
Saints cannot sleep. It's not comfortable if you have to one bed with Budi again. Especially since Budi admitted numbness even jiji*k to him, which is usually Budi will also go immediately if Binar has slept. Now, with Binar who woke up whining like a child, Suci must immediately turn back. He did not dare to look at Budi because the man he believed was watching him, and continues to be so, from earlier since the man decided to sleep there.
“Mamah, Papah is working?” batin Rin.
Because usually, as long as they return to live there, which Binar knows, the reason Budi is no longer with them when the boy woke up because Suci told Budi was at work. Suci was not ready to announce the relationship of Budi and Nurma to Binar because seeing his papa near Nurma only, Binar immediately*muk. Binar will immediately be seen destroyed in every memory of Budi's closeness with Nurma. Binar once told Suci about Nurma who did not hesitate to embrace Budi.
“Ci ..?” call Budi when Binar has slept in his arms. After Binar hugged him, Suci turned back to him. “Why you? You deliberately keep your distance from me?”
The true saint could not sleep yet, choosing silence.
“Ci, I know you haven't slept,” Budi continued still trying to attract the attention of Budi.
The saints gradually cleared their throat. “Ya already, Mas. Excuse me. Then I'll sleep somewhere else.” The saints hurried away. Simultaneously, in his mind he now remembered the words of Budi when he confessed his numbness and disgust* to him.
“I'm really numb to the holy! The reason we still have to be together, really just because of Binar!”
“Don't open your veil because your face is disgusting! Where does fishy smell kor*eng gini!”
Those two words can't really be forgotten. Sentences that make the mental Saints very not okay exceed the wounds of the DPRT that Budi did. Because because of these two sentences as well, Suci so not confident, even though now, the care that Saints live has made her beautiful again. In addition, gering*kuhan Budi and Nurma, actually making Suci as a cause and a figure that must be blamed. Moreover, Budi and his own parents who roared, Suci could not make Budi happy. Holy is not a good wife, especially perfect. Because just memua*skan husband only, Suci could not until Budi found it from Nurma.
“Ci, ... Why are you, anyway?” rebuk Budi because Suci was almost gone from the room. The saint opened the door of the room.
“Sabar Ci, .. even though he has hurt you, he is still the father of your daughter. Most importantly, don't want to be touched again. After all if there is anything, you are also to blame.” Sacred little heart counsels, and Sacred agrees. She will play beautiful for Binar.
“Actually, What does Mas want? Already, just say it. I'm self-aware of Mas,” said Suci trying as patient as possible.
Be aware, Suci is still inferior to him. Suci deliberately kept her distance because the woman was ‘self-conscious’. Therefore, he deliberately cleared his throat then said, “You are no longer ‘hangan’, right?”
Asked so, Suci was immediately convinced, Budi wanted to be dila*yani. “Whatever why, Mas?” But before answering, Suci immediately said, “Actually from maghrib I came month.”
Hearing that, Budi who raised his head, reflexes frowned. Suci knows, if that is the case, Budi starts to get angry. “From maghrib come month how? You want to avoid your obligations while earlier, you pray!” omel Budi's.
“I salat because for the sake of nemenin Binar, Mas. Let Binar get used to prayer, while if not me, who will accompany him? Mas not possible, even Mas has never prayed, right?” After saying so, in his heart Holy said, begging forgiveness to the Owner of Life because he had rejected the obligatory invitation from Budi. “Hamba knows what a servant sins, O Allah. But this is better, than the servant lived it half-heartedly. Because honestly, I'm not sure I can still afford ‘relationship’ with men even it's mas Budi. Servant is not confident.” The Holy One realized from what he experienced, what he felt even he lost confidence, the action of the Guts have made his mental well. And Suci is obliged to undergo treatment so that his mental injuries are not fatal.
“Hah!” He grunts disappointed. “Ya already ... usually only four daily, right?” he said resigned because he wanted how else? The one who claimed to come by the moon.
“You're restless so you're not lying to me, are you?!” angry because I was suspicious.
“E-not, Mas. Actually ...”
“What exactly?!”
“I want to chat this to Mas. Because since inKDRT, I so often mens .. peg for treatment but no money.” The saint looked down inside. Unlike before, this time Budi suddenly slammed. Obviously, I don't want to take care of it. “Yes Allah, keep us away if the Budi mas is not good for our servants and even our daughters. No matter if the papa Budi Binar mas, I am ready to be a single parent!” inner Sacred.
“You will work in the field of health, yes just buy the medicine, so do not wasteful!” he said after making Saints wait.
“The problem isn't just that, Mas!” the Saints try to be honest.
“Aduh ... let alone the hell, Ci! You yeah, habits. You used to not be like this! Why now so moaning?” namel Budi again.
“Yaa .. I am not Nurma who can freely complain to people's husbands, Mas. I was so sorry to Mas. After all, not even loved, I also did not demand even though I actually entitled.” Sacred crying. It is too painful if he who continues to be prosecuted, is not given the opportunity to simply convey his rights.
The Saints purposely closed the chatter this time. He chose to stay at the door, sat curled up there while contemplating, until when he would be so temporary to Nurma alone, Budi did not hesitate KDRT, and to him alone, Budi remained rude.
The next day, at lunchtime, Suci deliberately brought Binar to eat in the cafeteria. Because as usual since they returned to live in Budi's house, a drop of drinking water they did not consume let alone bring it from there.
“Sayang ..?”
Sacred's gentle call to Binar had directly disturbed a Sepri who was initially looking for serious even emotions to the corner of the canteen.
Sepri reflexes turned together in the front corner there and was far from the crowd. He caught Saints who looked heavy staring at Binar.
“Yes, Mah?” replied Binar staring intently at his two mama eyes that did not wear a veil.
“Nothing, right, if we are not the same papah?” holy Words.
This time, the Holy voice sounded the typical sting of people crying. Sepri's heart seemed to be sliced just from hearing it. A class of Saints who are very patient, to take an honest initiative to Binar? Sepri sure, the situation is even more not okay until Suci recklessly pulled Binar from the household tempest.