bell only once, with a pause of 15 minutes if no one opens the door, he will break through the security code door Alisa. I swear, this time he's acting like a thief. Dika was still staring at the rolex clock that was coiled around his wrist. Finally he decided to compose the door code.
A faint smile was tethered to her lips, as the main door of the appartment could she had broken down as well. His eyes looked out at the open door. Dika set foot slowly towards the beautiful designed room owned by his wife but it turned out to be empty.
Dika looks for the sound of the tv that lights up and it turns out Alisa curled up asleep on the sofa in front of the tv. For a moment he stared at the cute face that controlled his longing. The tiny lips that always smiled wide and the small nose that was always rubbed on his chest when the narrow eyes were closed.
"My office.." - If he could just a little do not overplay women's feelings. It won't be like this.
Dika carried the small body towards the room. Alisa squirms a little while in bed and it makes Dika a little panic, afraid Alisa will wake up. He crawled beside Alisa. It felt like he missed him terribly, around him his sturdy arms hugged his wife, smiling sillyly. This was the first time he had acted like a thief only to hug the woman he so longed for.
Alisa squirms, her body feels heavy, when in the open her eyes it turns out Dika is already beside her and overlapping her small body.
"Mas Dika!" alisa's cry made Dika blink her still sleepy eyes.
"What the fuck are you, Mom? Outrageous ... You always act as you please." Amuk Alisa who then stood by the bed.
"At least, you value my privacy! Don't go in and out of people's places !" Hearing Alisa's anger that stirred the dust made Dika speechless. Since when did Alisa become all this.
"We're not other people, we're already tied up in a marriage, Al!" said Dika who got out of bed.
"Stop....!" alisa snapped when she saw Dika just bare-chested and wearing jeans. But, the one in command actually continued to walk closer.
"Al, I'm your husband." lirih Dika when their distance only paused a few jengkal only.
"What kind of husband are you Mahardika Setya Praja, leaving his wife only to be with his friends? What is the treatment of a husband, slapping his wife in front of his ex-lover who is still in love? It was very painful, if you could understand your wife's feelings." hearing Alisa's words made Dika feel even more guilty. How many mistakes. He had already hurt the woman he was supposed to protect.
"l. I don't love him anymore!" sidelines Dika with a trembling voice.
"Then what? Adored her...? Admired her? I know he's special ... She's well mannered, smart cook, beautiful, good-natured and smart. What am I, just a half-crazy girl you picked up." Alisa's cry broke, her tears were now just pouring out.
"Even you've never praised me like you've always praised him. What I do in your eyes never matters. All good is good only in Najwa." Sela Alisa with her loud stuffing.
"Especially to love me hik hik hik" Dika grabbed the small body in her arms as Alisa cried awkwardly removing all the tightness in her chest.
"It's my fault, I love someone in this fabricated bond!" alisa said as she repeatedly hit the chest of the field that is currently holding her.
"I love you, Al! I should have said it a long time ago. I want you to feel that love, Al! I don't have many words to express love" Dika said, still hugging his wife.
Alisa stretches her arms as she remembers the love letter on her laptop wallpaper
"Who wrote a love letter on my laptop wallpaper?" ketus Alisa with a sharp look Dika.
"Me, Al!" lirih Dika's.
"Honest!" urged Alisa.
"I wrote but Anggara spelled." Dika's honesty made Alisa hit him again and again with all her might.
"Al, where are you going? " Dika was tailing when she saw Alisa coming out of the room.
Alisa's looking for the rendang that's still left in the fridge. Then heat it up for a while and bring it to the dining table.
"Al, what do you want?" He looked at his wife questioningly. And then look at the wall clock that pointed at two in the morning.
"Al, since when do you eat?"
"Since hungry!" Hearing Alisa's jutek answer, Dika just let out a long sigh, hoping to be more extra patient.
"I want to, Al!" Without answering Alisa took the plate and rice for Dika. Well, like it's one of Alisa's traits that makes Dika love her more, Alisa never ignores others.
"The code. No need to break it!" Hearing Alisa's words seemed like her efforts were not in vain.
Alisa took Dika's empty plate and brought it to the kitchen. Without speaking again, Alisa returned to the room that followed Dika.
"Can't get past this barrier!" said Alisa arranging her bolsters and dolls in the middle of the bed.
"But, Al..."
"You slept on the couch!" alisa said by pulling back the blanket and turning her back on Dika.
Dika's Pov
I'll accept all your rules, Al. Because I don't want to be away from you. Yes, maybe your language and my language are different to express the feelings of love. If you knew, I did not love Najwa, even I forgot the stuff I had saved for her until I forgot to get rid of her.
If I was still expecting it, I would have been chasing it behind you. But no Al, my heart is already linked to you. Najwa is just a story of the past. And I just respect him. It's not to love her like I love you the way she is. Once again I will take my punishment from you Al.
He looked at his wife's back, which kept moving. She knew Alisa wasn't fully asleep.
TB