My husband Santri Idaman
Abyan's Suspicion

Abyan steps slowly towards the nursery where Yumna has just been moved. He looked at his wife and sat down on the side seat of the cage.

Abah and Umi also went in there. Standing up for a while looked at Yumna who was still unconscious. I sat on the couch to wait.

"Na ... I'm sorry." Abyan grabbed his wife's hand and kissed her repeatedly. It felt a little heavy when he found out the news the doctor had just said.

They lost a child they did not even notice.

Late at night, Abah and Umi unknowingly fall asleep on the sofa. While Abyan was still awake while reading the Qur'an on the phone.

The sweet voice of Abyan entered through Yumna's heart that was still unconscious. For a while, the woman opened her eyes slowly.

"By ...," he called out, pulling Abyan's attention to stare at him.

"Na, you're awake." Abyan stopped his recitation of the Qur'an and drew near to Yumna.

The man was half standing, his face leaning towards Yumna who looked still pale and could not make a sound.

"Where are we, Byan?" yumna asked, her voice sounded so weak. He felt something on the bottom of his body.

"We're in the hospital, Na."

"What's going on?"

Abyan was unable to open his voice, conveying the fact that they had to lose a fetus that was only two weeks old inside Yumna.

"What's up, Byan?"

"So you were unconscious. And ...."

"And what?" sela Yumna is fast, impatient.

"You miscarried."

Hearing that, Yumna's mouth was instantly locked. He immediately turned his face away from Abyan. Unable to look at the husband.

"Na, I'm sorry."

There was no answer that Yumna gave. His heart was saddened to hear the news. He did not even know if he was pregnant, but instead got news if the fetus he contained had to have a miscarriage.

Yumna's tears just flowed in the middle of her slumber. Abyan who saw it immediately tried to wipe it, but Yumna brushed it off slowly.

"Na, don't be so sad. God knows what's best for us."

Instead of stopping crying, Yumna was sobbing. He turned his face away from Abyan.

"God willing, He will surely replace him with a better one."

"God must be just trying to test us right now."

Abyan's hand stretched out to hold his wife's fingers. He pecks the back of his hand repeatedly. Then go back to sitting in a chair.

"Are you sad, Byan? I'm sorry, because I didn't know about his whereabouts and instead made it that way."

Abyan did not give an answer. He chose to constantly kiss the hand of his wife who was in his hand at this time.

"You want to drink something? Just tell me, I'll go out and buy it."

"It's in the middle like this?"

"I try to find it until I can."

Yumna smiled but shook her head. He said, "I want water."

"I thought you wanted to love you."

I want Yumna to laugh at her husband's jokes. But his stomach still ached to be shaken more as a result of laughter.

"Don't be funny, By. My stomach hurts her laugh," Yumna lamented grimacing but her face kept smiling.

"Yes sorry." Abyan said with regret. Then he grabbed the water on the table beside the cage and gave it to Yumna. "Let's have a drink first. Bismillah."

Little Yumna moved forward, half sitting. Drinking the water her husband gave her by saying basmalah.

"That's enough, By."

"Not want any more?"

"Related?"

"Yes, Byan."

Abyan chuckled at the spoiled cry of his wife. Put the remaining half glass of water on the table. While he sat back in his place. Without taking off Yumna's hand.

"Now you sleep?"

"You too, By. Let's sleep here." Yumna patted the space beside her. The woman did not know if there were Umi and Abah on the sofa sleeping.

"It's not a problem that I sleep here? Later if I hold strange how?"

"Early courageous? His wife again tried sickly," said Yumna meekly. His smile adorned his face.

Abyan chuckles at it. "No, I dare, Na. You're afraid you'll be angry."

"Have I ever been angry?" yumna asked, not aware of what really happened to even cause herself to lose the fetus in her womb.

For a moment Abyan was silent. He did not expect that Yumna would forget what really happened.

"You really don't remember, Na?"

"What, By?"

Abyan was quite surprised by this fact.

What don't-don't ...

Ah, where is it possible?

"It's okay, Na. Let's just go to bed."

"Yes. But you while njai ya. I like to hear your voice. Can tell you nightmares too," pinta Yumna who responded to a nod of agreement from Abyan.

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Oh!!

The sound of the nursing room switch is heard. Added with a blitz the camera was lit to highlight Abyan and Yumna who were asleep hugging each other.

The position of Abyan's head was right in front of his wife's chest. Yumna's hand was on the man's head.

"Cieee, what a romantic!" tempt Zaid who had been there since when. Abah and Umi laughed at the sight of the two.

"Eh, Bang Zaid. How come it's here?"

"I got word from Abah Yumna at the hospital last night. I'm sorry, I just got before dawn."

"Adzan already?" abyan asked, looking at the clock on his wrist.

"Barusan finished adzan." Abah answered. "We're off to the hospital's mushalla."

Abyan nodded with his head still a little dazed. Likewise with Yumna, until not realizing that Zaid was photographing her sleeping in a friendly position with her husband.

"Eh, yes. You also pray, Na. Here I help you go get some wudhu." Abyan was about to lift Yumna's body to be taken to the bathroom. But Yumna held him back for a moment.

"Wait, By. Didn't you say I miscarried? Can he pray in such circumstances?" yumna asked, not understanding.

Abah and Umi looked at each other, as well as Zaid. They don't understand much about such situations.

"Can, Na." Abyan gave an answer as he sat back on the lips of the cage. "The scholars have different opinions about this. And scholars agree, that the miscarriage in the first phase, where the nutfah is still mixed with semen, then the status of miscarriage blood is not punished as puerperal blood. But the blood of istihadha."

"So, the law of women who experience this state applies the same as the holy woman istihadhah who is experiencing istihadhah, that is, can still pray, fasting, and so on," clearly Abyan was at length so as to produce a vast insight.

"Oh that, yeah. I just found out." Yumna was a little embarrassed. But he was very lucky to have a santri husband who understood the laws in their religion.

"Eat, Na. Learn!" sindir Zaid who immediately got a blow from the Abah.

"You just didn't know. Sok-sokan asked people to learn," said Abah, as he walked out of the room. Abyan lifts Yumna's body and takes her to the bathroom.

"I'm a man, Bah. Why learn that."

"The reason goes on!" look Abah ketus. And Zaid immediately put his lips in annoyance.