
That morning, I didn't come out of the room, after I heard the sound of my husband's car leaving, I just got out. I have decided to separate from Faisal. It's just that he hasn't fallen yet. What is he thinking. I went back to the room where I used to sleep. I looked at every corner of the room, so many memories that had been missed. I went into the bathroom to clean myself up. Finished my bath towards the kitchen making a sip for me. Everywhere I need energy to listen to my in-laws when one moment comes suddenly.
Two months had passed, I never slept in one room with Faisal. I also never cooked his absorbance and also dinner. That morning I went into Faisal's room, it used to belong to both of us, but now only Faisal's mas occupies it. I accidentally saw a little nightstand drawer open. Unsuspecting I approached the drawer intending to close it. As I was about to close I saw an envelope bearing the hospital logo. But like her the envelope was unread by my husband.
I flipped back the envelope, and curiosity arose. I slowly opened the envelope. I read the contents of how surprised I was, written that Faisal mas is the one who has problems with reproduction, or can be said Faisal mas will not be able to have offspring. I sit down on the bed. How strong is my family-in-law who say I am barren. "it seems like Faisal has not opened this letter better I keep it someday will be useful for me" my mind thinks like that is not wrong. I came out of the room and rushed into the guest room. I kept the letter in the fold of my shirt. So that Faisal couldn't find her.
Dreet...
My phone rang, I saw a number without a name.
[ hello] said I
[hello this with buk Fitri ya ] said someone across the phone.
[yes, who is this? ]
[sorry buk already annoying, I buk Titin, may mesan cake box made buk Fitri]
[oh, can I open it, how many boxes do I want? ]
[i want a hundred boxes of buk, please deliver ya buk Fitri, two more days I have arisan at home ]
[well buk, two more days right, please let me address ya buk]
[Yes, I'll transfer the money]
[well buk, thank you for believing with me ] phone connection was cut off.
Thank God, I still believe in me. When the test was hard, God gave me sustenance. I am so grateful, hopefully one day my desire to have a cake shop soon reached" my mind full of happiness.
Not long after my phone rang again, it was from my friend during the white ash school first, it turns out he wanted to mess with my box cake for the Thanksgiving event at his home. Today I got a pretty much boxed cake order. I immediately called my sister, so that tomorrow I would come to my house with my mother to help me make a cake. Lucky my family wants to help so I don't bother with people's orders.
Tonight I was alone at home, because Faisal was on duty outside the city, he said for one week. It's the second night he's not home.
The next morning my sister and mother came, I greeted them with my best smile. I invited them to sit in the living room and I made drinks and snacks.
"Fit, you're healthy, right?asked mom to look at me.
"Healthy buk, mom's the same dad healthy right?
"we're healthy, it's just that our hearts aren't healthy" my mother said.
"who do you mean is unhealthy?
I bowed silently to hear mother's words, did mother already know about the state of my household? My inner.
"Fit, tell mom, who's that woman with your husband?
As soon as I lifted my face. "i don't know buk, maybe she's the woman of my choice in-laws to be the second wife of Faisal mas" I answered honestly, there's no use for it anymore, I think I lied to my mom.
"why don't you tell me about mom and dad if your husband cheated on you?
"sorry buk, I do not want to make you suffer by knowing the state of my household.
"so what's your plan now?
"i also do not know buk, until now mas Faisal never say hello to kublagi. Only occasionally did he greet me if he wanted to ask and we had also slept apart. I said explain to mom.
"what's so bad as it's fit, can't it be defended anymore right?
"do not answer me. Then I saw all the events.
"astaghfirullah, you should ask for a divorce Fit, mother does not want mother's children to live with adulterers.
"yeah buk, later if Faisal mas come home from out of town, I will ask for a divorce buk.
Finally our conversation was over. We started making cookie dough for two hundred and fifty boxes today. Some who have cooked me transfer to the destination. The rest of my mother and sister take care of me in the kitchen.
Thank God, I finally finished my words when I returned home. I sat on the floor straightening my legs.
"sister, I was able to take a picture of the box cake. There's a friend of mine who wants to messan, for three more days" said my sister Maya. He was very good at promoting my box cake sales.
"thank you, at least there is income. Can you save it to open a cake shop business"
"yes sister, later if the sister cake shop is ready, I will work with my sister in the store.
I was just a listener.
"Fit, how if mom helps you open a cake shop business, I still have rice fields that can be sold" said mom staring at me pity.
"do not first open, later after my separation process succeeded, I just thought
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