My Life Story
CHAPTER 20
Without feeling 1 month has passed after visiting my grandmother's house at that time.The days I lived as usual all activities such as school and gathering with my friends and family do every day.
It didn't feel like I was one month away from the semester exam, and lately I've been feeling a strange feeling like I'm feeling a deep sadness.
I don't know what this feeling is and my hunch says that this is not a good thing.Every sleep I always do not feel as if there is a haunting.everything that will happen in the future later I don't know.
In the middle of my daydream I was startled by a pat on my shoulder by someone, and when I looked back it was my best friend's eagle.
"Hei queen why daydream." asked the eagle while sitting next to me
"Gpp El I just don't feel good lately for some reason" I replied with a deep breath
"Emang Lo why, do not want to tell." asked the eagle while trying to calm me by stroking my shoulder gives strength
"Gue himself just don't know why El, just the feeling I'm not good and how many days I like nightmares." answered me by showing the sadness that I am experiencing at this time
"Yes, it's not thought that maybe it's the feeling of Lo aja.berdua aja hopefully all is well ok" said the eagle while hugging me
"Well, may all be well." answered me while hugging the Eagle and without me noticing that tears had dripped from my eyes
"Yes we've come home yuk, all of it was on out of earlier.and living Lo himself is still in class, but we all wait for Lo in the parking lot so I'm here."said the eagle as he led me to stand up to get out of the classroom
"Yes El I'm sorry I made you guys worry" I replied
After that me and the eagle came out of the classroom, we walked in tandem along the school corridor but my mind was somehow floating where.
Without feeling until the school parking lot and there are already my friends who wait there.almost Aldo who immediately approached me and hugged me as if he knew what I was feeling right now.
"Queen you gpp right, we're worried about waiting for Lo from here" said Aldo as he touched my face with both hands as if he knew that I was crying
"Sorry to make you guys worry I'm gpp." I replied while trying to smile
"Don't lie Sam I'm queen, Lo abis cry." replied Aldo firmly
"I'm sorry again, I have gpp you guys" I replied
In the middle of our conversation my phone rang indicating there was an incoming call.
"Hallo assalualaikum" I replied
"Wa'alaikum salam non Dy this bibik."
"Yes bik why tumben called, I want to go home this time...?"I answered, The feeling suddenly came again
"Sorry non-bibik just want ngabarin nyoya to go to the hospital" said the aunt in a voice that showed concern
"Oh Allah can make it, he has sent his address now let me go directly there" I replied
After getting the hospital address given by my housekeeper, I approached my best friend to ask them to accompany me there.
"Call from whom queen." asked the eagle
"Please anter me to the hospital now El my mama is in the hospital" answered me with a name vibrating withholding tears
"Astagfirullah has entered our car there now" answered the eagle
After we all got in the car, the auctioneer ran the vehicle to the hospital.
all the way I just daydreamed about the situation of my mother who suddenly entered the hospital.There is really an answer to my feelings lately.
All I can do now is pray that my mom is okay I am not ready if something should happen to the person who is most precious to me.
I just kept looking out the window thinking mama.without feeling the tears kept dripping without me can bear inexplicably the pain as if something was missing.
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