My Introvert Husband 2
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merry opened the contents of the letter that had been folded neatly in the envelope, it looks so much ink is crossed out on the white paper .

merry actually refused to read the letter from gio . because merry still felt disappointed in him

but Merry's curiosity was so great about the contents of the letter written by gio to her ,

merry's eyes were centered in front of the paper .

Dear merry :

darling ..

I'm sorry . I didn't mean to hurt you, hurt your feelings

or even take away what you should have .

merry .. Which parent is willing to lose their own child ?

I hope you can understand my position, the decision I made back then was really hard for me .

I know it hurts . I feel the same way about you too ! but I have no other choice ,

merry .. do you know how happy I am when I find out we'll soon have a child ?

I was very happy at the time, but on the other hand fear enveloped my heart and mind  .

that fear is now a reality .

and now I have to breastfeed my own son .

I'm forced to sacrifice our child . and that doesn't mean I don't want it!

I would very much like to want our child born . But on the other hand I can't see you suffer . because if you still keep our son ,

not only will I lose him but I can lose you too .

please understand .

I did all this just because I didn't want to lose you. ., I was really scared of losing you, I was so scared of it  !

marry .. I've felt life at its weakest true point ,

a life that makes my life lifeless ,

I've lost my mama, papa and also my sister vanno .

that's really the weakest point in my life, I lost people I love at the same time . and I don't want it to be wasted back  !

it was painful, really painful .. 

it took me years to get back up and run my life again, I had to kill every single feeling of loneliness and longing that lay within me every day !

although I was breathing, it felt as if someone had died in my soul

I always blame God for what happened that time  .

it felt like God was so unfair to take away everything I had .

every day I have to pretend and go on a show to make everything look okay .

In fact almost every time I just hope and pray that God will soon pick me up so that I can regroup with my family .

but it felt like it was in vain .god did not predestine me to live that fast .

when I was at my weakest point . Suddenly the Lord presents a life booster for me . I met a girl who was so innocent

the girl suddenly changed everything ,

change the way I see the world  . That girl was able to get me excited about living my life back 

a girl so different from everyone else .

even I always looked for ways to get close to the girl, even though in a way that made me hate her .

merry .. do you know who that girl is ?

that girl is you, the girl who keeps my mind distracted every day . Without you realizing you have given me the passion to live my life again  .

you really are my life spirit even up to this second !

darling ..

you ever ask me if I love you ?

I love you so much ! even more than anything .

you should know that, but in fact you never know how I feel !

merry .. Do you know I liked you so much ? I liked you when I first met you!

and I don't know since when that liking became love .

If you ask me why I never said my feelings it's not because I don't love you. But because I was confused to express my feelings .

Merry .. understand, I am not a man who is good at speaking words, who is able to express everything through words and words  . 

do you know .. Every time you say that you hate me, and don't want to see me . I feel like my heart is so hurt ', your hateful words really weaken me .

merry .. I really gathered my courage to write this letter to you . Thank you for reading it .

~ Giordan

After reading the letter from gio . merry's tears break down instantly .

" gioooo" said merry softly his voice sounded so heavy . he went up from his bed with a limp step he immediately out of his room was seen in front of the room there is a grandfather vinno,  kikan and also rey who were talking . The three of them were shocked when they saw Merry coming out of the room

" merry why you came out, you haven't healed let's go in and get back to rest baby" pinta kikan, he tried to pull his son's hand to enter but merry brushed it off .

" mama said, baby. . Gio is on duty outside the city " said kikan .

" let's go in and rest "pinta rey he tried to invite his son to return to his room

" merry doesn't want pa. . merry wants to meet gio  ? tell merry where she's "screaming merry brushed off rey's hand

" merry, let's go back to rest son, tomorrow gio will meet you "persuade grandpa vinno

" don't want cake .. grandfather please tell merry first gio where , merry would love to meet gio now "pinta merry hold grandfather vino's hand but grandpa vino just keep quiet

" merry don't be like this, let's go in and rest "pinta rey back

" papa please tell merry where gio is, tell her to see merry .merry wants to apologize to her . Merry begs "pinta merry he rests and clasps his hands together

Kikan could not bear to let his son cry like that, he was forced to tell him that gio who donated a kidney for him . and now gio is still unconscious

Merry was surprised to hear that .

(Flashback )

it was Rey who was supposed to donate a kidney to merry

since he volunteered to donate his kidney, so did gio . he also has the same blood type as merry which is blood type B .

