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💕 HAPPY READING 💕
Rendra has been moved on his bed again by Mr. Rt and two other residents. Now Mr. Rt and the people have come home because Rendra has calmed down and is no longer crying. Santi has contacted Zainal and Rendra informs them of Rendra's situation.
" Rendra I live yes, because the children were again in sleep. I want to see them first, if there's anything or need anything you just call me." Saying Santi kindly.
Santi also feels guilty for what Rendra is currently experiencing. Divorce between Rendra and Anisa used to be Santi also contributed. It was she who started bringing Erika into the household of Anisa and Rendra, and she also helped when Erika trapped Rendra.
" Yes mbak. Thanks for bothering me." Rendra.
" It's the same - the same. I'll go home first." Santi said and then came out of the house and went home to his own house.
After Santi left, Rendra leaned his body on the back of his bed. He regretted all his actions that had bothered Santi and the neighbors. Their time had to be wasted just to help him.
" What did you meet with Erika and Anisa ? " Task Rendra to herself.
Rendra tries to send a message to Bagas who knows Bagas forgot to contact Anisa and Erika. If you haven't apologized to them both Rendra's life hasn't calmed down. It was as if there were still burdens and guilt for both of them.
[ Bagas, I want to take you. Don't forget to call Erika and Anisa, I want to meet and apologize to them. Especially not long ago mas had berated - maki and angry with Anisa. Please call them Gas.]
Rendra waited for a reply from Bagas but until almost 1 hour Bagas never returned to reply to make Rendra impatient. Rendra saw the clock hanging on the wall at 3 p.m.
" It seems Bagas is busy with his work." Rendra said to himself.
Rendra took the tea made by Santi and drank it. He imagined what if there was no Santi. I will not take care of her eating and drinking.
* It's lucky to have Santi, and thank God he's changed. If there wasn't any Santi who would take care of my eating and drinking.* Rendra murmured in his mind.
Tringggg
[I've seen Erika's mom when she's coming home this afternoon, she just called me again to let me know if she can see you today. If it's Anisa I don't know yet. ]
Rendra smiled happily knowing that Erika could come to see him.
[Gas, thank you very much.]
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After waiting for a few hours, the time finally arrived. Zainal returns from work and coincides with Erika's arrival. Erika's car stopped right in the courtyard of Ms. Ratri's house. Erika was shocked when she saw Santi in Zainal's house.
" Loh mbak Santi is there in Zainal mas's house? Or don't - don't you guys refer to it ?" Erika asked who apparently did not know the news of the reference Santi and Zainal.
Santi approached Erika and greeted her kindly. Santi and Erika have always been close, even Erika was able to enter the household of Anisa and Rendra also thanks to Santi's intervention. But it was only a matter of time and not to be remembered anymore. Seeing Santi approaching Erika makes Zainal step back into her house.
" Thank God, Erik I and Zainal are back. You how are you ? Now you're married again aren't you?" Ask Santi kindly.
" Nobak not yet, anyway who would want the same widow who has children is not known who the father. Maybe it was my destiny to not have a husband. For now I focus on making a living for my son. I'm now a single parent to my son." Erika replied while chuckling lightly.
There was a sense of pity sneaking in Santi's heart for Erika. Santi never expected that Erika would experience such a path of life. But Santi salutes Erika, because Erika can live everything by herself. Erika now was also not like before, speaking non-difficult and not arrogant. Although they used to be familiar, but at that time Erika still often spoke with a snobbish tone and his bow.
" Oh so, you want to meet with Rendra let me drop off." Said Santi invite Erika into the house occupied by Rendra.
The house still looks quiet, even the lights have not been turned on. Santi immediately turned on the lights and immediately took Erika to Rendra's room. Before entering Rendra's room, Santi said first if Rendra could only lie in bed at this time. And if you want to do the activity must be with the help of someone or use a wheelchair.
" Rendra can now only lie in bed. He's paralyzed, but God willing can still be healed." Santi told Erika.
" Yes mbak. Bagas told me that too. Hemm... Looks like mas Rendra is sleeping again. I didn't say it when the door was knocked. Then I just wait in the living room, mbak, later mas Rendranya just taken out." Erika.
" Oh so ? Emm well I'll call Zainal first so he can help Rendra out of her room." Santi.
Erika and Santi walked away from Rendra's room, and stopped in the living room. Erika prefers to wait on the sofa in the living room. While Santi went home to call Zainal, in order to help Rendra get out of bed and move him to a wheelchair.
" Rendra you're still sleeping?." Call Zainal when he's standing next to Rendra.
