
After two weeks finally the preparations are done, today I can relax. Because after that I will be busy again, not yet an official application, not yet studied, the same flush**** other whining.
Who said marriage is good? The tired exist.
Marriage is in sight, but look at my duty which is also piling up like sin. Because I'm getting married, so I have to find another dosbin, thank goodness Mas Arka wants to help me find.
Cia ilahh's... Arka Mas! Haha... Because these two weeks almost every time I meet, I change my nickname to him too. Okay, this was originally because Mama was reprimanding me for always calling Mas Arka with the appendage 'Father and Sir', he said not good to hear it.
Though he was my lecturer, naturally dong I called him like that. But, yeah never mind!
"Na, you want to come back?" Adrian who again accidentally met I met in the parking lot asked, I can only nod. "Gue hear you want to change Dosbin, why? Not at home Mr. Arka."
"Sir Arka who asked.need help ngak?" I asked him because he seemed to have trouble getting his bike out.
"Yes, please dong."
I who was the heart of the angel rushed to help him, I shifted the motorbike that blocked his exit. It's exhausting enough, but since I'm good so it doesn't matter.
Speaking of Adrian, I suddenly remembered Laura that day. That night he really stayed at my house, confided a lot of things and uneknya about my front man, but still the reason they broke up Laura did not tell me.
The point is Laura ogah make the same back Adrian.
"Yes!" call Adrian, I'm the one who was putting on the helmet after successfully pulling out my own motor turned my head.
Adrian was standing while looking down at his expensive helmet, a helmet that was worth a motorcycle. He looks confused
"Why?"
He let out a long sigh, staring at me "Laura?"
Laura's? Uhh...
"How about you ask him to return it?" he nodded his head "Yes he told me. Why?"
"He rejected me" Adrian sighed again
"Gue know, anyways you yourself know he sensi same lo, all invited back. Rejected to be."
He just chuckled while scratching his itchy forehead.
I buttoned my helmet "Lagian you ever make a mistake what the hell is Laura? She kind of hates you, when you used to glue cake and stamps."
He looked at me with a surprised look, why the hell? "You didn't tell lo?" I shook my head "Seriously?"
"According lo? I'm not that cool to ask my friend's personal life, but if you want a story I'll listen to." I put my shoulders down.
It's true what I said, Laura and I often have a lot of stories but never ask her personal questions. And Laura understood that because she didn't ask me too many questions either.
"Where do you think you're going to rush, where are you going?"
I put up the gloves glanced at him "You're coming home, I'm so tired."
"Yes, next time I tell you."
I nodded my head, waving at him before gasping to leave the campus. Today I will rest full, without duty, without taking care of marriage and most importantly without the polar man Mas Arka.
It did not take long to get home, because the distance of the campus was not so far even though I expected a little far away. Maybe my high school distance is further to the campus weigh, but I enjoy the trip to campus because it is not delivered Papi anymore, heheheh....
I slowed down the speed of my motorbike as I was about to reach home, my eyes fixed on the car I was very familiar with. No no, not Mas Arka's car or his family's, but the car belongs to someone who is closer to me.
I was confused to say, our status was very close but the relationship was not. I bit my lower lip, should I come in?
I stopped my bike, looking for the existence of a papi motorbike but unfortunately I did not find it. So the decision I have to go in, I don't want Mama to face it alone.
But before really getting into the house, I took a call to Papi. Luckily Papi picked it up, he said he would be home soon.
I slowly stepped inside the house, just a step I entered I was already the voice of an angry guest towards Mama.
"I don't accept, how do you determine my daughter's marriage without my consent?"
The woman who was none other than my real mother pointed towards my Mama, while Mama could only be silent.
My parents separated when I was a baby, I was with Dad and my grandparents took care of me because Dad was on duty out. As for Mama Arindi, she only became my contact mother when I was eight years old, yes even though I did not accept it at first.
Blame Disney fairytales, because they I've always been prejudiced against stepmothers.
"Mommy," I intruded on them, Mami and Mama looked at me "When is Mami coming?"
"Raana, why didn't you tell Mami that your stepmother and your Papa forced you to get married?"
Mom asked me what I couldn't answer, I even forgot about it. Me and Mami are not close then how do I tell her?
"Raana you're coming with Mami." I looked down at my hand, it was strange to swear "Mommy can introduce you to a better person. Your father has a lot of acquaintances."
Huh huh? Meaning?
I took my hand off from Mami, glancing at the man who was just sitting as if there was nothing around him. He was even engrossed in a teacup seeing Mami and my Mama at odds, did he think this was a show.
"Sorry Mi, but I can't."
"Raana, Mami knows you're forced. You don't have to obey what the woman says" Mami looked at Mama cynically "She has no right to decide anything about your life, you go with Mami sek-"
"Isn't it the opposite?" A cold voice sounded
Papi entered the house quietly, when he reached our place, Papi kept me away from Mami. He sat me down next to Mama, still silent.
"Whatchu mean? Of course I'm entitled to Raana. I'm her real mother."
Real mom! Hearing that why my heart hurts? It's really taboo for me, especially when it comes straight out of Mami's mouth.
Why just now?
"Why is it now?" I was shocked to hear the same question Papi had with me.
Papi's palm enveloped my interlocking hands, I don't like this situation.
"Whatchu mean? I've always been her mother, even if she denies it. Why talk about unimportant things? I'm here to say that I don't agree with Raana's marriage."
"No problem, not needed. You're not the one who married her either."
"What?" I glanced at Mami "I'M HER REAL MOTHER! I GAVE HIM BIRTH, HOW COULD HE NOT NEED MY BLESSING?"
"Thank you for giving birth to her," I glanced at Papi who looked very sincerely saying that "I never said you weren't her mother."
Right, all this time every time I asked, people around me never hid it. So I always waited, waiting for Mami to come home and hug me but it never happened.
"Don't you want to know nothing about Raana?"
Eh? What the hell does this mean?
"That's me..."
"Even after I knelt down to see him, why just now?"
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It feels like something has broken through my chest, does this feel like being dumped?
I don't want to hear more than this, it hurts so much. What does he want me at all?
"Na, Raana!"
Unknowingly I left that place, let's just say I'm alay, but hearing more of it will make me even more sick.
"Ranaa!"
Mama kept calling but right now, I don't want to hear anyone.
So sick!