
Aletta entered the house with a raging feeling, her heart ached mixed with regret.
He threw his handbag in any direction, as he was angry at himself.
Whyyy?!
Why, he could let Adrian touch him, while he was already believed by Revan, that he would not be close to the man.
"Stupid! Why am I so stupid!" he was frustrated, annoyed he threw a facial spray bottle into the glass to cause a crack.
"Revan.." he muttered regretfully with a cry, he was confused as to how.
On the other hand, this is his fault but on the other hand, Revan's remark was very hurt his self-esteem.
Suddenly, Aletta beat herself up, suddenly she felt despicable, very despicable.
"True you, I have no shame."
"Haha, I'm disgusting but he says you accept me for what I am, right? But why is it different now?!!!" he shouted while staring at their wedding photos on display on the wall of the room.
Aletta cried, hiding her face behind a pillow.
Revan's words continued to ring and stab his feelings many times, and hurt his pride more than what he had felt so far.
His mind drifted, about what would happen after this.
Is everything gonna be okay?
Or will they really be separated?
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Without a second thought, Revan arranged for a trip abroad that very night, the man decided to go to Switzerland, next week.
No one knows about his departure except, Dio.
Because, Dio is believed to take care of Revan's needs as well as the affairs of his departure.
Revan will not return to his parents' house, let alone the house he has given in Aletta's name.
He would stay somewhere else for a while, he chose to stay in the apartment.
"Gurghhh!" his screams growled while grabbing his own hair, the shadow of his own wife kissing Adrian could really drive him crazy.
Between the two of them are equally bad with their respective circumstances.
Aletta with that personality of hers, did not even dare to contact Revan.
And also, Revan who was already wrapped in emotion and disappointment was not possible to do that.
"Gue less what?!" frustrated, slowly his defense as the man collapsed, Revan cried in silence.
"I may have wrongly forced you to marry me, but has it been during our marriage that I have hurt you? I even accept you for who you are." she said softly as she stared at Aletta's smiling face in her mobile gallery.
Whatever if he says excessive, anyway Revan will not care.
Now all he had in mind was, if Aletta did not want to be with him anymore, it was better that he went away from the woman to throw away all his feelings.
So that he does not need to be hurt to see Adrian who continues to try to stick to his wife.
Don't think, Revan has been silent for not knowing, Revan knows every time his wife is met by the man, Revan was silent even though behind his wife's good attitude at home he knew there was a trace of Adrian's embrace attached to his body.
Revan always thinks positively about Aletta, he always believes and tries to suppress his emotions in front of Aletta, even though that day he knows a lot of things.
Adrian came to Aletta on campus, Adrian talked to Aletta at the office, everyone!
"Well! I know but I'm quiet, you idiot!" his taunts to himself.
"For your sake, Ale! I thought you really hated that guy, hah you actually received his touch!" he said softly with a resigned gaze without any ray of hope.
Revan thought, in his relationship with Aletta he had given up too much, now he would admit defeat by going forever from the woman.
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The next morning, Aletta woke up with eyes that were difficult to open, of course because all night she was crying.
However, his throat was choked, his eyes began to glaze over, the glint of last night's events he had forgotten for a few seconds.
But now, he remembers how last night Revan broke his heart with the insults the man made and how Revan left him and asked to separate.
Aletta immediately fell back onto the bed, facing where the man's usual side was sleeping.
He cried staring at that side while stroking the usual part of the bed in Revan.
He even inhaled the remnants of Revan's scent that was still out there.
"Would I never smell this scent so close again?" murmured with a vibrating sound, then followed with a small sob.
"sorry. In fact my words are right, I am the source of your pain" he said, holding his chest tightening.
Her husband's insults do hurt her self-esteem, but Aletta knows her faults.
During the housekeeping, always Revan who loves him wholeheartedly while he is?!
He continues to sacrifice Revan because of himself who has not been able to make peace with the past.
Not able to make peace with the past named Adrian, it means he still has a great taste for Adrian.
However, Aletta continued to avoid it even though she realized, that she hated and also loved Adrian, in her hidden hate of love.
But, Revan slowly had already erased all of that feeling in his heart.
"Why, when I started to really love you, did you leave? I'm late, aren't I, Re? Should have loved you, cherish you, surely now we are happy, will not be rich gini, even if this can not be prevented, as much as I have a lot of good memories with you. But, I just remember that I've always abused you and you've always treated me so well." He poured in that solitude.
The woman's feelings were really mixed, there was regret, pain, feeling unappreciated but also guilt that dominated.
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Adrian grimaces whenever Raga, his sister treats the wound on the tip of his lips.
Raga had just come to her sister's apartment to ask for money, but she instead found her brother with a pillow face adorned with bruises everywhere.
"Non't you take the drug, Bang?" ask him to Adrian.
"Some of you fight why try?" ask the boy who was sitting at the end of High School.
"So don't want to know, you're here to ask for money, right? Honestly lo!" guess Adrian right, he knows for sure his sister if here just want to ask for money or borrow his sport bike.
"Gue wants money not to know." replied Raga who was directly attached by the brother.
"Make anything else?! Aw! Slow dong!" his screams because Raga was too pressing his bruise.
"Gue wants to buy a history book ind___"
"Emang lo not in love with mom, for school purposes that, can't be?!" adrian asked full of questions.
"Doang's excuse, right?!" his insistence on the sister.
"Tck! Really! Money ration from mama abis, yesterday to go up the mountain. Ntar if I ask, must be mama nanyain, 'kok your pocket money is over mama already love a million for a week'." he said while mimicking the voice of his mother.
"Sometimes because I'm the best child, certainly will not be able to lie with mama, continue to be found out if I go up the mountain, ntar I can not go up the mountain again, I can not go up, for cake money do not need to be stingy or I tell mom yes, last night you kissed the same sister Aletta until she beat her husband!" the boy's cerocos with the threat made Revan glare in shock instantly.
Her sister knew it, but why was she???
"Kok you know, but you were?!"
"Test me." replied Raga casually as she showed her palm a sign asking for money, Adrian snorting in annoyance.
Forced, Adrian took his wallet and handed him five hundred thousand pieces, which Raga almost took if he did not pull back.
"Start! Do you know where it's from?"
"Tck! I saw my own semalem, cepet ah I want to go to school!" ketus the boy while grabbing the money in the hands of his brother.
"Ga! Shut up, keep it a secret!" adrian shouted before the high school boy opened the door of his apartment to leave.
"Relax, the important thing is that you don't tell your mom that I went up the mountain yesterday" replied Raga casually and then completely out of the apartment.
Actually you just misunderstand Revan, but this gapapa so Aletta can be more valuable you in the future 😬