My Idea is Not a Imagination
Chapter 27. reality 2

Then I suddenly appeared and called out, calling,

"Mother" my voice.

"Yes" replied while looking.

Feeling I heard my mother's conversation with the woman, then told the middle-aged woman who was with her in the kitchen to leave.

"Mom can explain all this? mom says mom is ART, but this is what mom is? The madam? and that driver? who is this ? and why this?" fira said in confusion.

"Let's go to the room" said Mother, turning off the stove and holding my hand to the room.

I pulled Mom into the room, I just complied.

When we got to the room, we went in and Mom closed the door, then turned to me.

"Look, before her I'm sorry, because I wasn't being honest with you" said Mother softly.

"Why Ma'am? what was? don't make Fira confused?" I said.

"Mother is actually married again" said. Mom surprised me.

I was speechless, sad and jealous, I felt my mother's number, I didn't want to, I didn't want anyone else in my mother's life but me.

I feel like my mom doesn't love me because she needs someone else in her life, people I don't know.

All this time I felt like Mom was happy enough like this, living alone with me but it turned out that I needed someone else too. My mind is raging.

"You angry?, I know you don't like Mom to do this, but I have a reason that I can't dodge anymore" Mother explained.

I'm just speechless, I'm trying to clear my mind.

"Mother got married six months ago, at that time mother accidentally called by Lek Warni, our neighbor in the village. Lek Warni story that Uncle is in debt and threatened to go bankrupt, so that Uncle must sell the land relics of grandparents and shophouses that were once taken from us. Mother was shocked and confused, because in fact the trust of the grandfather of the land should not be sold, no matter what happens, because the land was obtained by the grandfather from his hard work during life. The word grandfather should only be used for waqf or given to his grandson, or for whatever origin do not sell. That's what grandfather's message is." Mother explained as she looked at me.

"What does all this have to do?" my many.

I still can't call Mom's wedding. My heart hurts that I feel excluded.

"Then Mother borrowed money from Mr. Wira's employer, but she was willing to give on condition that Mother must marry him to be the second wife and wife of his sir!" obviously Mother.

Duarrrrrrrr sound in my head, like being struck by lightning.

Second wife and siri. God became a mistress mother, the less I believed the more I hated all this. I want to blame Mom. But I also dare not fear sin. I just kept quiet and said nothing.

"Mother is confused about what to do, between saving the family inheritance by accepting the terms of Mr. Wira, or releasing all the trusts of grandfather. The urge to make a decision is getting closer. Finally I approved all the requests of Mr. Wira, unbeknownst to his wife we married in series and then Pak Wira bought all the land Uncle and on behalf of it with the name of Mother. I'm relieved that my grandfather's trust can still be maintained, but I'm also sad because I have to be the third person and I haven't told you yet, Mom decided to tell you when you graduated and maybe this is the moment." mom explained in tears.

"I'm sorry Mom Son, if I made this wrong decision and I didn't have time to discuss it with you!" said Ibu lirih.

I took a few steps back as Mom was about to grab my head.

"Bad Mom, Fira thinks you don't need anyone else but Fira, after what you did to Mom, men are all just as sure to hurt you, moreover, this Mother becomes the second wife, surely Mother will suffer. Why are you doing this?" I said while crying and brushed away from Mom.

"Fira forgive Mom Son, listen to Mom, I'm doing this for a reason!" said Mother again.

"Bad mom, I don't want you to get married again, I don't want to, I want just the two of us, I don't want to." I said as I ran.

Tired of my knees unable to run anymore, finally my feet fell down in the middle of the road.

I looked up and looked around, I woke up and sat my body on the side of the road. I was silent trying to clear my mind. I saw Left Right, where this place was unfamiliar to no one I knew, only occasionally to see people passing by regardless of me.

The day was getting late, I was confused about where to go I also forgot the way back home, I saw it was far away I walked until Mother was not able to pursue me.

My gaze was fixed on a small mosque, maybe I could pray and rest in the Mushola.

I walked towards the mosque and entered it, took ablution and prayed Isha'. I saw that there was only one woman sitting in a prayer room in the corner of the mosque.

I don't care about the surroundings, I pray and then I cry as much as I want, I stir my turmoil to my Robbku.

Long until finally I fell prostrate still while crying.

Then I was startled by someone's hand patting me on the shoulder slowly.

"Dec,,, are you okay?" ask the guy.

I was shocked and then woke up and looked

"Yes" I said as I tried to erase and hide my tears.

I saw the woman veiled, and sat her body in front of me.

"You're crying, you've been prostrating for almost an hour, I'm sorry to surprise you, is it okay if Kaka is with you?" he said again.

I just nodded not answering.

"The man was born alive and turned off, on the sidelines of all that there are ups and downs, there are sorrows, there are problems there are happy, all alternating. All those phases we will experience." he said again, trying to melt the atmosphere.

"Include the name of Kaka Sabrina, the kaka lives next to this mushola," extending his hand to shake hands.

I grabbed that hand and said a name.

"Fira, I'm Fira" I said introducing myself.

"Can we be friends?" ask him again.

I just nodded my head.

"If Kaka could know where you live?" tanyanya back.

"I don't know!" my answer.

I just remembered that I don't know where I live.

"Have you stopped by Kaka Yuk's house?" bring her.

Confused about where to go after escaping, I accepted Sabrina's invitation. Looks like he's not a bad guy. Then follow him and enter his house.