My Idol My Imam's
Lebaran Atmosphere

Episode 49: the:

For two weeks before her graduation began, Alina was more moody and rarely came out. At most he went out just cleaning the house and cooking, the rest he spent just locked himself in his room, even when sahur and breaking even he rarely ate. To the extent that Aisyah alone was confused by the change in attitude to Alina who was different than usual who was always cheerful and smiling.

Once upon a time Habibi who visited Aisyah's house and wanted to meet with Alina, but Alina always ignored him and did not want to talk, to make Habibi feel guilty for interrupting his time, and as a result Habibi went home with disappointment and a thousand questions about Alina that changed drastically.

Alina is getting more and more like a living person but without a soul. It is like a robot that only moves if controlled by its master.

Currently Alina was sitting alone in the garden behind Aisyah's house, she was staring blankly at the leaves that were swaying because they were hit by the night wind.

Already a week the laundry he left empty, because some days he did not go to work because of the state of his heart that does not allow to do the activity.

Aisyah approached Alina and sat down beside her with a plate of rice and water.

Even when Aisyah when Aisyah approached Alina did not respond at all, even though she knew that there was movement beside her but it did not change her gaze to turn to Aisyah.

" Daughter, this is Mama bringing you some food. When breaking the fast, you only drink water and have not eaten anything" said Aisyah trying to persuade Alina to want to eat.

" Eat yes, Mama bribe," he said as he thrust the plate at Alina.

And at once Alina finally turned to Aisyah, but just to shake her head, after that she looked straight ahead again.

Aisyah's smile dimmed as her attempt to persuade Alina to eat was unsuccessful. Aisyah was increasingly worried about Alina who was getting more and more unwilling to eat and just remained silent without expression.

His body is now getting thinner and unkempt. Aisyah is only afraid, if it is left like this continues, then Alina will be sick and malnourished intake later.

Aisyah put the plate that still contained rice on the table and after that she exhaled violently, then looked at Alina with a stern look.

" Alina actually wants you what, if you keep this up later you can get sick. Remember, tomorrow already want eid al-Fitr, it is not funny if you are sick in the morning," said Aisyah with a little annoyed.

" You're really why Alina, is this because Li hasn't seen you again in a month?"

And after hearing the words of Aisha Alina responded, she turned to Aisyah with a flat look.

" Kan Mama has said, if Li is not a good man, he just uses you no more," said Aisyah who was deliberately badmouthing Li in front of Alina so that Alina ilfil to Li.

" Where there is an idol artist who marries his fans out of love, they only want it for a moment, after they get bored then they will just leave it," added Aisyah.

And that speech managed to make Alina cry. He felt that what Aisha said was true, but his heart still rejected the truth and said that it was just a misunderstanding.

After that there was no more conversation between the two of them, both Alina and Aisyah were both silent and headed to their respective rooms. Alina was still with her composure, while Aisyah who felt somewhat annoyed at having discussed Li.

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A beautiful morning with a beautiful atmosphere. All Muslims are happy and busy doing their own activities. Likewise with Aisyah and Alina who are busy arranging pastries at the guest table.

Right on this day all Muslims are celebrating their victory, which today is Eid al-Fitr.

Today Alina seems more cheerful than usual. It is nothing, he just wants on this victory day he will forget for a moment all his problems and be happy to welcome his first leaflet in the land of people.

Alina's happiness increased when her family said it would come, although in fact she was confused about what to say when they asked about Li later, because in fact they did not know about the cracking of the household relationship of the princess.

" Kid your parents and sister will be there soon, he said they're at the airport" Aisyah said excitedly.

" Yes Ma Alhamdulillah then," Alina replied with a smile.

" Ma," call Alina to Aisyah.

" About last night and before, Alina apologized to Mama, Alina was so wrong with Mama that made Mama upset last night," said Alina earnestly with tears.

Alina then grabbed Aisyah's hand and kissed her with reverence.

Aisyah was very moved by Alina's attitude and she rubbed the head of Alina with affection.

" It's okay, baby, Mama understands" he said.

Now replace Alina who looked at Aisyah with haru.

The atmosphere of that morning seemed to change all the discomfort that occurred several weeks.

Being solemn and sorry, suddenly they were both diverted by the sound of knocking on the door from the outside.

" Let Alina open it, Ma" said Alina.

Aisyah nodded and invited her foster child who opened the door.

" Waalaikumsalam" replied Alina although she did not hear greetings from outside.

" Sister Habibi" said Alina.

For a moment they were just both fixated and staring at each other, especially Alina who felt a bit awkward because of the incident a week ago. He still felt guilty for Habibi.

" Ma_go in!" Alina said while looking down.

Habibi did not answer, only the flat gaze that Alina received from Habibi. It seems Habibi still feels upset because it was ignored by Alina at that time.

" Eh Habibi boy, let's go in son!" Said Aisyah who welcomed Habibi very kindly.

" Yes, thank you" Habibi said. He was sitting in a chair that was prepared by the host.

" Lina get me a drink first, Ma" said Alina still with her head down.

" Yes, son."

After that Alina resigned to go to the kitchen and prepare drinks for Habibi.

And before long they talked, soon the biological parents of Alina and her sister also arrived at Aisyah's house.

" Assalamualaikum" they said

" Waalaikumsalam," answered Aisyah and Habibi almost simultaneously.

Aisyah who already knew of their arrival was also eager to welcome those who were still at the door.

" Mum Imah Pak Jaka Gadis, come please come in, Alina is making drinks in the kitchen," said Aisyah who can speak Indonesian.

They nodded and smiled, then followed Aisyah in.

Once inside the house, their gazes were immediately fixed on Habibi, especially the Girl who stared at Habibi without blinking.

Habibi who realized their presence immediately stood up and welcomed Alina's family with friendly and polite.