
First Night?
"Sleep! I'm not gonna touch you!" Rio.
Sifa was silent at her husband's reply. Maybe it is true Rio her husband wants them to get acquainted first, dating after marriage and halal. As newlyweds Sifa and Rio honeymooned, a week already Rio married Sifa, the job during this pure responsibility Dimas.
Tradition newlyweds who get married in Java, usually this week the bride will be on the shelves around the family. Rio was taken around to Sifa's brother's house. They are introduced as new members of the family, as well as Sifa.
Time goes on, exactly today a month they are married. Rio routinely gave birth to a living for shopping as a form of responsibility to his wife. But Sifa refused. He only asks for money if necessary. If his needs run out then he asks for help delivering shopping all the way and Rio will pay for it.
"Just what brings his finances, Sifa is afraid it will be wasteful" said Sifa.
However, until this moment Rio has not fulfilled the obligation to give an inner living to Sifa.
"I'm sorry Fa, I can't do it yet" Rio said.
Sifa just nodded. Until that night when we were at Abah's house just the two of us, Sifa asked.
“Mas, can Sifa ask?” ask Sifa.
Rio nodded, tumben once he behaved like that.
“What does sampean have to love another?” ask Sifa.
Rio flinched somewhat shocked hearing Sifa's statement. He looked into those eyes, beautiful eyes with pliable eyelashes.
“Why are you asking like that Fa?" asked Rio wonder.
“Over a month we are married, even sleeping together! Why didn't sampean give me my rights?” ask Sifa again.
“What rights?” rio asked confusedly
“Mas,”
“Don't you always give you money but you refuse? Then now you accuse Mas of having another love for not giving you a living?” asked Rio wonder.
“Not that Mas, for a living born indeed Mas Rio fulfilled it, more than enough in fact! Sifa thanks for that! But inner living? Why did you never do it?” gumam Sifa.
Rio was speechless unable to answer. No hypocrite actually saw Sifa falling asleep with an ayu face arising a desire to have it fully. But Rio's heart was still doubtful, he was afraid of hurting the woman for doing so without love. Indeed here is not entirely wrong Sifa, Rio-was too cowardly to let Sifa get involved in this pseudo-drama of marriage.
“Am I not beautiful? What is less Sifa Mas? What does it hurt?” ask Sifa again.
“No deck, you're beautiful! And I'm healthy, it's just not time! Later Mas will give all the living, but not now! Be patient! I want to do it based on love,” Rio said gently while stroking his hair.
A disappointed look was clearly drawn in his eyes. Rio's phone rang, one message coming in from Dimas.
[How? Isi yet? It's vacation woy! The job!]
[I can't stand Dim, I haven't touched him]
Send.
Today Rio brought Sifa to Madiun. Purwati supplies them with a lot of stuff.
"Mom? Is this not excessive?" ask Sifa.
"Westo Nduk! No papa, than you will be confused there shopping!" purwati.
Purwati brought them various kinds of basic necessities, fruits, and vegetables. Purwati meyayangi Sifa, they are no longer like in-laws and daughters-in-law but like mothers and children.
Rio smiled seeing her. Slowly the car drove away from the city of Reog towards Madiun, until the front alley of Rio saw Dimas was stopping the meatball cart in front of the house. The car enters the garage.
“Assalamualaikum,” Rio said while getting off the car.
“May! Maya! Right here! Here bring food,” shouted Rio.
“Shortly Mas!” maya shouted from within.
Dimas appears to carry a tray containing four bowls of meatballs.
“Eat the Boss, Mbak Sifa join ndak?” tanya Maya looks out of the house.
His stomach grew bigger not to hinder the agility of the woman.
“Eh Mbak Sifa is also coming!" pekik Mayan's.
Sifa just nodded.
“Petan Mbak, genjot continue to let our children later school together,” said Maya.
“Call me Ma'am, we've done our best! Hopefully quickly fill up like sampean (you),” said Sifa.
Sifa tried to cover up the true state of their household. Dimas looked at Rio's eyes sharply. Rio just lowered his head not daring to look at Dimas' face. They spent the afternoon chatting on the terrace, while Rio would stay here until he could get a suitable home.
“Have done it?” tanya Dimas after Sifa went inside to clean up the room.
Rio's shaking his head.
“Wait forward moreover? You have too much consideration! Stuck in your own difficult thoughts, now I ask what makes you like this?” ask Dimas.
“Come on Dim, I'm not sure yet! I was afraid to do that because it was not based on love and heart, I did not want to involve Sifa more deeply, I was afraid to do it and make her become a virgin again!” Rio.
“Don't be fooled seduce the devil, it's almost a month more! Don't torture him, Mas! After all, her status is your wife! It's halal for you to do it! Until when else will you delay? Pity, do it if sincerity will be spared! Women have feelings too, I speak like this as your best friend! Do not want to be understood, try to want to understand too,” said Dimas.
Dimas's advice this time really disturbed Rio's heart. He tried to recall all the treatment he had done to his wife. Fortunately Sifa is not the type of wife who likes to indulge in the ugliness of her husband.
"Am I that selfish? O Allah forgive me!" rio said in heart.
After discussing some work with Dimas, Rio decided to sleep. It turns out that Dimas has found a partner for EO that they will be fond of. The plan they will research the company profile just determine the next step.
Rio entered the room, he saw Sifa writing in her book. Indeed Sifa likes to write, I don't know what he wrote Rio did not care much about it. Rio never forbade all the activities Sifa did as long as it did not bother himself. Come to think of it again very selfish isn't it?
“Not sleeping Fa?" ask Rio.
“Nunggu Mas,” Rio replied.
Tonight Sifa is wearing a black negligee. What a woman in front of this Rio is beautiful, gentle, she has always served Rio's needs like her mother. Sinning once all this time Rio ignored her.
“Sorry yes!” said Rio.
“For what Mas?” ask Sifa.
“Makes you wait too long,” Rio muttered.
“Do I now get my rights?” sifa asked hoping for Rio.
Is tonight going to be the first night of Sifa and Rio?
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