" Eemm.. Mr Zainal ? Is it afternoon already ? I'm sorry I fell asleep for so long, my head hurt so much. I took medicine and I didn't feel sleepy. So I fell asleep long enough."Rendra told Zainal.
" Oh, yes, you're awake now. Let me help you clean your body, because outside now there is Erika who is waiting for you."Zainal told Rendra.
Rendra was surprised to find Erika at home. Immediately he asked Zainal to help deliver him to the bathroom, even though he did not shower at least he wanted to wash his face first so that his face was not like a person who woke up.
After being felt enough and a fresher face, Rendra was escorted Zainal to the living room to meet Erika. There was a sense of happiness when she heard Erika wanted to meet her especially when she was at home.
" Erika you've come?."Ask Rendra when she is in the living room.
" Yes Mas. Jamu how are you?."Erika asked while reviewing her smile.
Although he still harbors hatred for Rendra, but when he saw the state of Rendra like that, suddenly he felt pity and very sorry for Rendra's current condition.
" Now you two talk, yes, Zainal and I want to go home first. We'll be back here again. Because I want to prepare dinner first and pity the children are at home alone, let alone this already want magrib." Santi said if Magrib will soon.
" Is it okay for me and Rendra to be alone in this house? I'm afraid we thought we were doing something that wasn't." Erika cried afraid if there are people who caught them just alone in the house.
Hahahahaaa
Zainal, Rendra and Santi just laughed at Erika's question. They just feel funny with Erika's question, what Erika forgot if the current Rendra just can not walk. Cannot operate without the help of someone.
" No, no one would think like that. Did you not see my situation? Just look I can't do anything without someone else's help." Seru Rendra told Erika while chuckling.
Erika reviewed the smile while scratching her non-itchy head. He was embarrassed by his own question, how could he forget that Rendra was currently only able to sit in a wheelchair.
Santi and Zainal finally go home and leave Rendra and Erika to be able to talk together without anyone disturbing.
" You how's Erika?."Tanya Rendra started to open a conversation between them.
" Thank you my good news." Erika answered briefly.
" I'm sorry I asked you to come here, and I've taken your time, Erika. I just wanted to apologize to you, I admitted that I was an irresponsible husband. Even if I am a rude husband to you, I have hurt your mind and physique. Will you forgive me ? "Chap with a conscious apology to Erika.
Erika was still speechless thinking about what Rendra had just said. The heartache must still be there, even still numb in Erika's heart. However, Erika cannot be selfish. Rendra did all that also because of the actions of her who had trapped Rendra, so Rendra to marry him. Even though at that time Rendra was still the legal husband of Anisa.
" Aren't you going to forgive me, Erika?" Rendra asked again because she saw Erika who was just silent.
" I've forgiven you. Instead I myself also want to apologize to you, because I am your marriage and Anisa is a mess. Until the end of the divorce, I also caused you to be rude to me. So you're not wrong, I'm wrong. Although my inner pain is still felt, I am not selfish. It's all because of me." Erika also blamed herself.
" Thank you Erika. We are equally wrong, had I not been selfish everything would not have been a mess. I also can't keep my nafs." Rendra said seriously.
Erika and Rebndra both apologized. They equally admit each other's mistakes. Finally, the apology with Erica is done, now only to apologize with Anisa.
" Are you married again ?" Rendra's question made Erika ashamed.
" Does anyone want a widow like me ? Even people look disgusted, I am a widow and have children but do not know who the father is. I didn't think about my husband first. My priority right now is my son. I want to work my best and raise as much money as possible for my son, so that one day my son can achieve a better education and have a good job." Erika said once her sadness was revealed from her words.
Rendra saw the figure of Erika who was much different from before. Erika who now looks more gentle and patient, and more mature addressing a problem. Not adalagi language that explodes - explosive when conveying something.
" Erika you've changed, you look more mature. The way you talk and act, you are softer. I'm proud of your change of attitude Erika." Said Rendra salute with Erika's self-change.
" It's all thanks to your ex-wife, Anisa. I went to him and apologized directly to him. I'm so sorry that I ruined his happiness. And with her humility and tenderness she forgave me. That's where I want to change like Anisa. At least I can follow Anisa who is always patient, gentle and humble." Erika said that the change was all thanks to Anisa.
Degs..
Anisa again ? Rendra's heart trembled even more when he heard people telling Anisa's kindness. Anisa is like a gemstone that always glows and shines, like a source of water down the sand that can cool anyone who drinks it.
* Anisa again. It turns out that Anisa also made Erika change as she is today. Santi's mother is also because of Anisa, Zainalpun mas also thanks to Anisa and her office friends. It turned out that all this time I had thrown away the diamond of my happiness.* Rendra murmured in his mind.
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