" pa .. let gio alone donate a kidney to merry "pinta gio

" no ! let papa "say rey

" pa, gio please just let gio  ! " pinta gio with a pithy look

" gio .. Papa is old, someday papa will not be able to keep merry anymore . I hope you understand what papa means ? " spell rey

" pa .. gio must be fine, and can definitely keep merry .gio please pa "pinta gio

" giooo papa doesn't like to repeat papa's words back ! so papa hope you understand "exciting rey, gio was forced to agree to his papa request .

but when Rey was doing a blood test and the kidneys arrived the doctor told the nurse to call gio.

and the nurse approached Gio who was outside the merry room with jacob and aline .

" Mister gio .. The doctor called you " said the nurse . Gio also agreed

He passed and Gio left aline and jacob to follow the nurse .

The nurse takes Gio to a Lab and in the Lab there is a rey and also a doctor ,

" what did you call me doc ? is there a problem with my wife ? " asked gio with a little worry

" no gio sir, this is not a matter of miss merry . but the problem of Mr. rey, we have done the blood test lab and kidney, but Mr. rey can not do donor kidney , because Mr. Rey has hypertension . his blood pressure and sugar are very unstable, so it is very unlikely if Mr. rey donates a kidney to miss merry".

" then let me just the doc who donated the kidney to my wife, my blood type is also B "pinta gio

" giooo" said rey

" pa let the doctor do a blood test first to gio "pinta gio, rey was investigating it .

the doctor also performed blood and kidney tests on the gio . shortly after the test results came out and the doctor approached gio and rey .

" mister gio from the results of the lab examination, you can donate a kidney to miss merry, because here your kidneys are very good and your blood pressure is also normal . so highly qualified for kidney donors "doctor said .

" gio .. not !  papa does not allow you! . Let us find another donor, papa does not care if papa has to spend a lot of money . papa is afraid that later your kidneys will also have problems "exclamation rey

" mr. rey .. you don't have to worry, in general humans can still survive with one kidney, because one kidney is only a reserve, the kidney of mr. gio is very good . so as long as mr. Gio maintains his health and diet it will not be a problem, if you look for other donors it will take a long time and not necessarily the kidneys of other donors qualified . while we have to do a kidney transplant right away for miss merry "a doctor

" pa .. gio please , let gio who donates gio's kidney to merry ! gio does not want to lose him.Let gio also be able to feel the pain that merry felt "pinta gio by clenching his hands together , rey was momentarily silent he heard the words gio his heart seemed to be filled, his eyes glazed with glass and hugged his daughter-in-law so tightly .

" well son, thank you very much "said rey withholding his taste

but Gio begged rey not to tell merry first if he donated the kidney to merry , rey had rejected it but gio still forced to tell papa and other families not to tell merry until merry really recovered ,

Gio's operation took place

gio's heart rate is weakening and his blood pressure is unstable suddenly .until after surgery gio has not been conscious until now .

(Flashback end )

Then she told Merry to sit in a wheelchair .he took her son to a room

It appears that a man is lying weak and unconscious with the help of a breathing apparatus on his nose

" gioooo "call merry . Her tears broke as she saw her husband still lying unconscious .

" gioo wake up .. I'm sorry " said merry in tears

" Gioooooo wukulaahhhhhhh "cried merry more and more hardening his cry

" merry ." said kikan lirih

" mama gio why don't you wake up ? " tanya merry, with sobbing sobs

" dear .. gio still unconscious son, he will be fine "persuade kikan . but while in the room gio , a nurse approached merry and kikan . the nurse asked one of them who could only be in the room.kikan also let merry who remained in the room gio . and he passed out to meet the husband and also the grandfather vinno . rey also pulled the hand kikan roughly and took him to a place a little far from the reach of grandfather vinno .

" i told you, don't tell merry before you realize ! " cried rey furiously

" didn't you see that she was crying like that, I can't let my son be tormented" she said

" i know !  but can you think for a little bit that like this will worsen the condition "exciting rey by raising his voice . kikan and rey are still arguing

while merry still did not budge looking at her husband's face.Merry stuck his finger between the fingers of Gio's hand and put the hand on his cheek.

" Gio wake up forgive me. " said merry Irih

" gio please wake up. I've lost my son I don't want to lose you "pinta merry she closed her eyes with sobbing sob .