MY LABILE MAN
Certainty that is Painful

In the car Tama still think about the words of Laras in his room earlier, Laras not the slightest sound out, Tama glanced at his little wife, anxious to taste.

Many times Tama asked in her heart.

"Why am I?".Tama asked himself in his heart, Tama sipria arrogant who could make the heart waver this woman turned out to be stupid in terms of love, want it feels like I hit her head wearing sandals to be aware, understand, understand, if you are already in love with Mbak Laras, my emotions.

Thought again the woman who he thought had this other charm, inadvertently Laras caught his glance, Laras smiled at him, duh can not, do not smile, I can not control my desire ni Ras, I can not control my desire, tama still insist not to be too involved in love affairs, ah ga tau lah, Tama feels very chaotic this time.

The car driven by Tama also arrived in front of the house in Laras. Laras opened his sitbelt, Laras was about to come out but Tama opened her voice.

"Ras, sorry I didn't stop by".Tama said, Laras understood, Baras also might not force someone who does not want to.

"Yes, sir ga papa".Laras replied, Laras has promised in his heart, he will try to fortify himself so as not to fall in love with Tama, so that he should not expect more from Tama, Laras only thought that even if Tama asked for her body was her right, and her duty as a wife, Laras tried his utmost not to use his heart while doing so, Laras is afraid that if he wishes more he will not be able to escape from Tama later if that time comes.

Barrel out of Tama's car and say thank you.

"Thank you sir, Raras come in first".Said Laras while nodding his head.

"Hem, lock all the doors and windows".Tama's message, Laras nodded.

"Heart in the way, sir".The words of Laras slightly restrained, Tama heard the sound of Laras somewhat different, this sounded heavy.

"Heemhva".Answer Tama.

Laras got out of Tama's car and entered her house, Laras really did not understand this relationship, sometimes like a husband and wife in general, sometimes like a courtship person as it happened this morning, sometimes like superiors and subordinates, sometimes also like other people, I have to interpret our relationship like what sir, Please give me certainty, Laras looked at himself in the mirror, he said, once again he asked himself if I didn't deserve to be loved, if I didn't deserve to love, what's wrong with me until I feel like you're always on the limit.

Laras went into the bathroom, Laras started cleaning himself, wearing his pajamas, not cooking tonight because he still keeps one of Tama's given bread, which he keeps in his case, Laras took out the bread that Tama had bought for him, Laras ate it while daydreaming, his life felt lonely, more lonely than when he lived with his uncle and his cruel aunt.

Laras turned on his laptop, he watched studies on how to be a good wife and how to achieve the nannah of God, understand the time Laras always seized in the affairs of work, and, so if again leisure like this he uses to gain Science even through cyberspace.

Laras smiled considering how ridiculous his relationship with Tama, if you say husband and wife cook number ja they are the same as not have, if not husband and wife every month he is always denied the same Tama, Tama, keep no wind no rain, suddenly he came asking for his right, I must kepiye ngadepin panjenengan bojoku (I must how ngadepin you my husband), Batin Laras.

Laras decided not to dissolve in his sadness, Laras tried as hard as possible to face the path of his life with the husband who was difficult to guess, Laras closed the curtains of his room, Laras saw like Tama's car in front of his house.

"That's it, what's up?". Shortly heard someone climb the stairs and open the door of his room, Laras pura still cool with his laptop.

"Bas I want to talk".Tama said, Laras got out of bed and stood in front of Tama.

"Please sir".Answer Laras.

"I'm sorry for my attitude towards you Race".Tama started to open her voice.

"Which attitude, sir?"..Ask Laras.

"Sorry if I confuse you Ras, I just want to say, we should keep our distance, last night I was just tempted by your body, sorry that I took something very valuable in you, sorry also for my attitude that gives hope to you, I just want us to stay in the starting position like our agreement at the beginning of the marriage". Laras listened to Tama's words well, this certainty did hurt but it was better like this at the beginning so that I also did not expect more, Laras smiled.

"I understand sir, sir there's no need to be afraid".Answer Laras as briefly as possible.

"Are you not angry with Race?".Tama.

"For what Raras angry master, from the beginning did you tell Raras not to hope in this relationship, after all Raras also did not demand anything from the master, the master did not have to worry, no need to worry, finish your business with your papa, sir, Raras is ready whenever you're going to let Raras go".Laras said it all with the firmness of his heart, not a single tear came out of Raras' eyes, but why even the inner Tama who felt sore hearing what Laras just said.

"Go sir, do not make yourself difficult, Raras ga papa, just assume we never do anything, if you feel uncomfortable I work in the company of the master tomorrow I will isolate myself".How is this why when he will avoid me I even feel this kind of pain, Tama's mind.

"No race, as long as no one knows our relationship I don't think it's a problem if you keep working in my office".Answer Tama.

"Alright sir, I will also clear my goods from master's room, we return this situation as before".Barrel Vocations.

"As far as you Race". Tama turned her body and left Laras alone, Tama held the door handle and opened it, Laras could only look at Tama's back, Tama turned again and looked at Laras, Tama walked towards Laras and kissed Laras' lips, Laras lets Tama kiss her, Laras does not return the kiss, Laras does not want to make Tama increase the dilemma.

Tama let go of her kiss, Laras just kept quiet not flinching, actually you this is why the hell sir, you asked me to keep your distance, but you yourself who approached me, what a strange man.

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