My Husband's Regret

My Husband's Regret
part 38's. Desperate Asa


The days passed this morning Lea accompanied her husband to the doctor, so eager Lea accompanied her husband.


Today is the schedule where Raka has to undergo her foot therapy.


Since Raka was declared paralyzed almost he experienced despair but there are wives and children who always encourage him.


"you must heal raka, so that you can be useful again, especially for your children and wives! muttered Raka cheered herself


Leah, who heard the murmur from her husband, had tears in her eyes


the two of them were still sitting in the waiting room because her doctor was still handling the other patients who came her first.


Leah looked at her husband while encouraging him.


"you can definitely mas! lea


Raka nodded her head, "thank you! you are always by my side even when I am like this! raka


"yes, I will always be by your side! lea smiled


"sorry, I used to waste you! raka stared straight


"i'm a stupid man! I could have wasted a wife as good as you, I'm sorry, baby! raka kissed his wife's hand


"have not discussed the past again mas, now we focus on your healing! lea said


Finally it was their turn to be called, "patients on behalf of Raka Putra Mahendra Gentala! call one of the nurses who helped the doctor


Lea pushed the wheelchair into the doctor's room.


now the doctor is examining Raka's leg, "can you feel my hand? the doctor said it was raka's leg


Raka nodded her head, "it only feels a little! raka


"for now try to stand up! slow down first! doctor says


now Raka tried to stand up slowly he raised his body and his hand held his wife's hand.


"slow down aja mas! lea


She was so enthusiastic to accompany her husband, then Raka began to stand but her legs could not hold Raka's body back sitting.


"i can't take it anymore doc! said Raka his spirit faded back


"for now it's okay, maybe tomorrow we will try it again, I suggest you are more active to keep trying, I'm sure you will recover as before! said the doctor


now that the two of them had returned home, ever since Raka came home from the hospital she was a lot moody and did not say much, Lea who realized it could only be sad as the change in her husband's attitude.


Lea approached her husband who was again daydreaming behind the window glass to see the passing vehicle.


"mas...! put her hand around her husband's neck


But Raka did not realize it if his wife called him


"mas.pap Leah whispered in her husband's ear.


Raka was shocked and immediately brushed off his wife's hand, Lea did not blame it even more strongly hugging her husband from behind.


"i understand how you feel, I'm fragile to see you're discouraged gini mas! lea said her tears had been pierced into her husband's neck


"i'm a man of no use anymore, now I'm handicapped like this, for what I live to trouble people alone!


"why do you still want to endure as much as I am a crippled man like me!


"get a man who can make you happy and not flawed like me! raka


"what do you mean mas, I don't want to leave your life, I'm happy to be with you mas, for me you're the best man I've ever known, you don't trouble anyone, me and the kids still need you, the kids love you so much! Isak Lea further tightened her embrace.


"i don't deserve to be with you anymore, I'm just a disabled man! raka


"hiks..hiks... In my eyes you are not a disabled man you are so perfect in my eyes! lea said


"where is my husband who I know by his kind nature, loving, helpful people, understanding first? lea said remembering a memory that had vanished just like that since he had been in an accident.


now Leah was helping her husband to get into bed.


"you rest! lea said she covered her entire body and kissed her husband on the cheek.


"sorry! raka


Leah nodded her head, "now that you rest, I'm sure everything will go back as it was, we just need to be patient and be patient to recover! lea


"and don't forget to keep praying! timpal raka, Lea smiled


"i love you, there is no other man but you in my life! lirih Lea her tears had already dripped.


"i love you and the kids too! Raka said.


then Leah went out and now Leah was sitting on the couch in the living room with her two children playing.


mami Yulie has now returned to Singapore to accompany her youngest child who is studying there, lea's father is still in America to keep Harto's grandfather out of the hospital.


Here Leah was contemplating so many trials that came to her family.


"I don't think I can accept this trial of life!


"want me to shout to relieve this sadness in my heart!


"mommy why are you crying? ask Zio to approach her mommy


Lea who was daydreaming from earlier turned out her tears had wet her cheeks


"he? no dear mommy is fine! there you play again just like you, mommy wants to see your daddy first! lea distracted her son's attention


Zio nodded then came back to play equally well.


Leah looked at Raka who was again troubled to take a drink on the nightstand


"want me to help? leah asked and he took the water


then Raka took a sip of the drinking water until the ludes.


"why not just call me mas? ask lea


"i don't want to trouble you constantly! raka


"you have never troubled me, but I am glad that you keep telling me! lea


Raka wastes her breath violently, she is so frustrated with her current state.


now Raka can only look at his legs that he cannot move, "aahhkk, Leah who saw her immediately held her husband's hand.


"hiks..quite mas, don't keep going like this! Isaac lea


"i'm a man of no use! yell out Raka


"already, don't you say that again! lea calmed her husband


"we go through this together, if you are fragile I am also fragile, if you are sad I am also sad, if you are sick I also feel it mas! lea


while Raka is now still frustrated with her circumstances, her spirit to recover is pias.


Leah left her husband alone in the room, so sad to see him constantly in despair.


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seriate....


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